Monday, February 22, 2010
love
how do you love someone unconditionally or perhaps to earn an unconditional love from someone...its remains mystery up until now...or it would come naturally without u realizing it.
Friday, January 8, 2010
new year resolution
Saban tahun melangkah sahaja ke tahun baru, the first thing people will wish you *HAPPY NEW YEAR* yeah of course takkan nak ucap selamat hari raya plak kan...hehehe...then they will ask what is your new year resolution...soalan wajib ok...my new year resolution hurm apekah...yea berikut adalah antara my neaw year resolution:1. Dispose as many cases as possible, to uphold justice InsyaAllah selagi termampu dan terdaya, human justice to be exact, pengadilan yang searif-arif nya hanyalah kuasa Allah dan Allah yang mampu memutuskan...tanggungjawab yang diamanahkan harap dapat dilaksanakan sebaik mungkin.

2. Nak dapat lesen motosikal *B* nak tunggang motosikal beso...heheh big bikes licence to be exact...which had been pending for a while, by this year need to get it done.

3. New laptop and an Ipod


4. Plasma TV hahaha...just to enhance my viewing pleasure hehehe

5. Nak beli landed property which i am still saving to pay the deposit..
6. Tukar rim keta kepada 17" or 18" rim hahaha plus some extra accesories..

8. hopes this will be a better InsyAllah...:)
Aminnn..
Friday, December 11, 2009
dulu-dulu....
if you were given chances to go back to any dates in the past would you ever change any of it...re-write the history again.....would you??????
at first i do want to go back to certain dates and erase and reverse anything that i can....re-write or edit my past....certain stuff i believe but what will happened then..i might do the said thing again in any blocks of my much written future.....it would be chaotic....everything happened for a reason, by making those mistakes in the past they very much part of the so called learning process and to improve yourself...
looking at the pictures when we're still student and very much lawyer wannabe hahaha....really have lots of sweet memories back then and let alone our stupidity and immaturity, which now i can i laugh at it....kiddies...but thats the sweetest thing of all, now all are grown up and having family on their own and became parents to the most cute and wonderful kids...
how time flies, soooo fast which i'am so afraid that i'am might be get left behind....pray for the best in life...
i wish i could became kids again live life to the fullest, less problems, simple life and care less about the world and the future....*sigh*....
Thursday, November 5, 2009
*sigh*...
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
life must go on....:p

what a week for me...its been a hard week and its getting worse when lots of thing to be dealt with in a very minimal time....
i was waiting for an answer from someone...its hard when hopes were given at the very beginning and yet you dont know where the relationship heading to...after weeks of waiting for the answer i cant wait for it anymore...after very much arguments at last a burden was lifted from my shoulder...i felt like a mountain was removed...feel free at last...at this age i'am not the person who like to beat around the bushes...
At last an ultimatum was given..remains as friends and life goes on...
People, never ever gave hopes if u think u cant fulfill it...at least i fell from the 2nd step of the ladder...not from the 14th floor so its just a spraint ankle...imagine if i fell from 14th floor...either iam dead or paralysed..cacat seumur hidup...hehehe...
well my second attempt and yet i failed...well what the heck..this is the end and i guess...i do not know what life have in store for me....we're crossing path at the wrong time in our life...most people would say "only if we met earlier"...well that's life...i cant change anything well the best i can do is just to wish them happiness in whatever...
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
arah tujuan...
sebenarnya aku serabut gak aku skrg...mmg aa semua ok tapi lahiriah, tapi kengkadang terpikir gak arah tujuan aku nie..kemana aku pergi dalam hidup nie...i always have things planned..tapi skrg aku rasa semua plan aku dah jadi tunggang langgang...dah diluar kawalan...bila nak kawen, then bila nak buat master lagi nak amik PHd lagi...pening gak kengkadang...aku nak semua tu tapi sempat ke...
aku takmo setakat pemegang izajah je...dah ramai skrg nie..aku nak lebih, bukan untuk menunjuk tapi untuk kepuasa diri...harap2 dapat...bila lah agaknye...plan nak kawin asyik kena postpon...mak ayah mmg tak tanye, tapi dah selalu dapat hint takkan tak paham2 kan..
tgk aa..aku kena plan lagi perjalanan hidup aku nie....memang laa semua ditentukan oleh Allah s.w.t tapi tak salah untuk kita merancang dan berusaha ke arah tersebut...InsyaAllah...
Monday, September 21, 2009
baby AlEiSyA
Saturday, September 5, 2009
La la la Kerjalah
La La La La La Laaa…
La La La La La Laaa…
La La La La La Laaa…
La La La La La Laaa…
La La La La La Laaa…
La Laaa… La Laaa…
oh.. Pening kepala
Memikirkan tak ada kerja
Tanam Anggur
Sijil.. diploma
Ah! Gantung didinding saja
Ooh! Lega rasanya
Jawat kerja pegawai pemasaran
Di Pertama
Rupa.. oh! Rupanya
Kerja am sajaaa!
La La La Laaa… La, hari-hari kerja!
La La La Laaa… Bosan dengan kerja, haha!
La La La Laaa… La, hidup harus kerja.. kerja!
La La La Laaa… La, hari-hari kerja!
La La La Laaa… Bosan dengan kerja, haha!
La La La Laaa… La, hidup harus kerja, kerja!
Ooh! Terpinga-pinga
Tak puas lagi beradu, mengantuk
Subuh hingga senja
Ah! Hari-hari sama saja
Ah! Nak bancuh kopi
Tapi gulanya tiada, minum saja
Kerja bagai nak gila
Ah! Tak juga kayaaa…..
La La La Laaa.. La, hari-hari kerja!
La La La Laaa.. Bosan dengan kerja, haha!
La La La Laaa.. La, hidup harus kerja.. kerja!
La La La Laaa.. La, hari-hari kerja!
La La La Laaa.. Bosan dengan kerja, haha!
La La La Laaa.. La, hidup harus kerja, kerja!
Gelisah, kugelisah
Mengenangkan masa depan
Kuharus kerja
Oh! Mesti kerja
Tiada apa yang percuma
Realiti tika tiada kerja
Oh! Papa kedanaaa!
La La La Laaa… La, hari-hari kerja!
La La La Laaa… Bosan dengan kerja… haha!
La La La Laaa… La, hidup harus kerja, kerja!
La La La Laaa… Hari-hari kerja!
La La La Laaa… Bosan dengan kerja, haha!
La La La Laaa… La, hidup harus kerja, kerja!
La La La Laaa La La..
La La La Laaa La La..
La La La Laa La La..
ermmm ok...lirik lagu kat atas takde laa tepat sgt ngan what happen skang nie...bukan ape tapi penat aaahhh kerja....been very busy this past few weeks and next week gak...before off for hari raya break akan travel for the whole week next week...adehhhh...
cabaran yang amat hebat bulan puasa ini bila kena travel and drive sendiri everywhere.....mmg sgt penat...tapi tu laa dah keja kannn...tak pergi circuit seating kang kes pending....tapi tu aa macam2 yang aku buat...semua mende and sibuk tu takyah cakap aaaa...atas meja tak penah clear...lepas satu, satu datang...memanjang ada mende nak kene buat...minggu depan ni plak ada ruling untuk beberapa kes kena buat...memang aa sonok dapat dispose byk kes...tapi tu aaa penat banget dehhh...dah laa lepas nie ape2 meeting takleh wat time opis hours, kena wat pas keje atau during the weekend... *sigh*....ikut je laaa....slogan skrg adalah...
*SAYA YANG MENURUT PERINTAH*
pening kann...there goes my weekend and lunch hours after this....tapi nak wat cane kita mentimun yang bagi arahan tu durian...dia gelek aku mampus hahah...habis kene lenyek....
but all in all aku suka keje nie..penat mmg penat...kalu dulu masa praktis jadi loyer bila nengok judges kat atas tu...mesti ingat senang nye keje diorg duduk and tak penat pun...tapi sebenarnya amat penat...sangattttt...bukan senang duduk and control je kat atas tu and semua ,mende nak kena tahu...then lawyer sorg2 appear depan kita, kita kat atas dok berjam2...bahu sakit, punggung sakit, leher sakit...hati sakit jiwa sakit..semua sakit...hahaha...
tak senang kannn...aku lagi aa selalunya kalu circuit seating....pergi mahkamah litar....pagi2 dah gerak...drive sendiri lak tu..then trus dengar kes sampai petang....mula2 hari tu demam gakk aa after 1st week, penat yang amat...tapi skrg dah ok aa...dah biasa...hahah..
ok aa dah ptg and waktu berbuka pun dah dekat...ok chow for now...signing off...Wednesday, August 19, 2009
stress...
any way to all my muslim friends "selamat berpuasa"...
Thursday, August 13, 2009
office politics..

i ve been there before, i live through one and wish not to go through another..penat dowh...bosan nak layan and malas nak face all the backstabbing and bad mouthing each others...any way hope that i will not be posted anywhere...i love where i am stationed rite now...huhu...
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
why whyyyy....
she was when the first time i met her a very sweet, bubbly and jovial person..she's very humorous and lovely, her smile can light up a room and her laugh will just cheer you up...she's perfect the way she is..but the person i met last night was mile away from who she used to be before...
she change a lot....she still smile but less, she still laugh but less and little jokes from her...all i can see was totally different person...she opens up and we talk about whats going on...its the stress of works and the office politics...which really take a toll on her...i really miss the "old" her who she used to be....funny, jovial and someone with millions of beautiful personality in her....i totally understand what she's goin through right now because i was there before but the most important don't let it get inside you, be in control....we really miss the person who you used to be.....
Monday, August 3, 2009
ekspedisi naik gunung...

ok target aku ngan my new friends adalah intuk menawan semua puncak gunung di borneo...dan permulaannya adalah hujung minggu nie..nak mula ngan gunung santubong...heh...macam larat kan..tapi takpe permulaan la katakan...so i am excited...dah lama tak wat outdoor activities nie...dah work out kat gym bagai nak rak...so wish me luck guys, with my new mission nie...
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
sape yang jahat skrg...
pernahkan kita tahu pasal keta kita kena curi, then org mereka peras ugut semata-mata nak dapatkan duit...tak pernah kann...
this is what happen at the border...untuk pengetahuan semua lubok antu di bahagian sri aman adalah terletak di border malaysia dan indon...kat situ takde pagar ataupun kaunter imigresen mcm kat padang besar ke, tebedu ke, atau brunei ke mahupun singapore...kat situ hanya ada batu penanda yang mengatakan border indon...kalau org tak tahu mmg terlajak sampai indon...
kat border tu jugak banyak hutan dan ladang kelapa sawit...kalau selalu org panggil JALAN TIKUS kann...ala lorong2 kecik tu...tapi kat situ bukan JALAN TIKUS..tapi layak dipanggil jalan gajah, ikan paus berenang pun lepas tau takkk...
enough with the rambling...ape yang berlaku sebenarnya adalah amat membuat kita menyampah dan sakit hati...ni kisah di sempadan lah...undang-undang mereka dan kita berbeza..meskipun di malaysia duit mmg memainkan peranan dan mempunyai kuasa yang agak besar tetapi ia masih dapat dibendung...meskipun rasuah atau money politics memang wujud kann...tapi kat sana duit adalah raja...
apa yang berlaku adalah kita diperlekehkan oleh jiran kita tersebut...kereta kita dicuri terus bawak masuk border...bila dah masuk indon polis kita takde kuasa...siap tayang dan susun cantik2 tuh..plet number malaysia yang paling tak tahan...polis kita pergi sana mintak kerjasama polis indon..tapi macam haram...buat tak layan..unless kalau bagi duit...bila buat kerjasama ngan polis indon masuklah gie indon kann....tu dia keta malaysia banyak giler...yang dilaporkan dicuri tak yah cakap aaaa...bersepah...tapi kalau tak bagi duit diorg akan buat dekk..je..macam sial kann...
kalau org ,indon kena pukul ke kena belasah ke kat malaysia, polis kita akan buat siasatan beria, bukak IP segala, siap dakwa kat mahkamah...kalau org kita kena kat sana, layanan macam harammm...kalau tak bagi duit kerja tak jalann..apa tak dapat gaji ke ape...mmg menyakitkan hati...
ada satu kes, org kita terlajak termasuk border diorg, terus kena tahan...tak bincang panjang..kalau nak lepas bayar duit dulu...baru boleh lepas...untuk makluman org indon berniaga di malaysia menggunakan border pass everyday...dan bukan semua yang ada border pass...tapi imigresen malaysia benarkan...sebab kita tahu mereka tak dok lama dan hanya mencari rezeki...siap kalau kkat pasar tamu kat lubok antu tu...60%-70% yang berniaga org indon....
satu lagi kes, sorg mamat ni..dia punya moto kena curik...berenti kejap nak makan kat border, kat dalam area malaysia aa nie...then letak moto kat luar kedai...datang mamat indon ni, tolak moto dia masuk border indon...maklumla kan takde pagar,jaraj 10-20 meter je..mamat nie tak sempat nak tahan, dah lepas kat indon...org indon tu mintak RM300 kalau nak moto dia balik...siap bargain lagi tuh...boleh ekk dah laa mencurik, pastu peras ugut..macam sial..
tapi semua nie kisah benar...nie hanya sikit...banyak lagik kisah2 yang membuat kita menyampah...setakat yang menipu nak jadi warganegara tu takyah cakap laa...memang macam haram...
kita memang bertuah menjadi warganegara Malaysia...memang laa kadang2 tu timbul ketidakpuasa hati ke ape ke...tapi toleransi sgt penting...org luar nak jadi warganegara tapi sesetangah warganegara nak porak peranda kan negara..apa kes kann...
ok setakat itu saja bebelan untuk hari ini...tapi perkara ini perlu dihentikan...sampai bila kita nak kena buli macam nie kan....diorg kat sana galak mengutuk kita..kita kat malaysia kutuk diorg pun tak...macam sial...
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
my second baby...si QBA7890
holiday...
then selepas gunung santubong punye trip i am planning to go to sematan area....i was told they have a really nice beaches....so cant wait...but setakat yang aku survey semua the resort and chalet are too expensivo...mahal nak mampus...need to save some money la kalu macam tuh....*sigh*...then lepas tu my journey into the wilderness again..Mobile Court....kali nie lagi jauh ke pedalaman for one week....seriously this the trip that i've been waiting for so far....5 hours journey vide 4WD and logging roads...what an adventure....equipped with my camera yeah man i am ready for it...lepas tuh relax kejap cuz dah bulan puasa...
orite after raya plak pergi Sabah bercuti with some friends..yang tu pun macam seronok gak cant wait for it as well....tu aa aku ni kalau cuti2 aku suka hehehe....ehh i did promise my dear friend nak pergi Perhentian tapi nampak macam tak sempat la this year...dont worry my dear friend definitely we will go next year...ok...
oo yaa nanti nak upload all the pictures that i took last weekend masa kat santubong...tapi tgh malas nak resize kan all the pictures....
Friday, July 24, 2009
new toys...yeah baby...

Thursday, July 9, 2009
Mobile Court

Me being an adrenaline junkie..i love challenge and wilderness and this trip was really an eye opener for me....i love environment and i love being part and blend with it even....the journey was even more gruelling cuz of the dry seasons...at some rapid i have to jump off the boat and push the boat just to get through the rapid..but it was such a fun experience...
Actually Ulu Lemanak was'nt that remote, according to scale its a P2 area (Pedalaman 2)....my next journey will be to the place classified as P3 which it will be a 5 hrs journey viA logging road and 3 hours journey by boats...
Being a so called self proclaimed environmentalist, the destruction caused by the logging activities almost get me into tears...the plight of the people affected by it as well..most of the jungle was destroyed and trees were cut down...let alone the dangers and effect cause by it...
according to the locals...most of them collects goods from the jungle and catch fishes in the river..they dont even bother before this to register and get themselves and ID or Birth Certificate because they dont really needs helps from the government....but due to logging and other commercial farming activities their livelihood had been affected tremendously....
less jungle means less goods can be collected...rivers are so murky less fishes to catch....less food and life became a challenge and survival was the only thing in their mind...move out from the jungle was the last thing on their mind...no education no certificate and whatsoever...they have nothing...they use to roam freely in the jungle live life with less problems and no technology and whatsoever but they love it and thats what they do best....but now everything gone...i wish i can do something to help them...the least i can do is that help them get registered obtained and ID and Birth Certificate so that they can get some helps from the government...
i wish that there are NGO's out there who can help to protect out jungle...i wish to join them land become an active member...
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Penangguhan kes dan sikap...
ada loyer yang tamak sgt, semua kes nak bolot....dah tu jadual pack mula lah nak menipu aku...mmg aku hangin..PO plak asyik saksi tak datang and IP kat SFC...aku hanya akan adjourn kes kalau aku pergi kursus...tu sahaja...setiap kali aku fix for trial aku akan anggap kes tersebut jalan...3 kali penangguhan Struck out @ DNAA @ proceed tanpa kehadiran lawyer....sound strict tapi thats my style...unnecessary delays menyusahkan banyak pihak and prejudice lots of parties...mmg dah jadi target aku for civil cases waiting period for trial paling lama 6 bulan after close of pleadings manakala for criminal cases paling lama 3 bulan untuk start trial dan close prosecution case at least pada bulan ke-enam...
So far berjaya, harap-harap semua target sampai...settle semua kes dalam tempoh 12 bulan dari tarikh pendaftaran...tak kuasa nak marah2 kalau tak jalan after banyak adjournment lawyer atau PO dah paham dah apa akan terjadi hahaha...
Pantang aku kalau kes sivil asyik cakap dokumen tak proses lagi kat Mahkamah...lawyer yang suka mislead aku mmg nahas....aku sentiasa sign and monitor pemprosesan dokumen atau permohonan yang difailkan setiap hari di mahkamah...paling lama dokumen itu hendaklah dihantar semula kepada org yang filing tu either on the same day atau hari ketiga...so lawyer2 yang selalu appear tu jgn nak menipu ok...i caught a few and hope they take it as a lesson...putar belit sampai nak shift the burden kepada mahkamah nak buat kerja diorg...jangan harap and dont ever think that i am stupid...
Mahkamah pun aku dah tukar style macam kat law firm hahahaha...aku terlalu suka dengan cara private firm bekerja and i can never get use to the attitude yang dulu aku suka kutuk and i don't wanna be....punctuality and service yang bagus ada kunci for success...people start to notice if i say 9.00am its 9.00am not 9.05am not 9.30am....kalau jemput saya pukul 10.00am i'll come at 10.00 kalau by 10.15am VIP tak sampai aku blah...stress memikirkan masa yang terbuang yang takkan dapat diulang...masa adalah komoditi yang tersangat berharga bila hilang you can never recover it back....every single minute untuk aku sgt berharga...
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Drifting away...
i tend to get carried away..i will always gave 150% on everything that i worked on..now i am preoccupied with my work and tend to neglect my family again...i did called them occasionally but yet its not enough...now since i am back home, i will try to get connected and become closer to my family again..but from time to time i hope they understand my position..with an over demanding boss and my family to please...cant get tougher than this...where is then my social and personal life...might have to throw it into a bucket or lock it far away at the moment..*sigh*...
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
saja...
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