2009.....Baby Boom

What a year it is....Sememangnya kita telah dikejutkan dengan pemergian our fellow unimates and a friend of mine as well pada weekend yang lepas, takziah saya ucapkan kepada ahli keluarga beliau..Al-Fatihah kita sedekahkan kepada Allahyarham..Semoga beliau ditempatkan dikalangan org2 yang beriman..Aminnn...



Ok this year mmg tahun yang amat produktif to most of my friends...well ape tidaknya *baby Boom* here and there hehe...

1. Saya akan dpt anak buah baru hehe....InsyaAllah in august or september...my sister pregnant we're so happy for her...paling best aku dah ada kat sarawak hehe...leh g tengok dia selalu nanti...

2. My best frens yang dah saya anggap mcm adik beradik saya pun expecting baby gak iaitu Hazri and Huzaimi...Alhamdulillah...so technically since aku declara diorg mcm my blood brother so aku pun nak perasan jadi bakal pakcik to their future anak jugak hahahaha....

3. Kak Sheeda a dear friend of mine pun bakal due in May InsyaAllah...

4. Kak L pun expecting gak..juz got to know that as well..lil cub akan ada adik....Lil Cub sgt comel melampau hehehe...

5. Kalau tak silap my dear friend Zulus and Linda pun expecting jugak...tahniah guys...

Well kat atas tu yang aku ingat...tapi rasa mcm ada lagi...ermmm sape yea...tapi takpe yang penting nanti anak-anak diorg akan sebaya baik anto kat sekolah yg sama pastu suwuh jadi loyer and jadi generasi kedua untuk kita semua hahahaha.....

To all future father and mother..i wish u guys all the best...didiklah anak2 anda menjadi insan yang berguna dan agar menjadi anak-anak yang soleh dan solehah dan taat kepada perintah Allah s.w.t, it is a tough indeed and the most challenging task that u will ever face, but i know u guys can do it....InsyaAllah.....

Human...Friends....

Ermmm this post gonna be me juz wanna to voice out my frustration to sesetengah manusia yang aku kenal and maybe will not ever never become my fren again...

Manusia sgt pelik, they claim to be ur fren but then how could they hurt ur feeling...which ur fren and another human being plak tu...u pun human and ur not perfect also...nobodies perfect kita ada flaws here and there but the fact that u degrade ur own frens sgt menyedihkan saya...trus membuatkan saya benci manusia tersebut..eventho it didn't happens to me but ia membuatkan saya sgt geram dan marah...kesian sahabat saya tu...

Siapalah kita untuk menghina dan mengutuk ciptaan Allah s.a.w...bagus sgt kah kita, hebat sgt kah kita....sgt tidak berperikemanusiaan manusia tersebut dan sungguh tidak menggunakan otak...otak tersangkut di lutut barangkali...menghina dan menjatuhkan maruah kawan kita sendiri adalah sgt kejam...

Saya until today still cant accept sikap individu tersebut...cermin la diri dulu...bagus sgt ke ko tu....perfect sgt ke ko tu...ramai sgt ke org nak kat ko tu...cermin diri dulu laaa...macam bagus sgt laaa....

Tak sedar diri punye org....untuk sahabat saya yang menjadi mangsa tersebut, jgnlah bersedih...ur not at all mcm yg org tu kata....in fact org tu sendiri amat perasan yg dia bagus sedangkan langsung takkkk.....ur great and good the way u r....jgn pedulikan kata-kata manusia yg tak sedar diri itu....kita semua makhluk ciptaan Allah s.w.t......tiada lebihnya dia dan tiada kurangnya kita..in fact dari segi pencapaian u r better than him...in any way....

Bersabar dan anggap ia adalah dugaan dan cabaran....insyaAllah Allah s.w.t sentiasa bersama org yang tabah dan sabar....

Marah...marah and marah....huh...

Am i too nice or people juz dont appreciate me..everything juz went wrong today..huh..

Now i received another bad news..the cat that i really want had been sold off..i'd juz yell at her padan muka...mmg sgt marah, how come people can be so irresponsible and not holding to their words and promise, they should have not existed in this world, not that i hadnt paid the deposit, i did but she's too much...i told her that i want that cat (specifically that cat not any other cat) but how could she sell it off to someone else...now i will demand my deposit money back...sialan punye perempuan...iam so pissed off right now...how sould she did that to me..but nak buat macam mane, this is reality...manusia mmg mcm tu...dpt another better offer they straight away forget their promise..mcm sial...

dah la kat court tadi proceed je ngan trial, exhibit sampai lambat, dahla sampai lambat witness plak merapu tah ape2...i know laa they are not well trained lawyer, but please control ur witness and dont waste my time....lawyer plak sikit2 nak object sikit sikit nak obejct..i know la u r juz doin ur job but please object to only material issues bukan issue yg tah ape2 tah which doesnt have any bearing at all..urgghhhh...hangin aku...tapi maintain je laa nak marah tak nak...cuz i know the feeling bila kene marah in an open court...embarrassing...

marah..marahhhh sgt....hehehe...

Tabooo....

Huhu...

This morning tgh tgk tv NGC *whuch is my favourite* hehehe...there's a docuumentary about pets...which taboo for terlalu manja'ing ur pets hehe...too pampered even call its ur baby...but most of the pets dalam documentary tu adalah exotic animals mcm iguana and various species of snakes and primates as well...

Is it taboo for too much pampering ur pets...of course laa mat salleh they spent thousand juz for their pets...but me a couple of hundreds i guess not much...ermmm tapi kalau ditambah with the foods and medication pun its ermmm...tak yah kira laaa...heheh

Anyway...is it wrong...is wrong to spent ur money and shower them with love and attentions...is it wrong...ermmm for me i guess everything worth it...i got their attention and love back...they teman me everyday....ermmmm welll mat salleh anyway took it to another different level...they would dress them and even pays more attention to it more than their own childrens....but me definitely my family will comes first then only the others hehehe...

I dont know about u guys but i do not think its a taboo....hehehe...

Five-ish taggies!!!!!

Five-ish taggies!

Farah tagged Wahidan and I was then tagged by Pn Wahida. Dont get me wrong or ingat i jiwang cuz of the answers hahaha...but thats me tho...wakakakka..mungkin ada yg akan tergezut ngan jawapan-jawapannya....but gheeeee......

So here goes:-

5 Characteristics of your dream guy/girl*
a. Sedap mata memandang...
b. Kind hearted (sgt subjective) tho
c. Suke buat klaka...(i need some dose of laughter tho)..atau erti kata lain *sempoi*
d. Friendly
e. Berkerjaya....


5 Characteristics that you have never like in a guy/girl
a. Smoking
b. Loud
c. Consume alcohol...
d. Sexy
e. Kaki gossip+back stabber...


5 places that you want to travel with your loved oneAll over the world.
a. Makkah
b. South Africa *tgk safari and shark*
c. Any islands in the world...beautiful one laa
d. Europe
e. Australia...nak tgk giant salt water croc and dive with huge whale and tiger sharks...ahaks


5 special things that you would give to your loved one...
a. My heart..(Hatiku)
b. My love..(Cintaku)
c. Trust..(Kepercayaanku)
d. Happiness..(Kebahagiaan)
e. Loyalty...(Kesetiaan)


5 songs that you will sing to your partner
a. Superman....Ronan Keating (The best song ever) google and go download it..
bagi yg dah kahwin dedicate to ur wife mmg sgt romantis..ahaks..
b. Munajat Cinta...The Rock
c. Because i love u...Celine Dion (Akak celine will also sang for her) hahahah
d. I Love U...Afgan
e. Flaws and All...Beyonce (yg nie beyonce akan nyanyikan laa not me hahhaa)

mmmeeowwwww....prrrrrrr.......

Cat are the most adorable animal ever...sgt comey and cute..they definitely love u unconditionally..thats the most important thing hehehe....

I have two already which siamese cats (Rona and Roni) and still living with their foster family sekejap cuz i need to settle down first in sri aman and find a cosy house for us...which is now dah ada and iam gonna pick them up by end of this month laaa...sgt tak sabar...hehehe

In addition to that, iam gonna get myself another kitten, pure Persian breed yg amat comel dan gebu (found it at mudah.my) hehehe and british long hair breed tapi dah mix with local domestic cats...tapi yg nie tunggu dia 3 months old baru dpt g amik (tapi yg courtesy of my fellow bench mate)...Persian tu mmg love at the first sight...hehe trus nak...then i called the owner and she told me its still available...i was so sgt happy ahaks...i juz love cats..

.....before this masa di KL tak dapat nak pelihara cuz i stayed at an apartment and with other housemates who doesnt like cats...so i have to forego my interest laaa...tambahan plak susah nak bawak blk swak....tapi i always kept in my mind that kalau dpt blk swak definitely i will get a pet which is cats..heheh..

Now that i have a place of my own (rental la) tapi but what the heck...dok sorg kannn...then iam ready to pick them up...definitely i will post their pic soon hehhee....need to fikir nama for my new cats plak...hehehe...

uhuk...uhuk almost tenggelam timbul..nak lemas dah

blurp blurp blurp.......

...Well believe it or not almost 3 bulan dah aku tak trime paycheck....eventho my parent and my fren always tries to keep me positive and console my by saying...its ok by end of february iam gonna receive a handsome pay cheque...yada yada yada...tapi nak tunggu tu masyaAllah dugaan yg amat....

...i survive with the help of my parents and some saving i had before..but all exhausted already adehh...mcm lemas tau kejap tenggelam and i kick again timbul balik...then teggelam balik..aduhh...my hp dah kene bar, credit card tak dapat bayar lagi...they kept calling me like crazy....adehhhhh...minyak keta nak kene isik...sob sob sob...

The now i need to figure out how am i gonna survive until end of the month to be specific 25th nie...my furniture pun courtesy my parents...loan hahahha....cuz my house empty sgt so need get few stuff...thats why i love my parent so much...

MY saving dah tahap kemarau yg amat despite sarawak dilanda banjir yang paling teruk ever haha...kann bes kalau saving melimpah ruah macam banjir kat sarawak nie..baru besh...heheheh nasib baik dapat belas ehsan from my parents...or shuld i menyamar jadi mangsa banjir...ermm ok gak tu ahaks.....

But no complaints tho...nasib baik la adik beradik ramai...ramai yang kene pau ngan kuang kuang kuang...i bet they would always thought kalau aku yg kol mesti nak mintak duit hahaha...well what can i say..pindah balik swak hari tu pun dah costs almost thousands....

Despite dah buat lelongan terbuka wakaka...

oooo yaa tak lama lagi a new addition to my little kitty family...a Pure Persian female kitten hehehe...on the way masih dalam proses rundingan hehehe...kalau dapat OMG she's adorable...then i have 3 kitten laaa....i miss my Rona and Roni so much.......tak sabar nak ambil diorg end of this month....

why...whyyyyy...whyyyyyyyy...whyyyyyyyyyyyyy

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.....

i know..mmg tak bagus untuk merungut di pagi hari, but i juz can't help it...WHY WHY WHYYYYYY....

1. Why do people drove at 20-30km per hour...then caused a massive traffic jammed...

2. Why do motorist suke sgt menyelinap di belakang kereta yg nak reverse...kalau kene langgar kan naya...

3. Why do people like to open their car door without tgk traffic dulu...

4. Why do jiran hadapan rumahku tala dia punye speaker directly to my house and whyyyyyy:

a. si bapa suke pasang lagu dangdut sekuat-kuat hati as if diorg pekak...

b. si mak suke lagu indo band and pasang sekuat-kuat hati as if org lain takde radio..

c. si anak perempuan suke pasang lagu house music sekuat-kuat hati as if membayangkan dia kat disco...*HUUH PERASAN SUNGGUH*...

d. si anak lelaki suke pasang lagu untuk menari shuffle sekuat-kuat hati konon mcm bagus sgt menari shuffle yang tah ape2 tuh...its not even a dance, u juz stomp ur feet on the ground sekuat-kuat mcm org gila....huh...

5. Why kedai mkn muslim kat sini closed at 6pm...yg ada pun begitu far away...and tak sedap...

6. Why do org suke berjalan di tgh2 jalan as if mereka kebal...sedangkan kalau aku langgar tulang-temulang mereka akan patah riuk dan buah pinggang mereka akan bertukar tempat dgn paru-paru dan jantung mereka akan turun ketempat pundi kencing dan otak mereka akan terkeluar dari kepala dan terus masuk ke kepala lutut...whyyyy..adakah sebab otak mereka di lutut....ya la ya ...*ahaks i answered my own question with the best reasoning ever......*

7. Why do lady driver sgt pandai membuat muka tidak bersalah sedang mereka mmg bersalah yang hampir menghentam hadapan kereta ku yg amat fragile, and get away with it like nothing happens...whyyyyyyyy

8. Why do people like to give lame excuses whyyy.....

9. Why do people like to stare at starngers as if iam an alien.....

10. Why do people tak reti bagi signal light whyy...baik cabut dan buang dalam parit je kalau tak reti gune...

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

Ikea, Cavenzi....no no no.....

Yay iam going off for some furniture hunting later today..ermmm actually ive already went and chose the furniture i want, juz nak g kedai tu lagi and nego the price cuz the last time i went tauke neo dia takde so cant nego the price at all, its so pricy..mahal nak mampus..

..all are juz simple but yet modern design..heheh no makcik makcik style furniture ok....but the day bed yang i chose berbunga-bunga laaa cuz well i dont have any other option tho....i dont want to buy the bulky 6-7 seater sofa set...besau sgt...it took a lot of space in my house....but i need to get the right furniture to match 2 chandeliers in my house (hehehe) and the feature wall as well (which is blood red and soft pink for wall yg lain)...weird colour combination kann..well thats what my landlord did...adehhhh...have to play mix match untuk yang tu laaa...

Tapi yang paling best brader pakistan kat kedai karpet dah jadi buddy aku hahaha...he called me brother now...aku bleh je amik ape2 karpet yg aku nak bayar dua tiga kali pun takpe..hahahaha...harga tetap sama, siap kalau aku dtg hidang minuman lagii..ada plak nak dtg ukur rumah siap nak bagi carpet yg special lagik....well PR kene bagus hehehhee....kedai perabot belum lagi...nanti aku buat tauke neo tu pun jadi kwn baik aku...heeeeee....leh dapat perabot dgn harga murah bayar dua tiga kali...:o)

Haha tatkala menulis posting ini suddenly i teringat ayat sahabat saya iaitu Nana....kisah ini terjadi ketika saya masih di KL...heheh time tu tgh jalan-jalan kat MV then Nana called me...weekend kalau tak silap....dia tanya aku tgh watpe..ckp kat nana la ngah jalan2 kat MV...dia ckp oooooo.....then tanye laa dia balik, ko watpe Nana....dok umah ler, katanya yelah ko kat KL leh g MV, Curve ape ape lahh..aku kat sini Kedai Fesyen Ah Chong, Ah Fatt furniture je laaa, mane la nak ada MV, Curve semua tu....aku punye tergelak....(name kedai dan ayat dah ubah sket tak ingat sgt, tapi lebih kurang macam tu laaa) *aku gelak nak guling2 dah time tu hahahahaa*......well Nana aku paham perasaan ko skrg hehehe....

Aku pun sdg mengalamai situasi yg sama hahahahha.....kat sini ada kedai Chin Furniture, Chan Furniture, Kedai Karpet mamat pakistan....well no huge shopping mall at alll....wakakakaka....but i do enjoy my life now tho.....nak beli baju pun kat kedai fashion cina hahaha.....which well maybe not..my fav still G2000 punye office wear...*sigh* kene g kuching laa nampaknye....but i do need to get more sport outfit tho...need new gogle, swim suit, sport shoes, short and etc etc...need to do another budget laaa....ermmmmmmm....

will post the pic of MiCasa when its ready for debut nanti..wakakakkaa....and soon my new car as well....hehehehehehe......

Sifat-sifat Terkutuk Yahudi

Hadith :

Daripada Abu Hurairah ra bahawa Rasulullah SAW bersabda yang maksudnya: “Jika ada sepuluh orang Yahudi beriman dengan ku, tidak akan tinggal di atas bumi seorang Yahudi pun melainkan ia memeluk Islam.”

Huraian :

Orang-orang Yahudi adalah terkenal dengan sifat sombong, angkuh dan keras hati. Mereka tidak akan ‘pernah’ redha dengan umat Islam sebagaimana firman Allah SWT yang maksudnya : “Orang-orang Yahudi dan Nasrani tidak akan senang kepada kamu hingga kamu mengikuti agama mereka (yang telah terpesong itu).” (al-Baqarah: 120) Ahli agama mereka selalu menyembunyikan kebenaran seperti yang disebut dalam al-Quran maksudnya: "Orang-orang (Yahudi dan Nasrani) yang telah Kami berikan al-Kitab mengetahui serta mengenalinya (Nabi Muhammad dan kebenarannya) sebagaimana mereka mengenali anak-anak mereka sendiri. Dan sesungguhnya sebahagian daripada mereka berusaha menyembunyikan kebenaran itu, sedangkan mereka mengetahui (salahnya perbuatan tersebut)." (al Baqarah: 146) Dengan perkataan lain, mereka menyembunyikan sifat-sifat nabi SAW yang ada dalam kitab mereka daripada pengetahuan manusia padahal mereka mengetahui akan hakikatnya. Begitu juga mereka telah menghalalkan yang haram dan mengharamkan yang halal. Di kalangan orang Yahudi ini ada yang pernah menyihir Nabi SAW bernama Lubaid bin al- A'som dari Bani Zuraiq." Seorang wanita Yahudi juga pernah mengkhianati Nabi SAW dengan menghidangkan daging kambing beracun. Hingga membunuh sekalipun bukanlah perkara asing dalam sejarah umat Yahudi. Sejak dahulu lagi bangsa Yahudi tidak pernah mengenal mangsa sama ada bayi, kanak-kanak, remaja, lelaki, wanita walhal Nabi dan Rasul. Mereka akan membunuh siapa sahaja tanpa perasaan belas kasihan dan simpati. Contohnya Nabi Zakaria dan Nabi Yahya telah dibunuh oleh mereka dan mereka juga menyangka bahawa mereka telah berjaya membunuh Nabi Isa. Tetapi sebenarnya tidak. Betapa sungguh zalim dan keji sifat Bani Israel ini. Allah SWT telah berfirman yang bermaksud: “Orang-orang kafir Yahudi dari Bani Israel telah dilaknat (di dalam kitab Zabur dan Injil) melalui lidah Nabi Daud dan Nabi Isa ibni Maryam. Yang demikian itu disebabkan mereka ‘menderhaka’ dan ‘selalu menceroboh.’ ” (al-Maidah :78)

Keinsafan.....

...what a way to start my lovely sunny monday morning.....most people might say its gonna be a bit depressing tho...but for me i perceive it the other way around....ini lah ceritanya.....

More and more inquest file coming in....bukan apa, it is part of my job as coroner akan tetapi apabila melihat gambar-gambar kematian, sememangnya ia amatlah menginsafkan saya...

Berbagai-bagai punca kematian dan gambar berkaitan...hujung minggu yang lepas telah saya gunakan untuk meneliti fail-fail tersebut, and today terdapat sekurang-kurangnya 20 fail baru diatas meja saya dan hanya untuk dimaklumkan bahawa ia hanya separuh dari fail tersebut yang perlu saya review dan membuat laporan dan pengesahan, more and more are coming...

Ok ok post ini bukanlah untuk menerangkan akan skop tugasan saya akan tetapi lebih kepada keinsafan diri...

Ajal dan maut ditangan Tuhan yakni Allah S.W.T..ia boleh datang dalam pelbagai bentuk dan cara misalnya diantara fail-fail yang telah saya siapkan laporan minggu lepas, antaranya adalah seperti berikut:

1. Dibaham buaya

2. Dihempap jengkaut

3. Ditanduk rusa

5. Lemas

6. Kemalangan Jalan Raya

Dahsyat amatlah dahsyat...ajal tiba tanpa mengira usia dan cara...ajal tiba tidak mengira waktu dan masa...akan tetapi manusia sentiasa alpa....Nauzubillah...

Dahsyat amatlah dahsyat kematian mereka akan tetapi ia telah tertulis dan ketentuanNya...yang mampu saya doakan bagi jenazah yang muslim agar mereka ditempatkan di kalangan org-org yang beriman....InsyaAllah...

Keinsafan tersebut membuatkan saya dan kita semua hendaklah lebih berusaha untuk mendapatkan keberkatan dan keredhaaan dariNya dan sentiasa berdoa kepadaNya....Bersama-sama lah kita berdoa sekiranya ajal kita telah tiba agar dimatikan dalam keadaan yang baik dan terutama sekali dalam Iman....Aminnnn....

Perubahannnn.....

One question kept playin in my mind lately...since iam not that bz mcm before in KL..so i have a lot of time thinking..

adakah sesuatu perubahan tersebut bertahan lama atau hanya untuk seketika...i do have seen some extreme changes before...dari:

1) kurang pandai melawa menjadi makin pandai melawa,

2) dari baik menjadi agak nakal (tidak adil sekiranya dikatakan jahat...siapalah saya untuk mengadili mereka)...

3) dari anti sosial menjadi sorg yg mempunyai PR yg sangat mengkagumkan...

4) dari pakai tudung tak pakai tudung and etc etc...

dan mcm2 lagi perubahan yang pernahkan saya saksikan sepanjang pergaulan saya selama ini...almost 27yrs hidup di muka bumi Allah ini...


saya pernah berpendapat bahawa sesuatu perubahan tersebut terutama sekali perubahan yang sgt ekstrim yakni berubah dlm satu ketika yang amat singkat dan perubahan yang boleh dikatakan menyeluruh seringkali tidak bertahan lama....ermmmm benarkah????? atau saya sememangnya silap....


suatu ketika dulu saya mempunyai kenalan, ketika tinggal di hostel Perindu UiTM..kami memanggilnya Mr. Bean sebab dia mempunyai sense of humour yg sgt menarik....kemudian kami lost contact and terserempak semula...pada asalnya dia sorg perokok tegar...satu tak tahu la berapa karton rokok yg dihabiskan...hembus menghembus mcm kilang kelapa sawit mencemarkan alam....dan pertemuan semula kami tersebut amat megejutkan saya apabila dia maklumkan kepada saya bahawa dia telah berhenti merokok...saya kemudian bertanyakan kembali kepadanya kenapa....atau mengapa....dia kemudian mula lah bercerita dan...dia bangun suatu pagi dan dia taknak merokok dan hendak berhenti merokok...dan ia berlaku dlm sekelip mata....alhamdullillah dia berhenti merokok sehingga kini tanpa keinginan untuk merokok kembali....bagi para perokok sedarlah merokok itu haram....Islam melarang sesuatu yang memudaratkan diri dan merokok secara terang-terangan memudaratkan diri kita dan org disekeliling kita sedarlahhh.....

nyata pendapat yang saya anggap selama ini jelas adalah salah atau betul atau nobody knows....akan tetapi sekarang saya berpendapat bahawa semuanya terpulang kepada individu tersebut...

saya turut percaya manusia turut malalui beberapa fasa kehidupan yang turut menyumbang kepada perubahan di dalam diri insan tersebut...

manusia mempunyai dua senjata yang sgt hebat (bagi kita hamba Allah s.w.t) manusia dikurniakan dengan hati perasaan dan akal...terpulang yang mana satu dalam kawalan...akan tetapi kita hanya mampu berusaha dan berusaha segalanya ditentukan oleh Allah s.w.t.

kita amat kerdil berbanding kekuasaanNya....sama-samalah kita berubah kearah kebaikan dan berdoa semoga ia berkekalan InsyaAllah.....aminnn...

16 Random facts about me....

I was tagged by our queen of blogs...hehehe Puan Marliza wife to our Tuan Daud......

so here goes ahaks.....which definitely mmg susah nak buat nie...tapi i'll try my best....

1. I gain weight that for sure....sama mcm u la Am..tapi i gain almost 6 kilo as now my weight dah cecah 72kg ahaks mission accomplished...now the hardest part is that to maintain that weight....

2. I ceased practised and joined service...now jadi org gomen....

3. Dalam proses untuk mendalami Ilmu Agama...*doakan yea kawan-kawan*...

4. Tak reti nak marah org...tak tau laa...now i like to avoid confrontation or anything alike...rather keep quiet, beristighfar dalam hati kalau nak marah....

5. I dont like to drive...malas dowh...*jadi penumpang besh bleh buat taik mata* wakakakka

6. So in love with swimming and outdoor activities....*which explain the injury that i suffers, i think i injured my ankle*...sakit woo jalan terhencut-hencut this past few days...nasib baik bukan gout hahahha....

7. I dont like ikan air tawar...*yikes* sorry bagi peminat ikan keli dan yang sewaktu dengannya...citarasa kita berbeza...i love ikan air masin (Ikan2 yg diperolehi dari laut) yang dipanggang dan dimasak steam....Yummmyyyyyy...sedap gilos....

8. I try to avoid pengampu, kaki ampu, mengampu dan yang sewatu dengannya...i juz dunno how to deal with them...the best thing i can do is juz t avoid them or even try not to be having conversation with them too much...

9. Suka menghias rumah hahaha...which is masih dalam progress...best kalau rumah bersih dan selesa...otak pun jadi tenang bila balik kerja, kalau umah macam tongkang nak karam adehh...nak balik umah pun tak semangat...now iam staying alone jadi senang laa nak decorate ikut suka aku...dulu susah cuz sharing so aku jadi sgt malas hahaha...

10. Suka bergayut kat telephone dgn my Mom and Dad hahaha...pagi tadi before kes bergayut almost 40Mins with my mom kat phone...hehehhe....seronok leh ngadu kat diorg....*anak mak gak aku nie rupanya*...but not only semua adik beradik mmg berpenyakit yang sama....adehhhh kaya la Celcom and Digi mcm nie...

11. Cepat kasihan bila melihat terutama org2 tua...adehhh susah gak perangai yg...biasa la hati mudah tersentuh...*wahh sensitif gak aku ni rupanya*.....dan sgt suka pada kucing which i really missed my cats *Rona and Roni* and also sgt suka memlihara Ikan sebagai pets..especially Arowana..*heheh sebab my favourite channel adalah Animal Planet, NGC dan Discovery Channel* hehehehhe..

12. I dont like too much attention...born not to be become attention seekers gamaknye yea...malu dowh....most of the time tries not to be under the spot light....but unfortunately its was drawn to me gak..ahaks...

13. Pemalu....adehh org ingat bukan pemalu...tapi actually iam...most of the time tu segan nak jumpe new people...sejak kerja and belajar di UiTM i change a lot...from introvert kepada a bit extrovert ...heeee...

14. Sgt suka berkaraoke...walaupun suaruku tahap buluh betung bunyinya...bila suara belh mencapai tahap *pecah panggung* yea *sigh*.......which it will never be hahahaha....

15. Sgt suka menonton *The Nanny*...i like her unique voice, slapstic jokes, sarcasm, facial expressions and spontaneity dalam sitcom tu....i dont know how many time dah tgk tapi tetap suka....its juz so funny...anyone know ada tak diorg produce dalam bentuk DVD...kalau ada please let me know...

16. Gila comic...pendekar laut which i'am the collector dari 1st series untul 144...which lepas tu aku dah tak follow....

...Alhamdulillah.....

I juz came back from the Hospital...to release a Suspect who was remanded for a serious offence but he was only given approx about one week to live tho...

Ok this post is not about him but actually about the local people in sarawak and problem they face..i am also local..Aborigins to be exact...and iam proud of it ahaks....

Ok actually, the story began when i asked the police officers about the IC's and Birth Certs of the suspect, and but he began to tell me of the history of everything which mainly faced by the Iban's and Org Ulu in Sarawak....why they dont have those documents...

The story began when according to the traditions that especially in rural areas..their parents trying to prevent their children from migrating to the cities or leave home, especially their daughters because when they died they want their children especially daughters to cry and mourn for them (dont ask me why its their traditions)..the best way to prevent this from happening is not to registers their birth so that they wont be able to look for job or even to migrate to the cities....

Before this i thought it was only because ignorant or because the difficulties of going to the JPN because most of them live in a very remote area which can only be reach via boats...but actually there are more than that.....

Can we change this mindset????

i dont know...as locals it is a serius problems that we're facing...without IC and Birth Certs..u cant go to work, u cant go to Universities and u cant even registers ur child for a proper education...no development and no education...they wont be able to change...technologies develop everyday, people become more and more educated and advance and these people will be left behind...no doubt some of them do reach out and accepted the help and became successful but yet...still majority of them live a medieval life, and nomadic lifestyle....

Iam so grateful that my parents stress on the importance of education and want us to study hard to change our life....Alhamdulillah...