online diary...

love

2010-02-22T10:18:00.002+08:00

unconditional love, its a wonder and yet its a mystery...

how do you love someone unconditionally or perhaps to earn an unconditional love from someone...its remains mystery up until now...or it would come naturally without u realizing it.

new year resolution

2010-01-08T21:08:00.004+08:00

Saban tahun melangkah sahaja ke tahun baru, the first thing people will wish you *HAPPY NEW YEAR* yeah of course takkan nak ucap selamat hari raya plak kan...hehehe...then they will ask what is your new year resolution...soalan wajib ok...my new year resolution hurm apekah...yea berikut adalah antara my neaw year resolution:

1. Dispose as many cases as possible, to uphold justice InsyaAllah selagi termampu dan terdaya, human justice to be exact, pengadilan yang searif-arif nya hanyalah kuasa Allah dan Allah yang mampu memutuskan...tanggungjawab yang diamanahkan harap dapat dilaksanakan sebaik mungkin.

2. Nak dapat lesen motosikal *B* nak tunggang motosikal beso...heheh big bikes licence to be exact...which had been pending for a while, by this year need to get it done.

3. New laptop and an Ipod

4. Plasma TV hahaha...just to enhance my viewing pleasure hehehe

5. Nak beli landed property which i am still saving to pay the deposit..

6. Tukar rim keta kepada 17" or 18" rim hahaha plus some extra accesories..

8. hopes this will be a better InsyAllah...:)

Aminnn..

dulu-dulu....

2009-12-11T09:56:00.002+08:00

lately its seems to be trend or something especially in the FB where most of *yesterdays* pictures were uploaded and its seems that we're back to the future once again....

if you were given chances to go back to any dates in the past would you ever change any of it...re-write the history again.....would you??????

at first i do want to go back to certain dates and erase and reverse anything that i can....re-write or edit my past....certain stuff i believe but what will happened then..i might do the said thing again in any blocks of my much written future.....it would be chaotic....everything happened for a reason, by making those mistakes in the past they very much part of the so called learning process and to improve yourself...

looking at the pictures when we're still student and very much lawyer wannabe hahaha....really have lots of sweet memories back then and let alone our stupidity and immaturity, which now i can i laugh at it....kiddies...but thats the sweetest thing of all, now all are grown up and having family on their own and became parents to the most cute and wonderful kids...

how time flies, soooo fast which i'am so afraid that i'am might be get left behind....pray for the best in life...

i wish i could became kids again live life to the fullest, less problems, simple life and care less about the world and the future....*sigh*....

sigh...

2009-11-05T22:01:00.002+08:00

*ermmm.....terasa penat yang amat..jadual sgt padat...perlu habiskan kes sebelum end of year...iam not a robot but iam pushing my self to the limit......iam tired cant wait to take a long break by the end of the year...christmas and until year end....nak bawak my parent holidaying and visiting family di sana sini...*..

life must go on....:p

2009-10-06T21:14:00.003+08:00

what a week for me...its been a hard week and its getting worse when lots of thing to be dealt with in a very minimal time....

i was waiting for an answer from someone...its hard when hopes were given at the very beginning and yet you dont know where the relationship heading to...after weeks of waiting for the answer i cant wait for it anymore...after very much arguments at last a burden was lifted from my shoulder...i felt like a mountain was removed...feel free at last...at this age i'am not the person who like to beat around the bushes...

At last an ultimatum was given..remains as friends and life goes on...

People, never ever gave hopes if u think u cant fulfill it...at least i fell from the 2nd step of the ladder...not from the 14th floor so its just a spraint ankle...imagine if i fell from 14th floor...either iam dead or paralysed..cacat seumur hidup...hehehe...

well my second attempt and yet i failed...well what the heck..this is the end and i guess...i do not know what life have in store for me....we're crossing path at the wrong time in our life...most people would say "only if we met earlier"...well that's life...i cant change anything well the best i can do is just to wish them happiness in whatever...

arah tujuan...

2009-09-30T22:36:00.002+08:00

dah lama tol aku tak apdate blog nie....kali nie aku malas nak guna proper ayat...just ayat simple untuk post yang ni...

sebenarnya aku serabut gak aku skrg...mmg aa semua ok tapi lahiriah, tapi kengkadang terpikir gak arah tujuan aku nie..kemana aku pergi dalam hidup nie...i always have things planned..tapi skrg aku rasa semua plan aku dah jadi tunggang langgang...dah diluar kawalan...bila nak kawen, then bila nak buat master lagi nak amik PHd lagi...pening gak kengkadang...aku nak semua tu tapi sempat ke...

aku takmo setakat pemegang izajah je...dah ramai skrg nie..aku nak lebih, bukan untuk menunjuk tapi untuk kepuasa diri...harap2 dapat...bila lah agaknye...plan nak kawin asyik kena postpon...mak ayah mmg tak tanye, tapi dah selalu dapat hint takkan tak paham2 kan..

tgk aa..aku kena plan lagi perjalanan hidup aku nie....memang laa semua ditentukan oleh Allah s.w.t tapi tak salah untuk kita merancang dan berusaha ke arah tersebut...InsyaAllah...

baby AlEiSyA

2009-09-21T12:37:00.003+08:00

the latest addition tothe family...Aleisya.. born on the 11.09.09....exactly at 12.00am....she's so adorable....

La la la Kerjalah

2009-09-05T18:02:00.001+08:00

La La La La La Laaa…
La La La La La Laaa…
La La La La La Laaa…
La La La La La Laaa…
La La La La La Laaa…
La Laaa… La Laaa…

oh.. Pening kepala
Memikirkan tak ada kerja
Tanam Anggur
Sijil.. diploma
Ah! Gantung didinding saja

Ooh! Lega rasanya
Jawat kerja pegawai pemasaran
Di Pertama
Rupa.. oh! Rupanya
Kerja am sajaaa!

La La La Laaa… La, hari-hari kerja!
La La La Laaa… Bosan dengan kerja, haha!
La La La Laaa… La, hidup harus kerja.. kerja!
La La La Laaa… La, hari-hari kerja!
La La La Laaa… Bosan dengan kerja, haha!
La La La Laaa… La, hidup harus kerja, kerja!

Ooh! Terpinga-pinga
Tak puas lagi beradu, mengantuk
Subuh hingga senja
Ah! Hari-hari sama saja

Ah! Nak bancuh kopi
Tapi gulanya tiada, minum saja
Kerja bagai nak gila
Ah! Tak juga kayaaa…..

La La La Laaa.. La, hari-hari kerja!
La La La Laaa.. Bosan dengan kerja, haha!
La La La Laaa.. La, hidup harus kerja.. kerja!
La La La Laaa.. La, hari-hari kerja!
La La La Laaa.. Bosan dengan kerja, haha!
La La La Laaa.. La, hidup harus kerja, kerja!

Gelisah, kugelisah
Mengenangkan masa depan
Kuharus kerja
Oh! Mesti kerja
Tiada apa yang percuma
Realiti tika tiada kerja
Oh! Papa kedanaaa!

La La La Laaa… La, hari-hari kerja!
La La La Laaa… Bosan dengan kerja… haha!
La La La Laaa… La, hidup harus kerja, kerja!
La La La Laaa… Hari-hari kerja!
La La La Laaa… Bosan dengan kerja, haha!
La La La Laaa… La, hidup harus kerja, kerja!

La La La Laaa La La..
La La La Laaa La La..
La La La Laa La La..

ermmm ok...lirik lagu kat atas takde laa tepat sgt ngan what happen skang nie...bukan ape tapi penat aaahhh kerja....been very busy this past few weeks and next week gak...before off for hari raya break akan travel for the whole week next week...adehhhh...

cabaran yang amat hebat bulan puasa ini bila kena travel and drive sendiri everywhere.....mmg sgt penat...tapi tu laa dah keja kannn...tak pergi circuit seating kang kes pending....tapi tu aa macam2 yang aku buat...semua mende and sibuk tu takyah cakap aaaa...atas meja tak penah clear...lepas satu, satu datang...memanjang ada mende nak kene buat...minggu depan ni plak ada ruling untuk beberapa kes kena buat...memang aa sonok dapat dispose byk kes...tapi tu aaa penat banget dehhh...dah laa lepas nie ape2 meeting takleh wat time opis hours, kena wat pas keje atau during the weekend... *sigh*....ikut je laaa....slogan skrg adalah...

*SAYA YANG MENURUT PERINTAH*

pening kann...there goes my weekend and lunch hours after this....tapi nak wat cane kita mentimun yang bagi arahan tu durian...dia gelek aku mampus hahah...habis kene lenyek....

but all in all aku suka keje nie..penat mmg penat...kalu dulu masa praktis jadi loyer bila nengok judges kat atas tu...mesti ingat senang nye keje diorg duduk and tak penat pun...tapi sebenarnya amat penat...sangattttt...bukan senang duduk and control je kat atas tu and semua ,mende nak kena tahu...then lawyer sorg2 appear depan kita, kita kat atas dok berjam2...bahu sakit, punggung sakit, leher sakit...hati sakit jiwa sakit..semua sakit...hahaha...

tak senang kannn...aku lagi aa selalunya kalu circuit seating....pergi mahkamah litar....pagi2 dah gerak...drive sendiri lak tu..then trus dengar kes sampai petang....mula2 hari tu demam gakk aa after 1st week, penat yang amat...tapi skrg dah ok aa...dah biasa...hahah..

ok aa dah ptg and waktu berbuka pun dah dekat...ok chow for now...signing off...

stress...

2009-08-19T23:32:00.002+08:00

OMG i really missed my home and my bed and clean water for bath and so on and so fort....OMG....how terrible its make me feel actually..when your stripped off all the luxuries and comfort that you took for granted everyday...now after 4 days of without all those luxuries i really missed...the worst was today when we dont have any clean water for bath even to brush lour teeths...the heavy rain caused the river to be very murky and very dirty....i have to wait for several hours just to take a bath and brush my teeth...i can survive without electricity but without water "clean" water to be exact, i dont know how many hours i can last...

Tomorrow gonna be my second last day of this mobile court visit, and to my surprise i cant wait for it to end...huhu...sounds very spoiled aite...i found it very hard to endure this situation because i am still down with fever....hari nie ok sket...dah kurang....the worst was last sunday and monday....my body temp was sky rocking....nasib baik demam dah kebah...i cant wait for fasting month and berpuasa di rumah...yippeeee...

any way to all my muslim friends "selamat berpuasa"...

office politics..

2009-08-13T23:31:00.002+08:00

i am so happy i was posted at a small station..i hate office politics..all the fighting backstabbing and masam muka towards each others and tak bertegur...how to work in such an environment...maybe sometime i sound naive but yet..i like to have positive impression towards others..i always presume that everyhting is ok and wonderful...but the fact that memang macam hampeh...semua sebab office politics and sikap berpuak-puak...semua ada favourite boss memasing...penat laa ini macam...ayo yo...

i ve been there before, i live through one and wish not to go through another..penat dowh...bosan nak layan and malas nak face all the backstabbing and bad mouthing each others...any way hope that i will not be posted anywhere...i love where i am stationed rite now...huhu...

why whyyyy....

2009-08-04T06:50:00.002+08:00

last night i went for a dinner with a friend of mine...she's in the same line as i am but with more extra workloads...i haven't seen her for quite sometime, ermm i think for almost 5 months and we're in the same batch when we joined service...

she was when the first time i met her a very sweet, bubbly and jovial person..she's very humorous and lovely, her smile can light up a room and her laugh will just cheer you up...she's perfect the way she is..but the person i met last night was mile away from who she used to be before...

she change a lot....she still smile but less, she still laugh but less and little jokes from her...all i can see was totally different person...she opens up and we talk about whats going on...its the stress of works and the office politics...which really take a toll on her...i really miss the "old" her who she used to be....funny, jovial and someone with millions of beautiful personality in her....i totally understand what she's goin through right now because i was there before but the most important don't let it get inside you, be in control....we really miss the person who you used to be.....

ekspedisi naik gunung...

2009-08-03T11:49:00.003+08:00

ok target aku ngan my new friends adalah intuk menawan semua puncak gunung di borneo...dan permulaannya adalah hujung minggu nie..nak mula ngan gunung santubong...heh...macam larat kan..tapi takpe permulaan la katakan...so i am excited...dah lama tak wat outdoor activities nie...dah work out kat gym bagai nak rak...so wish me luck guys, with my new mission nie...

sape yang jahat skrg...

2009-07-29T16:00:00.002+08:00

this is a true story yang berlaku di sempadan malaysia and indon...di lubok antu punya area bahagian sri aman...what happens is that, ia melibatkan isu undang2 antarabangsa dan integriti tahap profesionalisme penguatkuasa undang-undang kedua-dua buah negara...kita asyik disogokkan dengan cerita pendatang tanpa izin keluar masuk malaysia, amah indon kena dera yada yada yada....

pernahkan kita tahu pasal keta kita kena curi, then org mereka peras ugut semata-mata nak dapatkan duit...tak pernah kann...

this is what happen at the border...untuk pengetahuan semua lubok antu di bahagian sri aman adalah terletak di border malaysia dan indon...kat situ takde pagar ataupun kaunter imigresen mcm kat padang besar ke, tebedu ke, atau brunei ke mahupun singapore...kat situ hanya ada batu penanda yang mengatakan border indon...kalau org tak tahu mmg terlajak sampai indon...

kat border tu jugak banyak hutan dan ladang kelapa sawit...kalau selalu org panggil JALAN TIKUS kann...ala lorong2 kecik tu...tapi kat situ bukan JALAN TIKUS..tapi layak dipanggil jalan gajah, ikan paus berenang pun lepas tau takkk...

enough with the rambling...ape yang berlaku sebenarnya adalah amat membuat kita menyampah dan sakit hati...ni kisah di sempadan lah...undang-undang mereka dan kita berbeza..meskipun di malaysia duit mmg memainkan peranan dan mempunyai kuasa yang agak besar tetapi ia masih dapat dibendung...meskipun rasuah atau money politics memang wujud kann...tapi kat sana duit adalah raja...

apa yang berlaku adalah kita diperlekehkan oleh jiran kita tersebut...kereta kita dicuri terus bawak masuk border...bila dah masuk indon polis kita takde kuasa...siap tayang dan susun cantik2 tuh..plet number malaysia yang paling tak tahan...polis kita pergi sana mintak kerjasama polis indon..tapi macam haram...buat tak layan..unless kalau bagi duit...bila buat kerjasama ngan polis indon masuklah gie indon kann....tu dia keta malaysia banyak giler...yang dilaporkan dicuri tak yah cakap aaaa...bersepah...tapi kalau tak bagi duit diorg akan buat dekk..je..macam sial kann...

kalau org ,indon kena pukul ke kena belasah ke kat malaysia, polis kita akan buat siasatan beria, bukak IP segala, siap dakwa kat mahkamah...kalau org kita kena kat sana, layanan macam harammm...kalau tak bagi duit kerja tak jalann..apa tak dapat gaji ke ape...mmg menyakitkan hati...

ada satu kes, org kita terlajak termasuk border diorg, terus kena tahan...tak bincang panjang..kalau nak lepas bayar duit dulu...baru boleh lepas...untuk makluman org indon berniaga di malaysia menggunakan border pass everyday...dan bukan semua yang ada border pass...tapi imigresen malaysia benarkan...sebab kita tahu mereka tak dok lama dan hanya mencari rezeki...siap kalau kkat pasar tamu kat lubok antu tu...60%-70% yang berniaga org indon....

satu lagi kes, sorg mamat ni..dia punya moto kena curik...berenti kejap nak makan kat border, kat dalam area malaysia aa nie...then letak moto kat luar kedai...datang mamat indon ni, tolak moto dia masuk border indon...maklumla kan takde pagar,jaraj 10-20 meter je..mamat nie tak sempat nak tahan, dah lepas kat indon...org indon tu mintak RM300 kalau nak moto dia balik...siap bargain lagi tuh...boleh ekk dah laa mencurik, pastu peras ugut..macam sial..

tapi semua nie kisah benar...nie hanya sikit...banyak lagik kisah2 yang membuat kita menyampah...setakat yang menipu nak jadi warganegara tu takyah cakap laa...memang macam haram...

kita memang bertuah menjadi warganegara Malaysia...memang laa kadang2 tu timbul ketidakpuasa hati ke ape ke...tapi toleransi sgt penting...org luar nak jadi warganegara tapi sesetangah warganegara nak porak peranda kan negara..apa kes kann...

ok setakat itu saja bebelan untuk hari ini...tapi perkara ini perlu dihentikan...sampai bila kita nak kena buli macam nie kan....diorg kat sana galak mengutuk kita..kita kat malaysia kutuk diorg pun tak...macam sial...

my second baby...si QBA7890

2009-07-28T09:25:00.000+08:00

locally manufactured car....but i like the number baru je pilih...QBA7890...jap lagi nak pergi jumpa...

holiday...

2009-07-28T08:12:00.002+08:00

tak sabar plak aku rasa, next week nak g panjat gunung santubong...yeah this is very spontaneous plan, that i have planned with my newly known friends...all of them are teachers except for me hahaha...yet we have the same wavelenght ok la kan...kira compatible la bleh lepak skali...

then selepas gunung santubong punye trip i am planning to go to sematan area....i was told they have a really nice beaches....so cant wait...but setakat yang aku survey semua the resort and chalet are too expensivo...mahal nak mampus...need to save some money la kalu macam tuh....*sigh*...then lepas tu my journey into the wilderness again..Mobile Court....kali nie lagi jauh ke pedalaman for one week....seriously this the trip that i've been waiting for so far....5 hours journey vide 4WD and logging roads...what an adventure....equipped with my camera yeah man i am ready for it...lepas tuh relax kejap cuz dah bulan puasa...

orite after raya plak pergi Sabah bercuti with some friends..yang tu pun macam seronok gak cant wait for it as well....tu aa aku ni kalau cuti2 aku suka hehehe....ehh i did promise my dear friend nak pergi Perhentian tapi nampak macam tak sempat la this year...dont worry my dear friend definitely we will go next year...ok...

oo yaa nanti nak upload all the pictures that i took last weekend masa kat santubong...tapi tgh malas nak resize kan all the pictures....

new toys...yeah baby...

2009-07-24T07:01:00.003+08:00

dah lama tak update this online diary..erkkk yea been busy with stuff...cant wait for my new car and yes yesterday i bought a new camera..Nikon D70 only laa (tu saja termampu)...i was so excited, i am learning to use it function the whole night long....walla here i am look like a zombie...hahaha..i know its nothing compared to some more advance camera with who knows what function they have, but its enuf for me tho...

biasa when u got new toy, excitement will rush at the first time..lama2 nanti tak la dah..hua hua...but i always wanted that camera cuz i love taking pictures...lots of beautiful things and scenery to capture with my journey and stuff...worth the price that i paid for this new baby of mine tho...well, soon i will post some of the pictures that i took with that new baby of mine...starting with my short weekend escapades this week which is tomorrow...hehehe and my expedition up mount santubong next month...hell yeah...new stuff new challenge and new experience awaits....roger and out...

Mobile Court

2009-07-09T13:40:00.002+08:00

i went for my mobile court visit from 28.07.2009 until 03.07.2009....my destination was Ulu Lemanak and Nanga Kesit...Ulu Lemanak can only be reach via 2hrs boat ride and nanga kesit can be reach by road...

Me being an adrenaline junkie..i love challenge and wilderness and this trip was really an eye opener for me....i love environment and i love being part and blend with it even....the journey was even more gruelling cuz of the dry seasons...at some rapid i have to jump off the boat and push the boat just to get through the rapid..but it was such a fun experience...

Actually Ulu Lemanak was'nt that remote, according to scale its a P2 area (Pedalaman 2)....my next journey will be to the place classified as P3 which it will be a 5 hrs journey viA logging road and 3 hours journey by boats...

Being a so called self proclaimed environmentalist, the destruction caused by the logging activities almost get me into tears...the plight of the people affected by it as well..most of the jungle was destroyed and trees were cut down...let alone the dangers and effect cause by it...

according to the locals...most of them collects goods from the jungle and catch fishes in the river..they dont even bother before this to register and get themselves and ID or Birth Certificate because they dont really needs helps from the government....but due to logging and other commercial farming activities their livelihood had been affected tremendously....

less jungle means less goods can be collected...rivers are so murky less fishes to catch....less food and life became a challenge and survival was the only thing in their mind...move out from the jungle was the last thing on their mind...no education no certificate and whatsoever...they have nothing...they use to roam freely in the jungle live life with less problems and no technology and whatsoever but they love it and thats what they do best....but now everything gone...i wish i can do something to help them...the least i can do is that help them get registered obtained and ID and Birth Certificate so that they can get some helps from the government...

i wish that there are NGO's out there who can help to protect out jungle...i wish to join them land become an active member...

"SELAMATKANLAH HUTAN KITA"

Penangguhan kes dan sikap...

2009-06-25T10:48:00.004+08:00

Dah beberapa bulan aku keje nie aku tak paham kenapa selama nie org asyik ckp mahkamah suka adjourn kes...so far apa yang aku nampak loyer ngan PO yang suka adjourn kes...

ada loyer yang tamak sgt, semua kes nak bolot....dah tu jadual pack mula lah nak menipu aku...mmg aku hangin..PO plak asyik saksi tak datang and IP kat SFC...aku hanya akan adjourn kes kalau aku pergi kursus...tu sahaja...setiap kali aku fix for trial aku akan anggap kes tersebut jalan...3 kali penangguhan Struck out @ DNAA @ proceed tanpa kehadiran lawyer....sound strict tapi thats my style...unnecessary delays menyusahkan banyak pihak and prejudice lots of parties...mmg dah jadi target aku for civil cases waiting period for trial paling lama 6 bulan after close of pleadings manakala for criminal cases paling lama 3 bulan untuk start trial dan close prosecution case at least pada bulan ke-enam...

So far berjaya, harap-harap semua target sampai...settle semua kes dalam tempoh 12 bulan dari tarikh pendaftaran...tak kuasa nak marah2 kalau tak jalan after banyak adjournment lawyer atau PO dah paham dah apa akan terjadi hahaha...

Pantang aku kalau kes sivil asyik cakap dokumen tak proses lagi kat Mahkamah...lawyer yang suka mislead aku mmg nahas....aku sentiasa sign and monitor pemprosesan dokumen atau permohonan yang difailkan setiap hari di mahkamah...paling lama dokumen itu hendaklah dihantar semula kepada org yang filing tu either on the same day atau hari ketiga...so lawyer2 yang selalu appear tu jgn nak menipu ok...i caught a few and hope they take it as a lesson...putar belit sampai nak shift the burden kepada mahkamah nak buat kerja diorg...jangan harap and dont ever think that i am stupid...

Mahkamah pun aku dah tukar style macam kat law firm hahahaha...aku terlalu suka dengan cara private firm bekerja and i can never get use to the attitude yang dulu aku suka kutuk and i don't wanna be....punctuality and service yang bagus ada kunci for success...people start to notice if i say 9.00am its 9.00am not 9.05am not 9.30am....kalau jemput saya pukul 10.00am i'll come at 10.00 kalau by 10.15am VIP tak sampai aku blah...stress memikirkan masa yang terbuang yang takkan dapat diulang...masa adalah komoditi yang tersangat berharga bila hilang you can never recover it back....every single minute untuk aku sgt berharga...

Drifting away...

2009-06-24T09:04:00.002+08:00

work work and work everything and anything is all about work...i got a phone call from my sister and it was like a smack on the head...a call which suddenly make me realize i've been working too hard..sacrificing everything for work and drifting away even almost got drifted further away from my family...

i tend to get carried away..i will always gave 150% on everything that i worked on..now i am preoccupied with my work and tend to neglect my family again...i did called them occasionally but yet its not enough...now since i am back home, i will try to get connected and become closer to my family again..but from time to time i hope they understand my position..with an over demanding boss and my family to please...cant get tougher than this...where is then my social and personal life...might have to throw it into a bucket or lock it far away at the moment..*sigh*...

saja...

2009-06-09T13:10:00.002+08:00

i felt it been ages since the last post that i wrote...takde mende pun sebenarnya...iam writing for the sake of updating...

the idea came but when i switch on the laptop...*poof*...hilang..hampeh tol...so menulis je la ape yang terlintas kat kepala nie..

1. Attachment student..

one UM student was attached to my court for 3 weeks...mcm biasa laa budak attachment pun aku buat mcm budak chambering...i want to make sure that he knows the procedures and also basic ethics as a lawyer, legal/judicial officer and so on and so fort..

kesian budak tu kena org yang banyak ckp mcm aku..kadang-kadang i can see the blur and clueless expression kat muka dia...tapi bak kata azwan ali kann "ada aku kesah" hahaha...

i am just doing my job which is to teach him..at least bits of the practical side of being a lawyer or as a judicial/legal officer...being attached to court doesnt mean that u learn nak buat filing atau system kat mahkamah...semua tu mengarut..i want him to know a bit about

procedures (civil/criminal) and also laws and rules, masa trial tgk what sort of question to be asked and not to be asked, how to evaluate and also evaluate your evidence, those things laaa...when and how to apply it...hope he thinks his lucky or he might think otherwise..hahaha

i hope that he will learnt something...

2. Statistics = pro's and con's

as much like courts in peninsular malaysia...officers in Sabah and Sarawak are under tremendous pressure to perform and being force to their limits...cry for the cases to be disposed within the shortest time available does have the pro's and con's...what about the so called "justice"...focused being so much on the statistics and disposal of cases...but the fact the main reasons for the existence of the courts itself being left behind and push aside...like i said there are pro's and con's to the madness...figure out urself..

i pity my staff sangat..sometime i have to kacau their holiday just to complete the data on the statistics..minggu lepas one day before gawai i have to ask my staff to dtg office just to complete the statistics requested by our bossess...just make me feel really bad...

*sigh*..

3. New place...

Soon i'll be moving in to a new federal quarters...yayyyy...takyah bayar sewa rumah...safer i guess...cant wait...but still i'll be staying alone macam biasa...fully furnished lagik...i am still waiting for the furnitures to be fit in...*yeayy*...

4. Gym

OMG i just couldnt stop goin...i think iam addicted...some muscle did appears hahaha...six pack ermmmmm lambat lagi aaa tapi shape dah ada...yeayyyy...hahaha...i never did weight training before so its a new thing for me...normally i will focus on cardio exercise...now weight training seems to be a fun and addictive thing to do..i've been doin weight training for 2 months now and already i can feel the difference...hahaha...cool...

new experience..

2009-05-28T11:49:00.002+08:00

ermm dah lama betul tak update ruangan maya nie...oraite nothing much happens in my life lately except work and work and work.....broke up and end up being single again...yet i tried to max all my time with work trying hard to deviate my feelings from thinking of the sad ending..

the fact that i dont have anyone to pur my heart to whenever i angry or clouded with problems...yet the fact of being alone again really freaks me off...ermm guess i meant to be alone kut...now focus and focus thats the main thing..work comes first since i am alone in sri aman..my family are hundred of KM away...

but me being me, since i was little i dont really share any of my problems with anyone..especially personal problems..i am a sceptic its hard for me to trust someone in a split second it even took year for me to do so...certain problem which is not that personal for me i might share it but only to certain people tho...

enuf about that, last tuesday i was appointed as the chairman of the Federal Building board for Sri Aman division...another responsibility which i have to handle in the midst of other thousand of other thing to be finished and done...despite having a very demanding bossess which dont tolerate incompetencies...yet i was given another out of work repsonsibility...*sigh*...first thing first clean all the mess created..sigh...baik aku jadi cleaner macam..mana2 aku pergi asyik nak clean after someone else's mess je ni...*sigh* again...

my first thought ever of being a magistrate and joint as a civil servant....more time to myself and more time to take of my health and my family as well...and yet i spent most of the time in the office but better than before i guess...

being the youngest among most of senior civil servant..urghh it is challenging...they keep stressing the fact that they are more senior...and ur not...but please listen if its wrong and still wrong...i am here to correct whats wrong...well yes you have 10 or 20 years experience of doing the said thing, but bear in mind the law keep changing and developing...and your experience based on something which is wrong from the very beginning and do you expect that i will keep quiet about it...hell no...if you wanna drag lme into puddle of shit hell i wont, i dont want to drag into legal mess later on...

yet all of this are new experience for me...slogan keramat *BUAT KERJA* hahahaha...

teruskanlah....

2009-05-18T09:21:00.003+08:00

this song was aired at the right moment and at the right time last saturday....reflects juz how i felt...

Pernahkah kau bicara

Tapi tak di dengar

Tak di anggap Sama sekali..

Pernahkan kau tak salah

Tapi disalahkan

Tak di beri Kesempatan

Reff :

Kuhidup dengan siapa

Ku tak tau kau siapa

Kau kekasihku tapi

Orang lain bagiku

Kau dengan dirimu saja

Kau dengan duniamu saja

Teruskan lah..

Teruskan lah

Kau begitu

Kau tak butuh diriku

Aku patung bagimu

Cinta buta Kebutuhan mu

Back to reff.

Hoo.. Hooo

Kau dengan dirimu saja

Kau dengan duniamu saja

Teruskan lah..

Teruskan lah

Kau.. kau begitu

to whom it may concern if you still read my blog...wish u all the best and may this separate ways that we chose was the best for both of us...

R.A.H.M.A.N - PELIK TAPI BENAR

2009-04-23T14:12:00.002+08:00

Semua tahu bukan Tunku Abdul Rahman adalah Prime Minister pertama malaysia and our bapa kemerdekaan laa...aku tak tau la either u guys tahu atau tak..iwas told by my staff kat sini bahawa cikgu sejarah diorg dahulu penah berkata bahawa nama our first prime minister iaitu setiap abjad i.e R, A, H, M, A, N itu adalah nama2 prime minister yang bakal memerintah Malaysia...

Creepy but its true laa...ni dia...

R - Rahman (1st Prime Minister)

A - Abdul Razak (2nd Prime Minister)

H - Hussein Onn (3rd Prime Minister)

M -Mahathir (4th Prime Minister)

A - Abdullah (5th Prime Minister)

N - Najib (6th Prime Minister)

Yang coincidence ke atau betuL, aku pun tak tahu..but actually aku pun tak tahu sebelum nie hih hik...kalau korang dah tau nampak nya masa kelas sejarah dulu aku tertidur kut hahaha...

anyway thats the fact..and so far semua nama-nama itulah our prime ministers..

Macam-macam....

2009-04-22T11:02:00.003+08:00

Hehehe bunyi tajuk nie mcm poyo kann..hahah tapi itulah sebenarnya apa yang sejang saya lakukan skrg...nak harap YB erm no comment laa...so nak tak nak saya kene buat sendiri laaa...sebenarnya posting ini adalah untuk saya meluahkan rasa ketidakpuasan hati dan karenah birokrasi di dalam jabatan-jabatan kerajaan...

kisah dia bermula semenjak saya pergi gym ni lahh...gym nie khas untuk kakitangan kerajaan dan turut untuk kegunaan orang ramai...maka saya pun pergilah, turut dimaklumkan bahawa terdapat jugak laa gym-gym yang lain yang berbayar but still untuk saya gym-gym yang lain tu sangat murah dan masih mampu untuk saya pergi jugak laaa...akan tetapi suasana di gym ni sangat seronok sebab semua orang sangat peramah dan bertegur sapa antara satu sama lain...

Ok, suasana mmg bes laa tapi apa yang menyedihkan adalah peralatan dan kemudahan lain di gym ini sangat kurang dan tidak di selia dengan sebaik mungkin....ermmmm PELIKKKKKK??????????

setahu saya kami bayar setiap hari untuk masuk walau pun RM1 seorang tidak cukupkah...setiap hari purata pengunjung adalah seramai 15-20 orang....ok takpa kemudian kerajaan turut memberi peruntukan untuk penyeliaan dan penjagaan peralatan....ermmm lagi pelik...kemanakah wang-wang tersebut?????????????

Ok disebabkan sifat ingin tahu yang amat mendalam saya pun menjadi *joyah* menyibuk sana-sini, korek punya korek, gali punya gali macam-macam cerita yang keluar..hanky panky sana sini....ni la bila dah lama sama buat kerja tak berfaedah orang-orang ini akan ingat semua orang tak tahu dan tak ada orang ambil peduli la...skrg saya masih dalam proses menyiasat dan membuat panggilan kesana sini...

Ingatlah pegawai-pegawai yang terlibat, kita nie kakitangan awam..kita bekerja dan berbakti setiap hari untuk orang awam..pasai apa kita nak khianat orang awam...sepandai-pandai tupai melompat akan jatuh kedalam lubang tahi jugak...ada paham...

kalau peruntukan disalurkan, salurkanlah kepada piak2 yang berhak...bukan takde orang guna kemudahan tersebut, ada ramai lagi....tapi mereka tak berani nak bersuara...bila orang kepoh macam aku ni guna of course aku akan bertanya dan terfikir...KENAPA DAN MENGAPA...sekarang baru la sibuk, risau dan tak tidur lena....takpa kita tunggu dan lihat...wahahahahahaha (gelak jahat)....

here, there and everywhere.....

2009-04-13T14:52:00.008+08:00

Jong's Crocodile Farm....

beautiful white crocs...

This is what they claimed to be the skull of the mighty Bujang Senang...ermm which i doubt...according to the locals its still roam freely in Batang Lupar River...

Waterfront di Kuching...

ini lah kesan "kesangapan melampau"....aku pun merayau dan melepak di waterfront seorang diri..ahaks...

Damai Beach...my room view....cantik kannnn

My Precious kittens....

Jadi jaga bergaji kan makanan....suka melepak depan pintu....

New addition to my canine family...Oogey...persian+tabby.....i love his marble pattern...cute kann...

My gal....my cute persian...Gracie

Gracie and Me...

Gracie tengah mengada-ngada...chettt

Fishing at Batang Ai Dam...

ni gambar from my hp, other pics will be posted later malas nak donlod lagik hahaha..leceh cuz have to resize....

so calm and serene...airnya MasyaAllah sgt jernih we can see the fishies swimming kat dalam....

view from where i sat and habiskan buku cerita....

Kononnya memancing wakakaka......

the side of the dam yang jadi my fishing port for the day...

My Brother trying his fishing skills which end up dapat Ikan Kaloi je yang banyak....

ni je lah keje aku...wakakakka....

best sgt this place very peaceful...i will definitely arrange another trip soon which i will charter a boat...SERIOUS FISHING.....ni main2 je...test power hahahaha....

Cats..saja letak gamba diorg...hehehehe

Oogey punye gamba paspot...nak hanto g indon...jadi buruh...mata sepet...hahaha

My Cats day out...rare privilege for them...hahaha

Gracie saw something...i dont know what...laaa

Sleepy head.....chett tido ini macam kaa kuching....

Oogey and Fat Louie...

jaga pintu...macam reflection pun ada....

crossing paths...

2009-04-09T08:22:00.004+08:00

"hey thats my way, noooo its mine...move ur big *&%*"

Owh its thursday and tomorrow is a public holiday "Good Friday"....me and my brother planned a get away trip...which we plan to go fishing at "Batang Ai" dam....well what the heck i have nothing to do anyway...its can be considered a long weekend and fast forward to next week...OMG its an extremely hectic week i'll be on travelling from Monday to Friday...

Ok back to the topic....being in a small town we bump into very familiar face everyday, same person same people and yet we went to the same departmental store and pharmacy even clinics hahaha...well being a "M*&^%#$E my scope of work allows me to meet lots of people on daily basis and its the most challenging when u live in a very small town and covering few places which is a small town as well...

Gosh just imagine yesterday i bump into an accused at the same coffee shop and he smile at me....its like a "hint" urghhh...the uneasyness streams into my blood and the whole organ of my body felt the uncomfinesss.....but thats the challenges that we have to face on daily basis...

Oooo yeaaa another case quite interesting i guess which clashes between two powerful family in my court....both of them have the strongest connection with some big politician in "Sarawak" lagi tuh....my court will become a circus if it was their case...the whole Rumah Panjang and their supporter as well as family members will come....i have to call for Traffic Police and more Police Officer juz to prevent chaos....well people can get emotional easily right...both of the family are not in talking terms at the moment...

Thats life is...we might cross into each other path once in a while...i never imagine in my freakiest imagination that iam gonna cross into many people path...and i even help in colouring it...semua dengan izin Allah s.w.t....

And that how we met (sesiapa yang baca post ini) we cross each other path and we become friends...hehehe and may it last forever...

Manusia-manusia

2009-04-07T11:05:00.002+08:00

ilham untuk menulis topik nie tiba setelah ber "chit chatting" kat YM with my friend...she reminds me of an email yang i received years back...tapi aku dah lupa laa bila cuz dah delete...but vaguely i still remember the content of it...sebab its funny but yet thats the reality and its bite...hahahha..serba sedikit yang aku ingat laaa..its a comparison senang cerita laaa...some modification made...tapi roughly idea dia mcm tu laaaa....mesej yang nak disampaikan:-

1. Kalau orang cantik/hensem buat silap...

Orang akan berkata nasib baik dia cun/hensem takpe takpe lain kali jangan buat lagi k..

2. Kalau orang kurang cantik/hodoh buat silap..

Oraang akan berkata dah la huduh bodoh plak tu, dah dah pergi jauh2 hampehhh tolll...

3. Kalau orang cantik/hensem tersadung dan jatuh..

Kesiannya...jatuh terduduk masih cun..kesian dia meh tolong dia mehhh...

4.Kalau orang kurang cantik/hodoh tersadung dan jatuh..

wakakaka padan muka, mata letak kat lutut ape...berangan cantik la tuu...

5. Kalau orang cantik/hensem mintak tolong..*contoh kat kaunter laaa*

org kat kaunter akan ternganga jap cantiknya/hensemnyaaa...kemudian dengan penuh senyuman akan membantu walaupun lama...

6. Kalau orang kurang cantik/hodoh mintak tolong "contoh sama di kaunter laaa*

hampeh dia nie ke datang kat kaunter aku ke...aduhh lama lagi ker....kalau buleh tunduk tak tgk org tu pun...

Cukup2 laa tu aku pun pening dah....tapi roughly mcm tu laa reality manusia, siapa kita nak judge org tu hodoh ke cantik ke...semua tu ciptaan Allah kann...kita sama mcm menghina ciptaanNya...

Tapi mmg double standard ti berlaku di mana2....nak nak kalau kita ni nobody...memang teruk laa kita jadi mangsa...i experienced it since dari sekolah until now...but yet i survive...tapi untuk menukar pemikiran dan mentaliti sebegini memang payah dan *mission immpossible*... lain la kalau duit kita berkepuk kat dalam poket seratus keturunan pun makan tak habis...only then org akan pandang kita dengan sepulug bijik mata wakakakaka...

MANUSIA MANUSIA...

exhausted and tired...

2009-04-03T12:11:00.004+08:00

This past few weeks had been the most challenging weeks for me and the most hectic as i may recall...

meetings, conference and circuit seating without miss nor fail...from one state to another, from district to another and from one court to another...i was deprive of my sleep especially during the conference....more and more statistics and number of disposal of cases of cases in my courts and so on and so fort...we call stresstistic as well hahaha

we as judicial officers to be specific in Sarawak were expected to disposed more cases than our counterparts in Peninsular, time frame given for waiting period for disposal of each and every cases given are shorter..for Civil and Criminal case waiting period are only within 6-9 months...

More and more circular are circulating and direction to be followed...iam not whining nor complaining...i love my job hehehe...most of the time i juz cant wait to go back to the office and do what i was supposed to do...

well more pressure for us but yes thats life is...unless you are your own boss..then the pressure are only on yourself...

as for now iam still enjoying and and hoprefully for the years to come...InsyaAllah...

this also shows that we do practice what we preach which is "BUAT KERJA" hehehe

as government servant we are efficient.....

Manusia yang wajib dipanggil "BINATANG"

2009-03-24T13:40:00.005+08:00

As i was browsing thru the channel kat Astro, so macam biasa laa my favourite channel of course the "Animal Planet" and "Nat Geo"...and i trus mcm melekat nak tgk this one documentary i can't remember what the title of it tapi its about the plight of women kat Pakistan, penah disiarkan dulu i cant remember when but i do remember watching it before...

Pakistan as we all know its a Muslim country and the fact that this happens in Muslim Country saddened me even more...memang i heartbroken trus cuz the degree of treatment to women in Pakistan sangat teruk, women are treated the same level as goat to be exact...not as human but as an object possessed by men...this is superbly male dominated society...the worse fact is that they practice "HONOUR KILLING" which they said it is allowed in Islam...iam no scholar in Islam but i know Islam are all against violence let alone killing another human being...

Women are burnt to death, dipukul, battenend to death, cut their throat anything...tortured to the extreme even their body is beyond recognizable...sangat menyedihkan..i almost cried bila tgk their suffering...but yet money menjadi instrument yang sgt hebat and powerful...most of the victim are from poor family, the doer will definitely bribe the family of the victim either not to report the said crime or to withdraw the report lodge by the family of the victim...

One case yang mendapat perhatian dan membuka mata dunia adalah case of a lady named "Zahida" she was a beautiful lady married to a man and she have 2 sons kalau tak silap...her husband accused her of adultery and yet he have no proof actually, when the incident happens Zahida was pregnant and yet without mercy her husband:-

a. Cut her nose,

b. Cut her ear,

c. Hang her upside down and beat her without mercy, and she broke her ribs,

d. both her eyes pun dicungkil oleh her husband...

Luckily she was not miscarriage....just of being accused without evidence, she was sentence without trial and the punishment given are beyond our own imagination..juz imagine betapa menderita and the pain she suffered...she report the said incident and after naik turun bas 4 kali tukar bas pulak tu and after couple of years this is like one in a million success strory where the husband was found guilty and he was then sentence to 15 years imprisonment....but yet when they interviewed the husband, he shows no remorse nor guilt but instead seems to be proud of what he had done and because of honour of doing it...when i saw the face of the husband dengan kopiah dan janggut yang panjang, the only i can see is that he is an animal rather than human being....

Even the government themselves didn't do anything to restraint or to catch the culprit....cuba bayangkan there was one case where the women was raped, she lodge a report and yet she failed to prove the said crime she was can be sentenced either to an imprisonment for at least 15 yrs or death sentence for adultery....cube bayangkan she is the victim and yet she is the one who have to face the gallow...logik akal kah itu....and yet religion dijadikan reason behind all the killings...they even says that sangat susah untuk mencari suami atau lelaki yang tidak penah membunuh daripada yang pernah membunuh wanita di Pakistan...is it true...its seems to happens in every household if that so...sungguh menjelikkan...

The problems occur due to poverty and also illiteracy...disebabkan ramai sgt yang illiterate, they start to intertprate the Holly Qur'an on their own...for sure the interpretation by these illiterate people menyongsang dan menjadi amalan salah akan tetapi tetap di ikut oleh semua org...sebab itulah Islam menggalakkan umatnya untuk menuntut ilmu biar sampai ke negara China supaya tak menjadi macam nie....

They do have activist who try to protect the victims but yet the activist pun ramai yang diugut untuk even dibunuh and their kids will be raped and kill and so on and so fort..pelik sgt why do their government did not try to curb this practice...is it about funding ke???? well the whole world know that Pakistan is one of the few country equipped with Nuclear Plants...i think they prefer to channel all the funding untuk military srength rather than try to solve their domestic problems within the country itself...

The fact that disgust me the most is that, mengapa Agama sering dijadikan alasan untuk mengahalalkan sesuatu perbuatan yang salah, yang terang-terangan against the teaching of Islam...

Tapi u guys should watch the documentary ia sangat membuka mata dan minda kita...dan untuk menghargai apa yang ada di sekeliling kita, keamanan yang kita kecapi dan harus kita pertahankan....for all the ladies out there bersyukur lah anda dilahirkan di bumi bertuah ini, yang mengamalkan prinsip keadilan dan saksama tanpa mengira jantina..

..tapi bagi saya personally when it come sale kat shopping mall kaum lelaki amat dianaktirikan dan diskriminasi yang jelas amat berlaku...barang untuk perempuan murah giler dowh tapi baju untuk lelaki ciput jer...sale pun sikit...pompuan 70% ada ke patut lelaki 20% je, dahla jarang2 sale plak tu, ape diorg ingat lelaki nie tak pakai baju ke ape...hehehehe....

Post kepada to whom it may concern....saja nak lepas gerammm..tak habis habis nak kacau idup aku....

2009-03-23T15:25:00.003+08:00

relentless people...

this kind of people they will stop at nothing to achieve their target or to get what they want...pelik kan tapi this type of people with this traits do exist...ive came across ramai org mcm nie...mostly are lauyers laaaa, they do it softly or harshly....

Ok post nie bukan nak mengutuk lauyers or whatsoever, aku dulu pun lauyer gaks....nie pasal bekas kawan2 lama aku yang bukan dari uni laaa....which they use to claim that they are my best buddy, mcm2 buddy laa senang cite...ok cite dia mcm drama sket tapi aku mcm malas nak re-cap so aku trus jump into the conclusion cuz aku rasa mende tu dah setel.aku dah lupa pun and aku slalu treat them nicely....

But then ia menjadi masalah lagik bila diorg nie rupe nye masih mengumpat and "relentlessly"trying to not directly mengganggu hidupku but indirectly..they wrote kat wall FB sesame diorg or wrote a note commenting about hal2 yang lampau dan cube menyalahkan saya as one of the culprit yang menyebabkan perpecahan di dalam gengsi tersebut...aku malas nak layan...but from time to time again and again they still kept doing it...

Aduhh masa aku kat KL dulu aku tegur, aku buat baik ngan diorg, tapi apa aku dapat muka masam, hangin dan marah kat aku..aku kene serang beramai2 DUA KALI di PELITA hahaha...SEKALI PELITA SUBANG sekali lagi PELITA BANGSAR...suwey betul RESTORAN PELITA buatku...hahahha but to think about it again time tu mmg la malu, tapi skrg aku tergelak sorg bila teringat hal tuh...bila aku borak ngan kawan2 yang penah serang aku tu ktorg pun nak tergelak malu dowh perangai cambudak down sindrom hahahha...ktorg ok jer makin rapat...tapi yang pelik org yang tak terlibat tu yang terover acting..adehhh aku konpius..aku kene serang ke atau diorg yang kene serang...

...tapi aku ok jer hahaha...buat muka tebal..aku baik jer ngan org2 yang galak bersuara itu...dan memandangkan kami kawan2 lama kami sanggup mengkaji permasalahan tersebut dan berdamai...tindakan tersebut membuat kan kami lebih mengenali nilai dan erti persahabatan...menguatkan lagi persahabatan antara kami...sekarang persahabatan tersebut ok jer macam biasa..malah lebih rapat dari dahulu...thats how for frienship survive...friendship yang sangat kuat dan mampun menghadapi berbagai dugaan....

tapi untuk sekumpulan manusia ini..aku tak paham laaaa.....diorg macam cuba untuk menjadi sahabat dan berlakon innocent tapi penuh kepura-puraan....canang sana sini yang diorg sahabat terbaik, tapi kenapa berperangai macam org kena rasuk...sindir sana sindir sini....mende kecik jadikan masalah besau..betul-betul macam kena sampuk pun ada..dah dah laa tuuu...kalau betul korg nak berbaik dan berdamai...as i believe what u guys said u all miss the friendship that we have before, kenapa skrg baru sedar...korg tak penah try nak berbaik atau berdamai...aku tegur korg buat muke macam taik..macam aku teruk sangat...walhal kesilapan aku cuma yang aku ingat korg marah sgt sebab aku g tengok kelip-kelip kat kuala selangor tanpa korg...then u guys treat me as if aku dah buat salah besar and mengkhianati geng plak tu....come on laaaa.....grow up..semua dah tua2 bangka...tak payah berperangai macam budak2 sekolah rendah..KL kuala selangor tu sekentut jer dah sampai...bak kata org dulu sebatang rokok jer jarak perjalanan dia...tgk yang korg nak marah sgt kat aku pasal tu nape...nie aku dah tak jadi geng korg pergi la tgk kelip2 tu puas2 bawak balik umah letak dalam bilik korg..kalau tak pun pegi dok kat kuala selangor tu terus habih cite...macam budak sekolah rendah marah merajuk sebab tak bawak g tgk kelip2...macam la aku kat KL dulu ada keta nak bawak korg g sana...korg yang ada keta..kalau korg g tgk aku tak kesah pun...then aku ajak korg g teman aku lak ape susah....pelik pelik org2 tua nie...semua dah sesuai jadi calon mak bapak..tapi aku tak tau la subur ke tak hehehhe.....

...bagi si batu api yang takde kerja asyik menyabung org...ingat kami nie bukan ayam sabung, kami nie manusia..sebelum ko bertobat ingat dulu ko dah mintak maaf lom kat org2 yang ko laga-lagkan tu...dah dah la tu...bibir tu dah makin tebal dah tuuu asyik melaga org....dulu konon org panggil klon sape chris brown...hahahah...udah udah la yer...tak yah nak pretend yang you are sooo innocent and ala2 umat yang paling solehhh gtewwwww innocent la katakan.....

untuk ada yang sedar diri and, saling memaafkan dan ikhlas dalam bersahat amatlah penting and thats how friendship grew stronger...bukan dengan tanpa henti menyindir dan mengutuk org lain dibelakang...pelik sungguh....pelik bin ajaib binti weird ak freak..setelah lebih setahun perkara tersebut terjadi aku ingat dah habis rupanya makin menjadi2 adehhhh...diorg nie mmg relentless enemy....laaaa

What to do..buat sajalah...

2009-03-19T11:41:00.003+08:00

wish that there were 8 days in a week and 25hrs in day...i believe one extra day and one extra hour per day would be enuf but yet human being human if we were given such a luxury surely we would asked for more and more and more...nothing cxan satisfy humans...heheh

Bukan ape..tiba-tiba this week and for the next two weeks iam gonna be bz, extremely bz so baru la rasa macam nak all those extra hours and days hahaha....i super bz sampai dah lama tak apdet blog nie..time tak bz malas llak nak apdet tapi bila time bz mengada-ngada nak apdet hahaha.

i havent got the time to post pics yang aku balik kampung hari tu pun...then now tengah demam pilihanraya since batang ai tu dekat ngan sri aman so the demam pun terasa sampai sri aman...all the police getting busier day by day and and from what i heard most of the hotels pun dah fully booked, paty leaders pun dah mula nak datang since lots of invitation dah sampai on my desk...lots of it more to campaign laa...bagi bantuan tu lah bagi bantuan ni lahh....as for being one of the government servant and head of department iam left with less choice with hidden rules which kalau ikutkan aku malas nak g this kind of program but what to do being in a very small community and semua department knows of ur existence...kenalah tunjuk muka....

So yesterday ada invites, later tonite pun ada and malam esok pun ada invites...

ok court dah ready nak kene berkhidmat kepada bangsa dan negara....wahaha POYO siut...

Balik kampung trip....bes sangat......

2009-03-11T15:56:00.003+08:00

Last weekend which started on friday for laa....i went balik kampung....approx about 6 hrs journey laa kononnya....cuz the distance ia about 350-400km laa sri aman-mukah...but the road condition paham-paham la kann...thats why it took almost 6 hrs journey..

So i started my journey at about 12.20 friday noon....skip friday prayer jdi musafir jap....then i drove alone back to mukah which the road biasa la lubang sana sini 2 ways federal road sri aman to sibu is about 250-270km plus and another 170plus km from sibu to mukah...

The journey to my first stop sibu was ok eventho its rains heavily but i reach sibu at about 3.45 and some quick shopping beli ape yang patut at four i embark on my way back to mukah....hell began...aduhhhhhh...the jalan sgt teruk to the extend i can only reach max speed of 20km per hour....the first half was ok bile tinggal baki another 86km OMG 20km per hour juz imagine i spent almost 2 hours for 86km...jalan berlubang ada yang sebesar keta kancil and some roads sangat teruk jalan berturap semua pecah and sangat bahaya untuk dilalui...cuz of the cosntructions works and lombong arang batu serta estate kelapa sawit...lethal combinatin of all the giants trucks telah menghancurkan the only main ground roads to Mukah...adehhh harap-harap dibaiki dengan segera....

The road are actually under construction and they are building a new road which they estimate untuk siap in 2010...memang the road condition now sangat teruk yang amat....mane tak my journey jadi 7 1/2 hours baru laa sampai....

Actually jarak from one place to another takde laa jauh sgt tapi due to the terrible road condition even jalan ok pun max speed i can go hanye 110km...dulu mmg bawak slow tapi skrg asyik kejar masa aku dah jadi macam rally driver plak.....leh aa join rally dakar hahahaha....

Ok aku sampai umah at 7.00pm laa last friday...so aku lepak-lepak and trus lena bila sampai umah...

Yang besnya skrg mukah tengah musim ikan...OMG all my feveret fish ada...aku everyday makan macam2 ikan dan aku belasah udang gak...aduhhh udang galah and lobster pun banyak...udang laut yang org mukah panggil "payak" yang sangat fresh dan isinya sangat manis pun amatlah banyak which to the extend diorg jual RM1 sekilo...aduhh heavens sangat...i did tok some pics tapi takleh nak transfer masuk dalam laptop lak...nanti bila dah masuk dalam laptop aku post kan all the pics...

Then last weekend i went to my secondary school saja nak melawat lawat....terlalu banyak perubahan but less maintenance...tapi still Three Rivers Dihatiku hehehhe.....then after 2 years tak jumpe lepak with my best frens Wee Beng Heng yang bakal kawin next year...tahniah and gud luck to him as well...

Then i went jalan-jalan here and there jumpe family sana sini...macam-macam laaa....my kucing pun ikut balik kampung which my niece love my cats so much terutama gracie cuz dia takut pada rona and roni yang berperangai macam kucing hutan..tensen gua....she cried hari dia ingatkan Gracie hilang..i ask her to keep an eye on Gracie cuz aku nak kuar jap...then dia ingat Gracie hilang so she cried...she and my dad turun naik cari Gracie...rupa-rupanya si Gracie tido bawah bantal next to my niece hehehe..kesian dia panik sampa menangis-nangis....

i was supposed to balik sri aman on tuesday...but my car buat perangani overheated plak...check punye check dia punye termostat jammed and i did some repair works laaa...tadaaa its works smoothly now heheheh....alhamdulillah....biasa laa keta lama memang macam tu dan dah terlalu banyak jasa kenderaan tersebut pada me and my family.....sangat tahan lasak hahaha....

So i have to postpone my journey balik sri aman kepada hari ni...which pagi tadi i depart from mukan at approx 4.45am tengah hujan lebat and sampai di sri aman at exacty 12.30 dua kali berhenti cuz aku sorg yang drive...penat wooo......

Alhamdulillah aku selamat sampai akan tetapi aku tetap masuk opis sebab aku tak cuti hari nie..kes pospone ke petang dan aku amat penat skrg nie....

Nanti when i can transfer the pics tu ke laptop aku post la gambar-gambar balik kampungku...best wooo seafood heaven hahahha.......umai

JANGAN GUNA ABX EXPRESS.....SERVICE SGT TERUK...HUH

2009-03-05T09:48:00.004+08:00

Its thursday and my mood dah hancur jatuh luluh kedalam parit...

Tensen ni...a document was sent to me by my brother via courier lagi "ABX EXPRESS"...as promised by them i was supposed to receive the said documents on the 02.03.2009 kurier la katakan kan...cepat la konon....i waited and waited for the documents yet until today i still didnt receive it...i call the customer service but OMG they were so rude towards me..at first they promise yang aku akan terima the said documents yesterday since i told them its an important "SANGAT IMPORTANT" documents which ada deadline nye...but i dont know diorg ni bodoh alang ke sengal be atau sasau ke tak paham maksud "SANGAT PENTING" and "URGENT" documents at all....

Aku jadi cool terus mengking nengking because i lost my cool and my temper already...dah la smlm loyer clueless ni membuat aku nyaris nak mengamuk, today this stupid courier service membuat aku hilang my cool...

Kesian gak aa minah kat customer service tu aku tengking tapi aku dah hilang sabar, the documents is very important documents....mmg manusia jenis tak paham...

Then i call customer service head office di KL lagi laa membuatkan aku hangin...diorg ni bodoh ke ape sikit2 forward kat mail box sikit sikit forward kat Mailbox...kalau mailbox tu ada otak takpe gak....hampehhhh...service dari semua aspek mmg teruk laa...lagi bagus gune pos laju..expectation pun tak laa mcm guna kurier....

so JANGAN GUNA ABX EXPRESS LAGI.....pengajaran.....

At last....

2009-03-02T14:43:00.003+08:00

Hai peeps...

Lama juga tak menulis disini...after a long and tiring week finally iam back to the comfort of my small office yet the experience hari memang menyeronokkan..

I went to KK last week for thursday until sunday...well its for the opening of 2009 Legal Year..we march form Hyatt KK to the court i think its about half a KM, them sang national anthem di tengah panas terik at KK High Court..Then the official opening ceremony begins...petang we have meeting with all the judicial officers from sabah and sarawak as well...then rush back to the office tukar baju for dinner at Le Meridien which finishes at 12am...semua dah lunyai penat dah...then the next morning conference the whole day....sunday back to Kuching...really pack..no time to go jalan2 at all...tapi takpe nanti i'll definitely plan another trip to KK for jalan2 plak...

...i dont have the pictures masa the opening of the legal year since i am cameraless at the moment but i was tagged in some of the pics kat FB...soon more pictures will be tagged as well since i manage to menyelit into some of the other officers punye camera hahaha..

Anyway the opening was really packed with activities pagi sampai kemalam..and the first time ever i join this kind of event and involve dalam persembahan plak tu which turns out to be a disaster...well what the heck like i care haha...buat muka tebal and selamba jer....like nothing happens...talks after talks and meeting and so on and so fort...no breaks at all except for lunch and tea....i was totally exhausted because of it...

The journey back to sri aman was really taxing as well cuz i have to drove alone altho its only 2 1/2 hour journey..but still bosan dowh....well maybe because iam too tired already...

Ehh satu lagi...finally my precious kittens are home with me..kesian two of my siamese kittens Rona & Roni kurus sangat...thank god they still remembers me hahaha...here are some of their pictures....My persian yang comel tu nama dia Gracie...in memoriam of my cat dulu...so i named her gracie laaa.....

Gambar Siamese cat ni Rona and Roni....

Susah nak amik gambar cuz both sgt energetic..running sana sini

Gambar Persian kat bawah ni plak Gracie....

Cute and sgt adorable...very manja....she came when i call her name....

Gracie tgh cuba untuk merosakkan my sofa...cess....

2009.....Baby Boom

2009-02-23T11:54:00.005+08:00

What a year it is....Sememangnya kita telah dikejutkan dengan pemergian our fellow unimates and a friend of mine as well pada weekend yang lepas, takziah saya ucapkan kepada ahli keluarga beliau..Al-Fatihah kita sedekahkan kepada Allahyarham..Semoga beliau ditempatkan dikalangan org2 yang beriman..Aminnn...

Ok this year mmg tahun yang amat produktif to most of my friends...well ape tidaknya *baby Boom* here and there hehe...

1. Saya akan dpt anak buah baru hehe....InsyaAllah in august or september...my sister pregnant we're so happy for her...paling best aku dah ada kat sarawak hehe...leh g tengok dia selalu nanti...

2. My best frens yang dah saya anggap mcm adik beradik saya pun expecting baby gak iaitu Hazri and Huzaimi...Alhamdulillah...so technically since aku declara diorg mcm my blood brother so aku pun nak perasan jadi bakal pakcik to their future anak jugak hahahaha....

3. Kak Sheeda a dear friend of mine pun bakal due in May InsyaAllah...

4. Kak L pun expecting gak..juz got to know that as well..lil cub akan ada adik....Lil Cub sgt comel melampau hehehe...

5. Kalau tak silap my dear friend Zulus and Linda pun expecting jugak...tahniah guys...

Well kat atas tu yang aku ingat...tapi rasa mcm ada lagi...ermmm sape yea...tapi takpe yang penting nanti anak-anak diorg akan sebaya baik anto kat sekolah yg sama pastu suwuh jadi loyer and jadi generasi kedua untuk kita semua hahahaha.....

To all future father and mother..i wish u guys all the best...didiklah anak2 anda menjadi insan yang berguna dan agar menjadi anak-anak yang soleh dan solehah dan taat kepada perintah Allah s.w.t, it is a tough indeed and the most challenging task that u will ever face, but i know u guys can do it....InsyaAllah.....

Human...Friends....

2009-02-19T14:53:00.003+08:00

Ermmm this post gonna be me juz wanna to voice out my frustration to sesetengah manusia yang aku kenal and maybe will not ever never become my fren again...

Manusia sgt pelik, they claim to be ur fren but then how could they hurt ur feeling...which ur fren and another human being plak tu...u pun human and ur not perfect also...nobodies perfect kita ada flaws here and there but the fact that u degrade ur own frens sgt menyedihkan saya...trus membuatkan saya benci manusia tersebut..eventho it didn't happens to me but ia membuatkan saya sgt geram dan marah...kesian sahabat saya tu...

Siapalah kita untuk menghina dan mengutuk ciptaan Allah s.a.w...bagus sgt kah kita, hebat sgt kah kita....sgt tidak berperikemanusiaan manusia tersebut dan sungguh tidak menggunakan otak...otak tersangkut di lutut barangkali...menghina dan menjatuhkan maruah kawan kita sendiri adalah sgt kejam...

Saya until today still cant accept sikap individu tersebut...cermin la diri dulu...bagus sgt ke ko tu....perfect sgt ke ko tu...ramai sgt ke org nak kat ko tu...cermin diri dulu laaa...macam bagus sgt laaa....

Tak sedar diri punye org....untuk sahabat saya yang menjadi mangsa tersebut, jgnlah bersedih...ur not at all mcm yg org tu kata....in fact org tu sendiri amat perasan yg dia bagus sedangkan langsung takkkk.....ur great and good the way u r....jgn pedulikan kata-kata manusia yg tak sedar diri itu....kita semua makhluk ciptaan Allah s.w.t......tiada lebihnya dia dan tiada kurangnya kita..in fact dari segi pencapaian u r better than him...in any way....

Bersabar dan anggap ia adalah dugaan dan cabaran....insyaAllah Allah s.w.t sentiasa bersama org yang tabah dan sabar....

Marah...marah and marah....huh...

2009-02-17T17:19:00.004+08:00

Am i too nice or people juz dont appreciate me..everything juz went wrong today..huh..

Now i received another bad news..the cat that i really want had been sold off..i'd juz yell at her padan muka...mmg sgt marah, how come people can be so irresponsible and not holding to their words and promise, they should have not existed in this world, not that i hadnt paid the deposit, i did but she's too much...i told her that i want that cat (specifically that cat not any other cat) but how could she sell it off to someone else...now i will demand my deposit money back...sialan punye perempuan...iam so pissed off right now...how sould she did that to me..but nak buat macam mane, this is reality...manusia mmg mcm tu...dpt another better offer they straight away forget their promise..mcm sial...

dah la kat court tadi proceed je ngan trial, exhibit sampai lambat, dahla sampai lambat witness plak merapu tah ape2...i know laa they are not well trained lawyer, but please control ur witness and dont waste my time....lawyer plak sikit2 nak object sikit sikit nak obejct..i know la u r juz doin ur job but please object to only material issues bukan issue yg tah ape2 tah which doesnt have any bearing at all..urgghhhh...hangin aku...tapi maintain je laa nak marah tak nak...cuz i know the feeling bila kene marah in an open court...embarrassing...

marah..marahhhh sgt....hehehe...

Tabooo....

2009-02-15T09:35:00.002+08:00

Huhu...

This morning tgh tgk tv NGC *whuch is my favourite* hehehe...there's a docuumentary about pets...which taboo for terlalu manja'ing ur pets hehe...too pampered even call its ur baby...but most of the pets dalam documentary tu adalah exotic animals mcm iguana and various species of snakes and primates as well...

Is it taboo for too much pampering ur pets...of course laa mat salleh they spent thousand juz for their pets...but me a couple of hundreds i guess not much...ermmm tapi kalau ditambah with the foods and medication pun its ermmm...tak yah kira laaa...heheh

Anyway...is it wrong...is wrong to spent ur money and shower them with love and attentions...is it wrong...ermmm for me i guess everything worth it...i got their attention and love back...they teman me everyday....ermmmm welll mat salleh anyway took it to another different level...they would dress them and even pays more attention to it more than their own childrens....but me definitely my family will comes first then only the others hehehe...

I dont know about u guys but i do not think its a taboo....hehehe...

Five-ish taggies!!!!!

2009-02-13T08:21:00.003+08:00

Five-ish taggies!

Farah tagged Wahidan and I was then tagged by Pn Wahida. Dont get me wrong or ingat i jiwang cuz of the answers hahaha...but thats me tho...wakakakka..mungkin ada yg akan tergezut ngan jawapan-jawapannya....but gheeeee......

So here goes:-

5 Characteristics of your dream guy/girl*
a. Sedap mata memandang...
b. Kind hearted (sgt subjective) tho
c. Suke buat klaka...(i need some dose of laughter tho)..atau erti kata lain *sempoi*
d. Friendly
e. Berkerjaya....

5 Characteristics that you have never like in a guy/girl
a. Smoking
b. Loud
c. Consume alcohol...
d. Sexy
e. Kaki gossip+back stabber...

5 places that you want to travel with your loved oneAll over the world.
a. Makkah
b. South Africa *tgk safari and shark*
c. Any islands in the world...beautiful one laa
d. Europe
e. Australia...nak tgk giant salt water croc and dive with huge whale and tiger sharks...ahaks

5 special things that you would give to your loved one...
a. My heart..(Hatiku)
b. My love..(Cintaku)
c. Trust..(Kepercayaanku)
d. Happiness..(Kebahagiaan)
e. Loyalty...(Kesetiaan)

5 songs that you will sing to your partner
a. Superman....Ronan Keating (The best song ever) google and go download it..
bagi yg dah kahwin dedicate to ur wife mmg sgt romantis..ahaks..
b. Munajat Cinta...The Rock
c. Because i love u...Celine Dion (Akak celine will also sang for her) hahahah
d. I Love U...Afgan
e. Flaws and All...Beyonce (yg nie beyonce akan nyanyikan laa not me hahhaa)

mmmeeowwwww....prrrrrrr.......

2009-02-12T15:57:00.003+08:00

Cat are the most adorable animal ever...sgt comey and cute..they definitely love u unconditionally..thats the most important thing hehehe....

I have two already which siamese cats (Rona and Roni) and still living with their foster family sekejap cuz i need to settle down first in sri aman and find a cosy house for us...which is now dah ada and iam gonna pick them up by end of this month laaa...sgt tak sabar...hehehe

In addition to that, iam gonna get myself another kitten, pure Persian breed yg amat comel dan gebu (found it at mudah.my) hehehe and british long hair breed tapi dah mix with local domestic cats...tapi yg nie tunggu dia 3 months old baru dpt g amik (tapi yg courtesy of my fellow bench mate)...Persian tu mmg love at the first sight...hehe trus nak...then i called the owner and she told me its still available...i was so sgt happy ahaks...i juz love cats..

.....before this masa di KL tak dapat nak pelihara cuz i stayed at an apartment and with other housemates who doesnt like cats...so i have to forego my interest laaa...tambahan plak susah nak bawak blk swak....tapi i always kept in my mind that kalau dpt blk swak definitely i will get a pet which is cats..heheh..

Now that i have a place of my own (rental la) tapi but what the heck...dok sorg kannn...then iam ready to pick them up...definitely i will post their pic soon hehhee....need to fikir nama for my new cats plak...hehehe...

uhuk...uhuk almost tenggelam timbul..nak lemas dah

2009-02-11T15:22:00.006+08:00

blurp blurp blurp.......

...Well believe it or not almost 3 bulan dah aku tak trime paycheck....eventho my parent and my fren always tries to keep me positive and console my by saying...its ok by end of february iam gonna receive a handsome pay cheque...yada yada yada...tapi nak tunggu tu masyaAllah dugaan yg amat....

...i survive with the help of my parents and some saving i had before..but all exhausted already adehh...mcm lemas tau kejap tenggelam and i kick again timbul balik...then teggelam balik..aduhh...my hp dah kene bar, credit card tak dapat bayar lagi...they kept calling me like crazy....adehhhhh...minyak keta nak kene isik...sob sob sob...

The now i need to figure out how am i gonna survive until end of the month to be specific 25th nie...my furniture pun courtesy my parents...loan hahahha....cuz my house empty sgt so need get few stuff...thats why i love my parent so much...

MY saving dah tahap kemarau yg amat despite sarawak dilanda banjir yang paling teruk ever haha...kann bes kalau saving melimpah ruah macam banjir kat sarawak nie..baru besh...heheheh nasib baik dapat belas ehsan from my parents...or shuld i menyamar jadi mangsa banjir...ermm ok gak tu ahaks.....

But no complaints tho...nasib baik la adik beradik ramai...ramai yang kene pau ngan kuang kuang kuang...i bet they would always thought kalau aku yg kol mesti nak mintak duit hahaha...well what can i say..pindah balik swak hari tu pun dah costs almost thousands....

Despite dah buat lelongan terbuka wakaka...

oooo yaa tak lama lagi a new addition to my little kitty family...a Pure Persian female kitten hehehe...on the way masih dalam proses rundingan hehehe...kalau dapat OMG she's adorable...then i have 3 kitten laaa....i miss my Rona and Roni so much.......tak sabar nak ambil diorg end of this month....

why...whyyyyy...whyyyyyyyy...whyyyyyyyyyyyyy

2009-02-11T08:00:00.004+08:00

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.....

i know..mmg tak bagus untuk merungut di pagi hari, but i juz can't help it...WHY WHY WHYYYYYY....

1. Why do people drove at 20-30km per hour...then caused a massive traffic jammed...

2. Why do motorist suke sgt menyelinap di belakang kereta yg nak reverse...kalau kene langgar kan naya...

3. Why do people like to open their car door without tgk traffic dulu...

4. Why do jiran hadapan rumahku tala dia punye speaker directly to my house and whyyyyyy:

a. si bapa suke pasang lagu dangdut sekuat-kuat hati as if diorg pekak...

b. si mak suke lagu indo band and pasang sekuat-kuat hati as if org lain takde radio..

c. si anak perempuan suke pasang lagu house music sekuat-kuat hati as if membayangkan dia kat disco...*HUUH PERASAN SUNGGUH*...

d. si anak lelaki suke pasang lagu untuk menari shuffle sekuat-kuat hati konon mcm bagus sgt menari shuffle yang tah ape2 tuh...its not even a dance, u juz stomp ur feet on the ground sekuat-kuat mcm org gila....huh...

5. Why kedai mkn muslim kat sini closed at 6pm...yg ada pun begitu far away...and tak sedap...

6. Why do org suke berjalan di tgh2 jalan as if mereka kebal...sedangkan kalau aku langgar tulang-temulang mereka akan patah riuk dan buah pinggang mereka akan bertukar tempat dgn paru-paru dan jantung mereka akan turun ketempat pundi kencing dan otak mereka akan terkeluar dari kepala dan terus masuk ke kepala lutut...whyyyy..adakah sebab otak mereka di lutut....ya la ya ...*ahaks i answered my own question with the best reasoning ever......*

7. Why do lady driver sgt pandai membuat muka tidak bersalah sedang mereka mmg bersalah yang hampir menghentam hadapan kereta ku yg amat fragile, and get away with it like nothing happens...whyyyyyyyy

8. Why do people like to give lame excuses whyyy.....

9. Why do people like to stare at starngers as if iam an alien.....

10. Why do people tak reti bagi signal light whyy...baik cabut dan buang dalam parit je kalau tak reti gune...

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

Ikea, Cavenzi....no no no.....

2009-02-10T07:57:00.003+08:00

Yay iam going off for some furniture hunting later today..ermmm actually ive already went and chose the furniture i want, juz nak g kedai tu lagi and nego the price cuz the last time i went tauke neo dia takde so cant nego the price at all, its so pricy..mahal nak mampus..

..all are juz simple but yet modern design..heheh no makcik makcik style furniture ok....but the day bed yang i chose berbunga-bunga laaa cuz well i dont have any other option tho....i dont want to buy the bulky 6-7 seater sofa set...besau sgt...it took a lot of space in my house....but i need to get the right furniture to match 2 chandeliers in my house (hehehe) and the feature wall as well (which is blood red and soft pink for wall yg lain)...weird colour combination kann..well thats what my landlord did...adehhhh...have to play mix match untuk yang tu laaa...

Tapi yang paling best brader pakistan kat kedai karpet dah jadi buddy aku hahaha...he called me brother now...aku bleh je amik ape2 karpet yg aku nak bayar dua tiga kali pun takpe..hahahaha...harga tetap sama, siap kalau aku dtg hidang minuman lagii..ada plak nak dtg ukur rumah siap nak bagi carpet yg special lagik....well PR kene bagus hehehhee....kedai perabot belum lagi...nanti aku buat tauke neo tu pun jadi kwn baik aku...heeeeee....leh dapat perabot dgn harga murah bayar dua tiga kali...:o)

Haha tatkala menulis posting ini suddenly i teringat ayat sahabat saya iaitu Nana....kisah ini terjadi ketika saya masih di KL...heheh time tu tgh jalan-jalan kat MV then Nana called me...weekend kalau tak silap....dia tanya aku tgh watpe..ckp kat nana la ngah jalan2 kat MV...dia ckp oooooo.....then tanye laa dia balik, ko watpe Nana....dok umah ler, katanya yelah ko kat KL leh g MV, Curve ape ape lahh..aku kat sini Kedai Fesyen Ah Chong, Ah Fatt furniture je laaa, mane la nak ada MV, Curve semua tu....aku punye tergelak....(name kedai dan ayat dah ubah sket tak ingat sgt, tapi lebih kurang macam tu laaa) *aku gelak nak guling2 dah time tu hahahahaa*......well Nana aku paham perasaan ko skrg hehehe....

Aku pun sdg mengalamai situasi yg sama hahahahha.....kat sini ada kedai Chin Furniture, Chan Furniture, Kedai Karpet mamat pakistan....well no huge shopping mall at alll....wakakakaka....but i do enjoy my life now tho.....nak beli baju pun kat kedai fashion cina hahaha.....which well maybe not..my fav still G2000 punye office wear...*sigh* kene g kuching laa nampaknye....but i do need to get more sport outfit tho...need new gogle, swim suit, sport shoes, short and etc etc...need to do another budget laaa....ermmmmmmm....

will post the pic of MiCasa when its ready for debut nanti..wakakakkaa....and soon my new car as well....hehehehehehe......

Sifat-sifat Terkutuk Yahudi

2009-02-09T11:33:00.001+08:00

Hadith :

Daripada Abu Hurairah ra bahawa Rasulullah SAW bersabda yang maksudnya: “Jika ada sepuluh orang Yahudi beriman dengan ku, tidak akan tinggal di atas bumi seorang Yahudi pun melainkan ia memeluk Islam.”

Huraian :

Orang-orang Yahudi adalah terkenal dengan sifat sombong, angkuh dan keras hati. Mereka tidak akan ‘pernah’ redha dengan umat Islam sebagaimana firman Allah SWT yang maksudnya : “Orang-orang Yahudi dan Nasrani tidak akan senang kepada kamu hingga kamu mengikuti agama mereka (yang telah terpesong itu).” (al-Baqarah: 120) Ahli agama mereka selalu menyembunyikan kebenaran seperti yang disebut dalam al-Quran maksudnya: "Orang-orang (Yahudi dan Nasrani) yang telah Kami berikan al-Kitab mengetahui serta mengenalinya (Nabi Muhammad dan kebenarannya) sebagaimana mereka mengenali anak-anak mereka sendiri. Dan sesungguhnya sebahagian daripada mereka berusaha menyembunyikan kebenaran itu, sedangkan mereka mengetahui (salahnya perbuatan tersebut)." (al Baqarah: 146) Dengan perkataan lain, mereka menyembunyikan sifat-sifat nabi SAW yang ada dalam kitab mereka daripada pengetahuan manusia padahal mereka mengetahui akan hakikatnya. Begitu juga mereka telah menghalalkan yang haram dan mengharamkan yang halal. Di kalangan orang Yahudi ini ada yang pernah menyihir Nabi SAW bernama Lubaid bin al- A'som dari Bani Zuraiq." Seorang wanita Yahudi juga pernah mengkhianati Nabi SAW dengan menghidangkan daging kambing beracun. Hingga membunuh sekalipun bukanlah perkara asing dalam sejarah umat Yahudi. Sejak dahulu lagi bangsa Yahudi tidak pernah mengenal mangsa sama ada bayi, kanak-kanak, remaja, lelaki, wanita walhal Nabi dan Rasul. Mereka akan membunuh siapa sahaja tanpa perasaan belas kasihan dan simpati. Contohnya Nabi Zakaria dan Nabi Yahya telah dibunuh oleh mereka dan mereka juga menyangka bahawa mereka telah berjaya membunuh Nabi Isa. Tetapi sebenarnya tidak. Betapa sungguh zalim dan keji sifat Bani Israel ini. Allah SWT telah berfirman yang bermaksud: “Orang-orang kafir Yahudi dari Bani Israel telah dilaknat (di dalam kitab Zabur dan Injil) melalui lidah Nabi Daud dan Nabi Isa ibni Maryam. Yang demikian itu disebabkan mereka ‘menderhaka’ dan ‘selalu menceroboh.’ ” (al-Maidah :78)

Keinsafan.....

2009-02-09T10:58:00.005+08:00

...what a way to start my lovely sunny monday morning.....most people might say its gonna be a bit depressing tho...but for me i perceive it the other way around....ini lah ceritanya.....

More and more inquest file coming in....bukan apa, it is part of my job as coroner akan tetapi apabila melihat gambar-gambar kematian, sememangnya ia amatlah menginsafkan saya...

Berbagai-bagai punca kematian dan gambar berkaitan...hujung minggu yang lepas telah saya gunakan untuk meneliti fail-fail tersebut, and today terdapat sekurang-kurangnya 20 fail baru diatas meja saya dan hanya untuk dimaklumkan bahawa ia hanya separuh dari fail tersebut yang perlu saya review dan membuat laporan dan pengesahan, more and more are coming...

Ok ok post ini bukanlah untuk menerangkan akan skop tugasan saya akan tetapi lebih kepada keinsafan diri...

Ajal dan maut ditangan Tuhan yakni Allah S.W.T..ia boleh datang dalam pelbagai bentuk dan cara misalnya diantara fail-fail yang telah saya siapkan laporan minggu lepas, antaranya adalah seperti berikut:

1. Dibaham buaya

2. Dihempap jengkaut

3. Ditanduk rusa

5. Lemas

6. Kemalangan Jalan Raya

Dahsyat amatlah dahsyat...ajal tiba tanpa mengira usia dan cara...ajal tiba tidak mengira waktu dan masa...akan tetapi manusia sentiasa alpa....Nauzubillah...

Dahsyat amatlah dahsyat kematian mereka akan tetapi ia telah tertulis dan ketentuanNya...yang mampu saya doakan bagi jenazah yang muslim agar mereka ditempatkan di kalangan org-org yang beriman....InsyaAllah...

Keinsafan tersebut membuatkan saya dan kita semua hendaklah lebih berusaha untuk mendapatkan keberkatan dan keredhaaan dariNya dan sentiasa berdoa kepadaNya....Bersama-sama lah kita berdoa sekiranya ajal kita telah tiba agar dimatikan dalam keadaan yang baik dan terutama sekali dalam Iman....Aminnnn....

Perubahannnn.....

2009-02-07T09:47:00.003+08:00

One question kept playin in my mind lately...since iam not that bz mcm before in KL..so i have a lot of time thinking..

adakah sesuatu perubahan tersebut bertahan lama atau hanya untuk seketika...i do have seen some extreme changes before...dari:

1) kurang pandai melawa menjadi makin pandai melawa,

2) dari baik menjadi agak nakal (tidak adil sekiranya dikatakan jahat...siapalah saya untuk mengadili mereka)...

3) dari anti sosial menjadi sorg yg mempunyai PR yg sangat mengkagumkan...

4) dari pakai tudung tak pakai tudung and etc etc...

dan mcm2 lagi perubahan yang pernahkan saya saksikan sepanjang pergaulan saya selama ini...almost 27yrs hidup di muka bumi Allah ini...

saya pernah berpendapat bahawa sesuatu perubahan tersebut terutama sekali perubahan yang sgt ekstrim yakni berubah dlm satu ketika yang amat singkat dan perubahan yang boleh dikatakan menyeluruh seringkali tidak bertahan lama....ermmmm benarkah????? atau saya sememangnya silap....

suatu ketika dulu saya mempunyai kenalan, ketika tinggal di hostel Perindu UiTM..kami memanggilnya Mr. Bean sebab dia mempunyai sense of humour yg sgt menarik....kemudian kami lost contact and terserempak semula...pada asalnya dia sorg perokok tegar...satu tak tahu la berapa karton rokok yg dihabiskan...hembus menghembus mcm kilang kelapa sawit mencemarkan alam....dan pertemuan semula kami tersebut amat megejutkan saya apabila dia maklumkan kepada saya bahawa dia telah berhenti merokok...saya kemudian bertanyakan kembali kepadanya kenapa....atau mengapa....dia kemudian mula lah bercerita dan...dia bangun suatu pagi dan dia taknak merokok dan hendak berhenti merokok...dan ia berlaku dlm sekelip mata....alhamdullillah dia berhenti merokok sehingga kini tanpa keinginan untuk merokok kembali....bagi para perokok sedarlah merokok itu haram....Islam melarang sesuatu yang memudaratkan diri dan merokok secara terang-terangan memudaratkan diri kita dan org disekeliling kita sedarlahhh.....

nyata pendapat yang saya anggap selama ini jelas adalah salah atau betul atau nobody knows....akan tetapi sekarang saya berpendapat bahawa semuanya terpulang kepada individu tersebut...

saya turut percaya manusia turut malalui beberapa fasa kehidupan yang turut menyumbang kepada perubahan di dalam diri insan tersebut...

manusia mempunyai dua senjata yang sgt hebat (bagi kita hamba Allah s.w.t) manusia dikurniakan dengan hati perasaan dan akal...terpulang yang mana satu dalam kawalan...akan tetapi kita hanya mampu berusaha dan berusaha segalanya ditentukan oleh Allah s.w.t.

kita amat kerdil berbanding kekuasaanNya....sama-samalah kita berubah kearah kebaikan dan berdoa semoga ia berkekalan InsyaAllah.....aminnn...

16 Random facts about me....

2009-02-05T12:46:00.005+08:00

I was tagged by our queen of blogs...hehehe Puan Marliza wife to our Tuan Daud......

so here goes ahaks.....which definitely mmg susah nak buat nie...tapi i'll try my best....

1. I gain weight that for sure....sama mcm u la Am..tapi i gain almost 6 kilo as now my weight dah cecah 72kg ahaks mission accomplished...now the hardest part is that to maintain that weight....

2. I ceased practised and joined service...now jadi org gomen....

3. Dalam proses untuk mendalami Ilmu Agama...*doakan yea kawan-kawan*...

4. Tak reti nak marah org...tak tau laa...now i like to avoid confrontation or anything alike...rather keep quiet, beristighfar dalam hati kalau nak marah....

5. I dont like to drive...malas dowh...*jadi penumpang besh bleh buat taik mata* wakakakka

6. So in love with swimming and outdoor activities....*which explain the injury that i suffers, i think i injured my ankle*...sakit woo jalan terhencut-hencut this past few days...nasib baik bukan gout hahahha....

7. I dont like ikan air tawar...*yikes* sorry bagi peminat ikan keli dan yang sewaktu dengannya...citarasa kita berbeza...i love ikan air masin (Ikan2 yg diperolehi dari laut) yang dipanggang dan dimasak steam....Yummmyyyyyy...sedap gilos....

8. I try to avoid pengampu, kaki ampu, mengampu dan yang sewatu dengannya...i juz dunno how to deal with them...the best thing i can do is juz t avoid them or even try not to be having conversation with them too much...

9. Suka menghias rumah hahaha...which is masih dalam progress...best kalau rumah bersih dan selesa...otak pun jadi tenang bila balik kerja, kalau umah macam tongkang nak karam adehh...nak balik umah pun tak semangat...now iam staying alone jadi senang laa nak decorate ikut suka aku...dulu susah cuz sharing so aku jadi sgt malas hahaha...

10. Suka bergayut kat telephone dgn my Mom and Dad hahaha...pagi tadi before kes bergayut almost 40Mins with my mom kat phone...hehehhe....seronok leh ngadu kat diorg....*anak mak gak aku nie rupanya*...but not only semua adik beradik mmg berpenyakit yang sama....adehhhh kaya la Celcom and Digi mcm nie...

11. Cepat kasihan bila melihat terutama org2 tua...adehhh susah gak perangai yg...biasa la hati mudah tersentuh...*wahh sensitif gak aku ni rupanya*.....dan sgt suka pada kucing which i really missed my cats *Rona and Roni* and also sgt suka memlihara Ikan sebagai pets..especially Arowana..*heheh sebab my favourite channel adalah Animal Planet, NGC dan Discovery Channel* hehehehhe..

12. I dont like too much attention...born not to be become attention seekers gamaknye yea...malu dowh....most of the time tries not to be under the spot light....but unfortunately its was drawn to me gak..ahaks...

13. Pemalu....adehh org ingat bukan pemalu...tapi actually iam...most of the time tu segan nak jumpe new people...sejak kerja and belajar di UiTM i change a lot...from introvert kepada a bit extrovert ...heeee...

14. Sgt suka berkaraoke...walaupun suaruku tahap buluh betung bunyinya...bila suara belh mencapai tahap *pecah panggung* yea *sigh*.......which it will never be hahahaha....

15. Sgt suka menonton *The Nanny*...i like her unique voice, slapstic jokes, sarcasm, facial expressions and spontaneity dalam sitcom tu....i dont know how many time dah tgk tapi tetap suka....its juz so funny...anyone know ada tak diorg produce dalam bentuk DVD...kalau ada please let me know...

16. Gila comic...pendekar laut which i'am the collector dari 1st series untul 144...which lepas tu aku dah tak follow....

...Alhamdulillah.....

2009-02-02T09:23:00.005+08:00

I juz came back from the Hospital...to release a Suspect who was remanded for a serious offence but he was only given approx about one week to live tho...

Ok this post is not about him but actually about the local people in sarawak and problem they face..i am also local..Aborigins to be exact...and iam proud of it ahaks....

Ok actually, the story began when i asked the police officers about the IC's and Birth Certs of the suspect, and but he began to tell me of the history of everything which mainly faced by the Iban's and Org Ulu in Sarawak....why they dont have those documents...

The story began when according to the traditions that especially in rural areas..their parents trying to prevent their children from migrating to the cities or leave home, especially their daughters because when they died they want their children especially daughters to cry and mourn for them (dont ask me why its their traditions)..the best way to prevent this from happening is not to registers their birth so that they wont be able to look for job or even to migrate to the cities....

Before this i thought it was only because ignorant or because the difficulties of going to the JPN because most of them live in a very remote area which can only be reach via boats...but actually there are more than that.....

Can we change this mindset????

i dont know...as locals it is a serius problems that we're facing...without IC and Birth Certs..u cant go to work, u cant go to Universities and u cant even registers ur child for a proper education...no development and no education...they wont be able to change...technologies develop everyday, people become more and more educated and advance and these people will be left behind...no doubt some of them do reach out and accepted the help and became successful but yet...still majority of them live a medieval life, and nomadic lifestyle....

Iam so grateful that my parents stress on the importance of education and want us to study hard to change our life....Alhamdulillah...

High School memories...

2009-01-30T08:24:00.003+08:00

What a funny feeling..

I was on my way to the office this morning i think at about 7ish...while i was driving then i saw a bunch of student...ermmm training or maybe its their Pendidikan Jasmani punye subject or they're preparing for their school sports day who knows kan...Jogging early in the morning and there are bunch of student far in front, i guess they are the fit type, then there are average type right in the middle and last but not least there this one student right at the back left far behind...with his teacher next to him on bike pushing him to ran and ran to catch with others....hahaha guess what i was like that before hahahha...

Iam not a runner and i can barely run long distance before....adehhh its juz make me smile...then my high school memories came flashing back to me....i was kind of a bit nerdy with no social life nor sense of humor...and not a high achiever as well....not even in the spotlight..average student with one or two friends in my list...barely hang out with them also...which i dont really remebers my school years...that was before the PMR exams laa...

Then sat for PMR got the result...yikes reality strike...mine was so average and the only friends that i have was then able to proceed their form four so do me...but they are accepted into science stream and i was left behind and proceeded to art stream....well biasa la bila masuk science normally all of them a smart student and all the spotlight was on them..

I was a bit depressed back then, when my friends started to ignore me and hang out with their smart bunch of frens...then i do make frens in the art stream but we're not that close....so i started to change...i spent most of the time studying and studying...barely hang out with anyone....sampai time SPM still was not in the spotlight at all, best student were predicted to either be one of the science stream students...but me being me i wanted to prove sumthing to them tho...we sat for SPM and i can't wait for the result...then finally...i got not all A's but at least i do have 8 of them and i beat all the smart one's and all the best student in the science streams...hahahaha....teachers were so surprise and so do my so-called friends before...but what saddened is that one of them even have the gut to approach and told me that if he were in the art stream he can do better than i am....huh...but what the hecks all are history....now...then i met my best friend now..whenever balik Mukah definitely we will hang out...

But everything turn 360 when iam in the University...i have a lot of frens...i really miss my life in UiTM tho...life was fun and i met whole new bunch of people who are less discriminative towards me...they even want to be my friends..they want to hang out with me, (p.s U know who u are)...definitely guys we need to have a reunion..

I want friends....sob sob sob......

2009-01-29T14:05:00.006+08:00

I really missed my friends...*sigh*...ayooo...nie la dia bila dah everyday lepak sorg2 and spending hours at home alone sambil mendengar radio n....

membaca buku cerita...tanpa television which i cant afford yet at the moment because tak dapat gaji lagi...*sigh* again....

I dont have any frens at all here..spent most of the time alone..people seems to be avoiding me or maybe iam anti-social....*sigh*....or maybe they juz afraid of..only god knows why...*sigh*...

p.s. This post will be about me mengeluh and mengeluh memanjang nie *sigh* again...

i went for a jog and swimming but still i didnt make any friends..i lost that skill maybe...i tried to become friendly but still...none..nobody....*sigh*...

I dont miss the light and the life in KL but i do missed my friends..being alone most of the time its killing me...back in kuching takpe la ada la jugak kawan but tak macam kat KL laa...i am so used of hanging out with frens and melepak with friends...now iam totally alone...*sigh*....

I used to so looking forward for weekend, but now no more..iam looking forward nak pergi ke office and travelling...cuz i dont like weekend..mesti bosan cuz iam alone at home...*sigh*...its juz so depressing...*sigh*....u guys might say that why not go and look for a girlfren and get married instead...well its still not a solution for me yet at the moment..when the right time comes will do so....*sigh*.....

Kan best kalau kawan2 bleh pilih kat katalog jer....waaaaa......sob sob sob.......

..so here goes...

2009-01-28T11:28:00.016+08:00

Wahida tagged me..so terpakse la buat hehehe ..here goes..:-

Rules: The rules are simple. Use Google Image to search the answers to the questions below. Then you must choose a picture in the first page of the results, and post it as your answer. After that tag 6 people.

I am

jovial and friendly person....hehehe

I really want to go to

InsyaAllah.......

My favourite place...whenever i went or go for holidays would be...jeng jeng....

My favourite thing is

I lost mine kene curi di airport....definitely need to save some money to get a new one...

and
My favourite drink is

Especially at Pegaga Stall Section 2 shah alam...should try it..best wooo....

My favourite food is

Sarawakian style laaa....baru besh....

My favourite colour is definitely

Green is the new in colour huhu.....pernah dulu every year baju raya kaler green hahahah....

I live in

Now Sri Aman Sarawak...Land of the Tidal Bore and Lagendary Bujang Senang...guarded by ferocious man eating crocs....

I was born in

Mukah Sarawak...Peace and Calm Coastal Town....with the longest coastline in sarawak...

I attended

SMK Three Rivers for secondary education....

and
My favourite story is

One of my favourite tho...banyak lagi hahaha.....

This is my hobby

Jungle Trekking...dah lama tak buat masa di KL..now back in sarawak sure will continue...banyak Taman Negara nearby for me to explore the beauty of nature.....

And I definitely wish for

Kerahmatan, keberkatan dan keampunan dari segala dosa dari Nya......Aminnn...

Whattt a long weekend.....

2009-01-28T08:55:00.003+08:00

its been a long weekend for me as well...as for everybody jugak...friday until tuesday phew....nothing much tho...

O yaa my family came over to sri aman during the weekend...soronok gile....but as i told them my home still empty lagi..unfurnished tho...no tv even...what a dull and quiet life without TV...*sigh*....can u imagine how magical that box is...it is kannn...it seems to be a must for each household to have one at least, even tho iam gonna spent most of the weeks travelling and end up tido kat hotel but yet i still need one...

My niece was so well grown up..she's is sooo talkative macam pakcik nya jugak...and oo yaaa another good news for my family...my second sister is also expecting...sooo nanti ada sorg lagi anak buah yeehaaa....hehehe all of us are so happy for her..so is my little niece she really wants a younger brother/sister...even though literally they will be cousin tho...hehehhe...

As for my house i do have few things in mind of how iam gonna decorate my place...i am juz gonna get a nice L shape sofa set..then TV, coffee table, dining table..and yeah a simple 4 piece bedroom set..well it gonna cost me alot then but what the heck...i do need those stuff anyway...but one at each time..kalau beli selepuk sekaligus..adehhh makin botak aku nanti....cant wait tho hahaha..now my house memang empty sgt...and iam dead bored without a TV and Astro hahaha...

Sri Aman is famous for its tidal bore phenomena, but until now i havent got a chance to see it..last sunday me, my father and my brother and sister in law waited for almost an hour for it....but arghhhhhh nothing happens...well only then i was told that..it wont happens everyday...only when the king tide reach 6.0m and above...A tidal bore is a tidal phenomenon in which the leading edge of the incoming tide forms a wave (or waves) of water that travel up a river or narrow bay against the direction of the current. The wave created will cause the water level rose i juz a split second...well walaupun Batang Lupar is were known for it ferocious man eating crocs..but some people thrill seekers doesnt seems to bother tho..they waited for the tidal bore everyday juz to surf or challenge the tidal wave...huh berani yang sungguh...iam impressed...hahahah...

Ok over the weekend i also got to know some weird details bout my family history as well...well i got to do something bout it tho..before its too late...*sigh*...i do feel the effect now but it wasnt that bad yet...the worse will come soon..but its still not too late tho....*sigh*...

thats all for now...Salam peeps...

Powerless……

2009-01-22T21:08:00.002+08:00

Have u ever felt powerless before..when your not in control of something...when the thing u want just slip between your fingers and the fact that u can't do anything to stop it..

I always envy at people who are in control of their life and their future. I do know some people whom able to do so *sigh* I wish I can do that oso...

How to solve this problem?????..became a control freak?????is that a solution or juz became bossy??????or is that a solution either…or am i the only one who face this problem...i dunno...the worst meltdown i had was in 2008, everything juz fell into pieces...i felt that i lost control of everything...my job, my life, financially and personal life as well...i lost my best friends and problem came on top of each other, like debris piling at each time tornado passes...worst than tsunami, faster than hurricane katrina and twisted everything at F5 level of tornado....the end result tadaaaa...everything fell apart...but being an optimist i was then given another chance to turn a new leaf (*ayat standard mitigation in sarawak hahaha*) and to start afresh...dont get me wrong iam wasn't running or deviating from my problem, i was just given another chance patching back the pieces..now masih di gear satu, nak masuk gear dua hehehehe.......i guess after a lot of challenges in 2008 i deserved a break kannnnn....

Heheheh melalut plak...adehhh..actually bukan ape guys...i've been staying in this hotel for 2 nite already...biasa laa kat Betong swak nie...hotel cikai jer....the inspiration to write about this topic bukan apa...

argghhhh aku tensen..hampehhhh tol, iam not in control of this situation at all...aku tak dapat control channel kat TV grrrrrrr....hotel murah so kaunter depan decide for us what channel kat astro yang diorg nak tgk, not me me me..aku tak dapat pegang remote...semalam diorg pasang star sport the whole night, then espn plak...chettt tgk tennis 24hrs nak muntah aku..paling tension smlm while i was watchcing "No Reservation" kat HBO they switch the channel...*dush* "&&%$*@**%@~".. nasib baik today i requested for HBO and Star Movies...hahahah...me being a control freak..bukan gile kuasa ok...iam juz trying to get control of my life hahahaha...its good for my psychology...

...wish uollsss a great long weekend peeps...happy CNY gong xi fa ca chai, xin yi xuai ler...to alll my chinese friends....and to ya all selamat bercuti dan jaga diri..to those whom going on long journey..berhati-hati this world ur frens and family still need to alive..not dead ok...tata....

Circuit seating...and mobile court

2009-01-22T14:34:00.004+08:00

Pheww...ive been on the road the whole weeks...well maybe iam new to this system but yet its a bit taxing tho...altho iam only covering four main areas compared to some other magistrates but yet its a bit tiring...but iam enjoying it tho....hahahha iam not complaining either...

Well the good thing about my job which i started to love so much is that, i got to wake up almost every morning at different places except for weekend laa...iam not static at one station, a bit mobile tho...oo ok another thing is that i was scheduled to go for a mobile court maybe sumtime in February...which iam really looking forward to...i was told that the journey by long boat to remote places in sarawak gonna be at least one our or more..its some sort of a community service for us as well...because the problem here in sarawak especially the remotes areas none or the number of people registered with the JPN are really low or not registered at all...majority of them are still holder of red or green IC...eventho they're locals but with no IC/ID nor birth certs..they are deprive of a lot of facilities offered to citizens...so there is where we came in...helps them to take oath and to register as citizen and no longer as PR....then there children can become citizens as well

well its opens my eyes to lots of problems faced by people...syukur dilahirkan di kawasan yg eventho its not that develop dulu...but the chances of going to school and proper education ada...Alhamdulillah...

Well i do miss my life in KL g karocks semua and shopping kat MV, KLCC, Pavilion and Curve...memang best...but i wanted a change and try new thing...emmmm yela kat sri aman nak shopping pun takdek..ada departmental store jer wakakakaka...selamat duit aku....

Yea CNY is tak lama lagi...and tomorrow my parent and siblings are coming over to sri aman..haha as i told them my house is empty..ada freezer, bumbung, dinding and pagar jer hahahhaha...welll tilam pun only for me...so mengangkut laa diorg esok..kui kui kui...TV pun takde tauuu...iam so left over with what happens in the world now...so forgive me if iam so left behind ok....tak lama lagi bila dah stable dan dapat gaji..definitely i will catch up with the world..as for nowmy mode of information hanya la internet...ok la kes nak start nak sambung hearing.....chow chin chowww.....

Daaaaa.....

....Sri Aman....

2009-01-15T20:19:00.002+08:00

here i am at last....

on9 from my hotel room di sri aman...and its raining kat luar, so i decided juz to lepak kat hotel...

O yaaa...it is a peaceful little town pun, sesuai dengan namanya..well this place was known as Simanggang before, it was the fortress bagi communist back in those days...ok enuf bout sme history lessons...still havent move into my house...so jadi nomads sekejap...well while i was chatting with a fren juz now whom used to live in sri aman...i bagitau laa the name of the hotel i stayed...she was like.."zul that an old one, it was oledi there 10yrs ago"...well i said...mane ada otel lain yg ok lagi dahh...yes it is old but quite comfy tho...but what surprise me more is that..jeng jeng diorg ada wifi OK....hotel kat KL pun banyak yg takde WIFI FREE tauuuuu....

Blue Wave the so called 5 stars tu pun ada WIFI yg amat mahal bayarannya...hampesss....surprisingly Sri Aman ada banyak wifi free here and there...hebats kann...it was a surprise to me as well...Sarawak is doveloping really rapidly nowadays...even in Miri pun i was informed that satu city ada Wifi free....impressed i am...KL pun tak lagi...kat Mukah pun banyak Wifi free...even the courts pun guna online systems yang amat canggih which i have yet got the pword and the ID..bila la aku nak dpt nie...adehhhh....

Yea benar Sri Aman takde Star Bucks, Takde Coffee Been, Takde Soping Komplek and so on and so fort..but yet me being nature lover...dapat rasakan iam gonna have a wonderful time here...banyak Taman Negara yang bakal ku redah and sungai bakal menjadi tempat aku memancing hahahaha....no more shopping spree hahaha...o yea tadi on the way back from Lubok Antu i saw a resort...Hilton Batang Ai Longhouse Resort....well ia bakal menjadi my fisrt destination for holiday here..i was told tempat tu facing batang ai hydro..makin laa aku looking forward to go there...bleh memancing hehehe....

Nanti akan banyak lagi posting bout me adventure here...yang nie baru permulaan hehehehe....

Chowwww.....

He lived to find beauty. He killed to possess it.

2009-01-14T08:48:00.003+08:00

Obsession can cause the unthinkable....(best plak tag line dia nie) hahahah

Perfume is set in the colourful backdrop of 18th century France centering on the life of an unfortunate boy, Jean Baptiste, born in the slums of a Paris fish market. Left for dead amongst rotting fish guts, he inhales the plethora of scents around him. He is rescued by some passers by and is subsequently placed in an orphanage. He is an odd child and a social outcast. Possibly as a result of his traumatic birth, he is blessed with outstanding olfactory senses: from early childhood he displays an uncanny ability for discerning the individual smells of everything around him. The twists and turns of his early life are one continuous tragic story. His quest is to learn the art of perfume making and, once taught, Jean Baptise desires to make the ultimate perfume. His skilfully crafted perfumes have the ability to provoke unexpected reactions in both the wearer and the recipient. During his apprenticeship, he discovers he has no personal smell and is initially devastated. On his journey to create olfactory perfection, he seeks alternative ingredients to his perfumes and, in doing so, leaves a grisly trail...(synopsis nie courtesy of abang Wiki)...

I was drawn to watch this move...yea yea memang laa movie nie dah lama..i think it was in 2006 or 2007..tapi baru tengok hahahha...i did saw the ads di Mid Valley before but the thought of watching it never came accross my mind...tapi i was drawn to watch masa tgh bosan tahap gaban dan doraemon...from one channel to another tapi this movie di channel 411 really caught my attention....

Best plak cite nie...better go and watch laa..cari DVD...

Hari penulisan karangan dalam bahasa melayu hehehhe....

ape yang sangat menarik berkenaan filem ini adalah garapan pengarah berkenaan jalan cerita...benar plot filem ini amat ringkas mudah untuk difahami...akan tetapi pengajaran disebalik filem ini amat mendalam...benar ia berkenaan pembunuhan, filem "thriller" akan tetapi apa yang amat menarik, dan lantas membuatkan saya ingin menulis berkenaan filem ini adalah seperti berikut....

1. Kesungguhan Jean Baptiste (watak utama) untuk belajar...

2. Fokus dan keazaman beliau untuk mendalami ilmu...

3. Sifat ingin tahu yang mendalam...

Ia membuat saya sangat tertarik dan amat berminat akan filem tersebut...saya terus terfikir bahawa....mengapa sesetangah individu sentiasa berkata bahawa..."otak aku dah tepu", "aku dah tak boleh terima ilmu" dan "dah tak larat nak belajar lagi"..mengapa?????????Bagi saya ia adalah kemalasan semata-mata...

Bagi saya, saya sentiasa cemburu (positif) akan sesiapa yang telah memiliki Ijazah Sarjana ataupun PHD...saya sangat teringin untuk melanjutkan pelajaran ke tahap Ijazah Sarjana dan PHD akan tetapi peluang masih belum ada..dan saya pasti akan...

Saya sentiasa berpendapat bahawa manusia dikurniakan dengan Otak yang amat indah ciptaanNya...kapasiti yang tidak terbatas, dan dilengkapi dengan pelbagai perisian yang maju dan mampu melangkaui kemampuan kita sendiri sekiranya dipraktikkan sepenuhnya..akan tetapi manusia turut penuh dengan alasan demi alasan...apa yang membataskan kemampuan kita adalah diri kita sendiri...kita membataskan diri kita dengan sentiasa memberikan alasan...kemudian ia menjadi kebiasaan, akhirnya kita menjadi sebati dengan keadaan tersebut...

Manusia tetap manusia, Allah tidak akan mengubah nasib kita sekiranya kita tidak berusaha untuk berubah...

di tahun 2009 ini bersama-samalah kita berubah kearah Positif dan tingkat produktiviti elakkan kontroversi..layaannnnnn/zasssss...hahahhaha mcm melodi plak..ape yang aku mengarut nie hahahaha....

my princess....

2009-01-11T19:21:00.010+08:00

This is my princess..the only budak-budak in my family.....this year she's started attending her pre-school...her name is Ell Ezra binti Tazrin...she's almost 4 years old this year...but look she does look older..taller than any of the kid her age....cucu abah...cuz she's really attached to my dad...

My dad told me she's so excited bout the idea of going to school..ye la cuz all this while she's surounded by adults takde rakan sebaya langsung, so now everytime she came back from school she's so happy dapat kawan ramai...her age hehehhe....

She went to the same pre-school i did before and surprisingly the same teacher who taught me and my sisters and brothers now taught her pulak...wahhhhh...the same generation went to the same pre-school...hahaha but she's not at all like us...she's soo briliant and she can sang lagu jepun and english as well (pengaruh kartun jepun di animax) adehhh...she can read plak tu...yela anak cikgu la katakan....

But we love her sooo muchhh....she's the princess of the family and she rules hahahaha....but thanks god the fact that she got all the spot lights, she's not spoiled at all...

like i told before she's nothing like us in the sense that...

1. not camera shy at all...

2. she's good with gadgets..(budak zaman sekarang kan)..

3. suka berposing maut...hehehe

4. very well mannered cuz when i was her age...sgt lasak hehehehe....and tak dengar cakap...

well we share the same gene but...she's half sabahan though...at times she so proud of it...hehehe being half sino dusun (kalau tak silap) and half melanau.....

Well whatever it is we all love her..

gambar perasan nak jadi model hehehhe....

but i do love this pics....she looks sooo cute an pretty kannnn...

Eventhough she's not that close with me, but what the heck...ive been away for so long...so now since iam back in sarawak...lots of catch up to do hehehee.....

Munajat Cinta....

2009-01-10T21:22:00.007+08:00

Munajat Cinta

The Rock feat. Ahmad Dani

Malam ini ku sendiri

Tak ada yang menemani

Seperti malam-malam

Yang sudah-sudah

Hati ini selalu sepi

Tak ada yang menghiasi

Seperti cinta ini

Yang s’lalu pupus

Tuhan kirimkanlah aku

Kekasih yang baik hati

Yang mencintai aku

Apa adanya…

Mawar ini semakin layu

Tak ada yang memiliki

Seperti aku ini

Semakin pupus

I was on my way back to kuching when i listened to this song by The Rock feat. Ahmad Dani kalau tak silap la or Dewa to be exact....

Well i've listened to it before but suddenly today, i felt like writing about it..i've known the existence of this song since early last year...well as far as i know its was not known by anyone yet back then....i got to know bout this song when it was dedicated to me by someone (hahahaha)....and i fell in love with this song til now...

The lyrics are very simple and brief kan yet thats the beauty of it..opens to thousand of interpretations....for me Indonesians artist sgt creative...eventhough this song can be classified as Pop Rock song and sang by a rock band but yet the element of dakwah was incorporated and arrange beautifuly and the lyrics as well....bukan nak puji Indonesians song writer, we do have in Malaysia as well tapi they are still learning...for example KRU laaa..they did composed song for Rabbani the fact that before this mereka grup rap kann....tetapi indonesian writer so far did that beatufilly...nidji and ungu also have some dakwah song and it is good as well....

bukanlah lagu cinta memnjangkan, mcm certain band...our soul and our ears need to be feed with this kind of song as well...knowing me heheeh bukan selalu sgt dengar lagu nasyid kontemporari nie....selalu hanyut dgn lagu-lagu lagha (eh betul ke nie hahaha)....

well for me dalam apa-jua keadaan situasi, kesusahan,kegembiraan, jodoh etc. etc kita sebagai hamba yang Maha Esa hendaklah..pasrah akan ketentuanNya...we can pray and work hard for it but yet the then end result is up to Him...

Aminnn semoga Allah s.a.w merahmati kita semua dan mengakhiri penderitaan rakyat-rakyat Palestine dan melaknati Israel yang durjana.....Aminnn....

its Friday...

2009-01-09T14:30:00.003+08:00

Yet its gonna be another long weekend for me tho...house hunting...adehh...

T0morrow i will be going to sri aman tho...need to look for a house..a small yet peaceful town...its about 2 and a half hour drive from kuching...the place where i might be residing for the next one year or so...biasa la keje gomen kene tendang sana sini tu biasa...so i have to got use to it as well..nomadic life...heheheh

Population mainly Iban, some malays as well...what surprise me the most is that , in sri aman they have almost all branches of banks, juz name it local or international..except for jeng jeng en. Harimau...all this while en. Harimau can be seen anywhere..surprisingly not in Sri Aman hahahaha....

Well wish me luck guys...harap2 dapat jumpe rumah yang walking distance je to the court..ya laa as of now i have yet to get myself a car...chinese new year nanti baru ada...for the time being kene menapak dulu huhu...

Chow Chin Chau....

Ergghhhh...tensen, tensen tensennya.....

2009-01-08T13:36:00.003+08:00

Aku tensen..aku tensen...arghhhhhhh

..this people really test my patient...nasib baik laa aku baru lagi kat sini....i was juz informed by my staff in sri aman today that quarters takde, ada baru hari ni nak bagitau...i had already told them almost a month ago untuk cuba settlekan my accomodation, tapi last minit baru nak bagitau....nasib baik aku tak tengking tadi...ape diaorg nak suruh aku merempat...huh...memang la banyak protokol tapi bende-bende ni seminggu dah boleh setel...tapi why nowwwww baru nak terhegeh-hegeh buat dan baru nak bagitau aku..kalau gomen nak bayau hotel untuk aku dok sekejap takpe aaaa, nie dapat claim tambang jer....hampeh tol...

Bukan ape, if takde quarters boleh je they inform me beberapa minggu yang lepas so that i can go to sri aman cari rumah sewa, bukanla last minute macam ni....i juz dunno la this people..they had given me a really bad impression of their work ethics....now aku dah takde umah and minggu depan dah kene pindah sri aman..kalau aku tak sibuk tanye buat follow up sampai ke sudah aku tak tau yang aku bakal tido tepi jalan....hampehhh betollll...laaaaa

Nak menyesal dah terlambat...huh..my saving dah la running low..bakal mengisytiharkan diri muflis buat sementara...masalah ni plak timbul...aiiii...kene sabar banyak-banyak ni...eeee mcm nak menengking org je tadiiii...aduhhhhhh....saja nak menyusahkan hidup aku di awal2 tahun baru nie....harap-harap tahun 2009 bukan lah tahun yang mencabar seperti tahun 2008.....aminnn

Hujan oh Hujan kenapa engkau turun.....:o(

2009-01-08T11:23:00.003+08:00

OMG, i read the weather forecast for sarawak in the website tadi...ermmm their forescast (so far seems to be true) that its gonna rain until sunday...adehhh i know hujan adalah rahmat tapi its comes together with a price la kan...baju ku tak kering, cannot go jogging and swimming, kasut ku sentiasa basah and selesema...achuuuummmm...(bersin dengan laungan yg kuat hhehe)...

Then takleh nak jogging...swimming pun takleh takut kene kilat cuz they only have outdoor swimming pool yg open air takde yg indoor...yea we being human...we loves to complains..hujan komplen...panas komplen..suam suam kuku komplen..dan bla bla bla....huhu...

Ermmm nak g gym tak tau katne...ada yg ckp kat Kementerian Belia dan Sukan ada gym..but i was told its really hot there cuz they dont have any aircond..yela public gym kan...here iam again complaining hahahha...

Well dah tu i need to keep myself fit...i havent work out for 2 days..badan dah sengal sengal nie...so hopefully petang kang tak hujan so i can go swimming...then malam g joging...yeahaaaa....

....mistakes....

2009-01-07T22:14:00.003+08:00

"Mistakes are a part of being human. Appreciate your mistakes for what they are: precious life lessons that can only be learned the hard way. Unless it's a fatal mistake, which, at least, others can learn from."-Al Franken

I came across this quotes while browsing thru the net..i love the part which he says that

"Mistakes are a part of being human..."

hehehe being a so called optimist i also drawn to the phrase which he says that

"appreciate your mistakes for what they are: precious life lessons lthat can only be learned the hard way.."

Its reminds me of a note written by a dear friend few days back in Facebook titled "delete, delete, delete...well crux of her notes which i can summarise here is that..she wish that we can delete the memories or mistakes that we made and can only recall the part of memories that we want...sedikit sebanyak ape yang aku paham la dari penulisan dia...wahai tuan punye note kalau aku tersilap paham sori ekkk....

Well thats her opinion...for me, i would not erase anything or any pengalaman yang aku tempuhi...for its make me a better person...well aku bukanlah perfect tapi i cherish every memories that i had and all the experience ive been thru....i do have a long list of mistakes that ive did before...some of it do kind of foolish so be it la kan...hehehe

But there are always room for apologies and rectification kan...i do admit that i did made some fatal mistakes before but well its all in the past...i would not opt to erase it if i could, i rather have the memories of that mistake to prevent me from repeating it again...being human we remembers bitter memories better kannn....

All in all we are still human...the most important thing is that we learn from our mistakes and jangan la buat the same mistakes again..kalau buat gak tu bebal namanye hahahahah...

(posting ini ditulis ketika aku tgh kebosanan tahap melampau and tak ada idea pun nak menulis tapi menulis gak...well forgive me kalau menggunakan bahasa rojak huahuahua...)

Chowwww....

...Dunia Baru....

2009-01-06T16:20:00.000+08:00

Macam tajuk cerita dunia baru akan tetapi ia adalah berbeza...drama tersebut mengisahkan berkenaan kehidupan remaja-remaja kolej yang agak menarik....telah diadaptasi menjadi Filem kemudiannya...

Akan tetapi posting ini bukanlah ulasan berkenaan drama atau filem dunia baru akan tetapi berkenaan pengalaman-pengalaman lepas...hehehe memandangkan teman-teman rapat saya mahupun kurang rapat pasti tahu saya telah bertukar-tukar kerja beberapa kali.....Posting ini adalah berkenaan kerja-kerja tersebut....sengaja saya memulakan penulisn blog ini dalam bahasa Melayu memandangkan telah agak lama saya tinggalkan penulisan karangan dalam bahasa Melayu...harap dimaafkan sekiranya terdapat tatabahasa mahupun nahu yang tersilap...

1. Tetuan K.C.Wan & Co.
2. Tetuan Harjinder & Associates
3. Tetuan Lim Kian Leong & Co.
4. Tetuan Md. Tajuddin & Co.
5. Kerajaan Negara Malaysia...

Well to be honest few of my frens did told me before that, "..zul ur resume gonna look bad...see u had job hopping all this while from one firm to another..." well i do agree some employees might think that its not worth hiring me but i have my own reasons to do so...

I had from the1st year of my practicing world involve in general litigation....when i was in KC Wan & Harjinder & Assoc most of the cases involves construction disputes, some family matters as well and personal disputes cases, corporate matter as well. I do get the hang of some criminal cases once in a while kan...i did some conveyancing matters...good to learn those stuff...but i feel that i need to learn more...so i resign...then i join Lim Kian Leong...

when i was in Lim Kian Leong..i was then exposed to new branch of law which is defamation, corporate dispute, LAD, Bankruptcy matters, even few high profiles case...which most of it i had never did before...but i was not in good terms with my boss so i stayed there only for a year...

I chose to relax for a while, take a short break..then i got a call from a dear fren of my...he said his father was looking for a litigation lawyer...well i said what the heck..iam unemployed anyway...the i joined Md. Tajuddin & Co..in...then again i got to learn new stuff..i dont have any basic in banking litigation works before, even worst my profiles was islamic finance...which i was an alien to it hahaha...but i wanted to learn, i want try it so i was accepted...learning sumthing which we donthave any basic or even knowledge at all was so much fun to me...everyday i eager to learn...and i did research on my own...text books, notes and even submissions by other lawyers and lawyer before me as well...apart from banking litigation i also did some LA application, accident matters and general litigation as well...

Moving from one firm to another for me..from my own experience is always something exciting which it is always a"Dunia Baru" for me..new people, new faces and new experience...well i did learn new stuff from each and every firm ive work with before...which for me its work i can demand more since i have more to offer...tapi thats my opinion laaa

Now tahun 2009...i entered a new world altogether...new place, new colleague, different job scope and totally different experience...me being me eager to learn..craving for more hehehhe....

Wish me luck...

To alll

2009-01-06T10:38:00.000+08:00

Me being an optimist..always kept in my mind that the best changes often start as a single, simple thought. I like to think big, and discover the ways to make my dreams real...

Well i guess you should do to...always be an optimist..

(tgh break kejap)....

....yay its a sunny day....

2009-01-06T08:41:00.000+08:00

...welll since ive move back to swak...woke up at 6.00 is my daily routine rite now...well being here its cerah already hehehe...so by the time iam ready to go to work its bright morning sunshine...today the weather was awesome...bright sunshine....hopefully tak ujan...everyday selalu gloomy....

I had my breaksfast with some senior officer this morning and was juz informed that the opening for Borneo Legal Year is coming soon...either on 16 or 19...this year the Legal Year opening will be held in KK Sabah...yeahaaaa...Sabah we're coming...but the bad news was that, i was supposed to report duty at my new station on the 15th...and my diary was cramped...but Legal Year is amust for all officer junior or senior..might have to adjourned all the trials and hearing huh...

Well what the heck..have to go anyway...tak pegi kang...kita nie mentimun org kat atas tu durian...kene lenyek...kapusss habis la I hehehhe....

hehehehhe

Palestine....

2009-01-05T21:15:00.000+08:00

.....war crimes...........

I might not be the right person to talk about this topic but juz to express my own opinion of the topic tho....

Its an unfair fight right from the very beginning....Machetes, stone and home made mortars against state to the art militaries equiptment, tank and fighter jets....for sure the Palestinians obviously overpowered by the Jewish (Israeli's)..

..Up until today thousands of Palestinians were killed by the Israeli's...but out powerful self proclaimed world police still condoned the act of this massacre....pelik sgt kalau mat salleh nie kalau anjing kene dera they will sent the person or the doer masuk jail...but its seems that the human life i.e Muslims are just not valuable at all...less than their pets...Palestinians are shot
like an animal but still nothing being done....

Women, senior citizen, children and men which are all civilians being shot and killed mercilessly by the israeli's...

What can we do..as a muslims we should help our brothers and sisters...

..my new babies....wahahahaha

2009-01-05T16:47:00.000+08:00

.....i adopt a kitten....wahahahaha

OMG ....seriously...myself cant believe it but its true....

I adopt 2 kittens i name it Rona andRoni hahahah....cute gile...so adorable....

I bought i nice cage for them, shampoo and foods as well which costs me alot...welll thats what it costs to ensure that they grow up healthy and cute...but really cute...jadi macam really tak sabar wanna go back home and feed them and play with the kittens...i will post their pictures soon...hehehe

my new job...

2009-01-05T16:33:00.000+08:00

well ermmm

at first i was a bit sceptical of this new "job" altho yeah it come with a lot of responsibility and power as well hehehe...

but now after almost a month..kind got a hang of it...but still when it comes to sentencing pheww ...i always asked myself "dude ur deciding on sumone future...think...think..think....

I always hope that i made a good decision tho...but well people have to pay for the mistake that they made and we try to...not to punish but to deter the same thing from happening again...that what i always bear in mind...

...new year...

2009-01-05T16:23:00.000+08:00

...my first posting ever...
never thought that iam gonna be one of the bloggers but what the heck...having an on9 diary is another new thing which to my mind...surely be something new to start a fresh new year...

....2008...

phewwww...what a challenging year ive been thru....lots of thing happens to me in 2008...lots of great, sad, heartbreaking, eye opening and sweet memories as well...

but here i am..i live and strive trhu it...well in another way its make me wiser in many kind of way:-

1. Friendships...
2. Job
3. Thinking
4. Maturity (i think so hik hik)

Well.. what can i say...i was given by Allah s.a.w a chance to start a fresh...got a new job...when the world economy was predicted to face an economic downturn..i chose to get a job tho...the pay is less than what i get before but the stability is there....well money is not everything..sadly almost everything is money....*sigh*.....

But being able to experience a different experience and new beginning in new year...was the best thing ever chould happens to and i wish no more but to make things rite this time....

Happy new year to my future readers if any hahaha...