dulu-dulu....

lately its seems to be trend or something especially in the FB where most of *yesterdays* pictures were uploaded and its seems that we're back to the future once again....

if you were given chances to go back to any dates in the past would you ever change any of it...re-write the history again.....would you??????

at first i do want to go back to certain dates and erase and reverse anything that i can....re-write or edit my past....certain stuff i believe but what will happened then..i might do the said thing again in any blocks of my much written future.....it would be chaotic....everything happened for a reason, by making those mistakes in the past they very much part of the so called learning process and to improve yourself...

looking at the pictures when we're still student and very much lawyer wannabe hahaha....really have lots of sweet memories back then and let alone our stupidity and immaturity, which now i can i laugh at it....kiddies...but thats the sweetest thing of all, now all are grown up and having family on their own and became parents to the most cute and wonderful kids...

how time flies, soooo fast which i'am so afraid that i'am might be get left behind....pray for the best in life...

i wish i could became kids again live life to the fullest, less problems, simple life and care less about the world and the future....*sigh*....

*sigh*...

*ermmm.....terasa penat yang amat..jadual sgt padat...perlu habiskan kes sebelum end of year...iam not a robot but iam pushing my self to the limit......iam tired cant wait to take a long break by the end of the year...christmas and until year end....nak bawak my parent holidaying and visiting family di sana sini...*..

life must go on....:p

what a week for me...its been a hard week and its getting worse when lots of thing to be dealt with in a very minimal time....

i was waiting for an answer from someone...its hard when hopes were given at the very beginning and yet you dont know where the relationship heading to...after weeks of waiting for the answer i cant wait for it anymore...after very much arguments at last a burden was lifted from my shoulder...i felt like a mountain was removed...feel free at last...at this age i'am not the person who like to beat around the bushes...

At last an ultimatum was given..remains as friends and life goes on...

People, never ever gave hopes if u think u cant fulfill it...at least i fell from the 2nd step of the ladder...not from the 14th floor so its just a spraint ankle...imagine if i fell from 14th floor...either iam dead or paralysed..cacat seumur hidup...hehehe...

well my second attempt and yet i failed...well what the heck..this is the end and i guess...i do not know what life have in store for me....we're crossing path at the wrong time in our life...most people would say "only if we met earlier"...well that's life...i cant change anything well the best i can do is just to wish them happiness in whatever...

arah tujuan...

dah lama tol aku tak apdate blog nie....kali nie aku malas nak guna proper ayat...just ayat simple untuk post yang ni...

sebenarnya aku serabut gak aku skrg...mmg aa semua ok tapi lahiriah, tapi kengkadang terpikir gak arah tujuan aku nie..kemana aku pergi dalam hidup nie...i always have things planned..tapi skrg aku rasa semua plan aku dah jadi tunggang langgang...dah diluar kawalan...bila nak kawen, then bila nak buat master lagi nak amik PHd lagi...pening gak kengkadang...aku nak semua tu tapi sempat ke...

aku takmo setakat pemegang izajah je...dah ramai skrg nie..aku nak lebih, bukan untuk menunjuk tapi untuk kepuasa diri...harap2 dapat...bila lah agaknye...plan nak kawin asyik kena postpon...mak ayah mmg tak tanye, tapi dah selalu dapat hint takkan tak paham2 kan..

tgk aa..aku kena plan lagi perjalanan hidup aku nie....memang laa semua ditentukan oleh Allah s.w.t tapi tak salah untuk kita merancang dan berusaha ke arah tersebut...InsyaAllah...

baby AlEiSyA

the latest addition tothe family...Aleisya.. born on the 11.09.09....exactly at 12.00am....she's so adorable....

La la la Kerjalah

La La La La La Laaa…
La La La La La Laaa…
La La La La La Laaa…
La La La La La Laaa…
La La La La La Laaa…
La Laaa… La Laaa…

oh.. Pening kepala
Memikirkan tak ada kerja
Tanam Anggur
Sijil.. diploma
Ah! Gantung didinding saja

Ooh! Lega rasanya
Jawat kerja pegawai pemasaran
Di Pertama
Rupa.. oh! Rupanya
Kerja am sajaaa!

La La La Laaa… La, hari-hari kerja!
La La La Laaa… Bosan dengan kerja, haha!
La La La Laaa… La, hidup harus kerja.. kerja!
La La La Laaa… La, hari-hari kerja!
La La La Laaa… Bosan dengan kerja, haha!
La La La Laaa… La, hidup harus kerja, kerja!

Ooh! Terpinga-pinga
Tak puas lagi beradu, mengantuk
Subuh hingga senja
Ah! Hari-hari sama saja

Ah! Nak bancuh kopi
Tapi gulanya tiada, minum saja
Kerja bagai nak gila
Ah! Tak juga kayaaa…..

La La La Laaa.. La, hari-hari kerja!
La La La Laaa.. Bosan dengan kerja, haha!
La La La Laaa.. La, hidup harus kerja.. kerja!
La La La Laaa.. La, hari-hari kerja!
La La La Laaa.. Bosan dengan kerja, haha!
La La La Laaa.. La, hidup harus kerja, kerja!

Gelisah, kugelisah
Mengenangkan masa depan
Kuharus kerja
Oh! Mesti kerja
Tiada apa yang percuma
Realiti tika tiada kerja
Oh! Papa kedanaaa!

La La La Laaa… La, hari-hari kerja!
La La La Laaa… Bosan dengan kerja… haha!
La La La Laaa… La, hidup harus kerja, kerja!
La La La Laaa… Hari-hari kerja!
La La La Laaa… Bosan dengan kerja, haha!
La La La Laaa… La, hidup harus kerja, kerja!

La La La Laaa La La..
La La La Laaa La La..
La La La Laa La La..

ermmm ok...lirik lagu kat atas takde laa tepat sgt ngan what happen skang nie...bukan ape tapi penat aaahhh kerja....been very busy this past few weeks and next week gak...before off for hari raya break akan travel for the whole week next week...adehhhh...

cabaran yang amat hebat bulan puasa ini bila kena travel and drive sendiri everywhere.....mmg sgt penat...tapi tu laa dah keja kannn...tak pergi circuit seating kang kes pending....tapi tu aa macam2 yang aku buat...semua mende and sibuk tu takyah cakap aaaa...atas meja tak penah clear...lepas satu, satu datang...memanjang ada mende nak kene buat...minggu depan ni plak ada ruling untuk beberapa kes kena buat...memang aa sonok dapat dispose byk kes...tapi tu aaa penat banget dehhh...dah laa lepas nie ape2 meeting takleh wat time opis hours, kena wat pas keje atau during the weekend... *sigh*....ikut je laaa....slogan skrg adalah...

*SAYA YANG MENURUT PERINTAH*

pening kann...there goes my weekend and lunch hours after this....tapi nak wat cane kita mentimun yang bagi arahan tu durian...dia gelek aku mampus hahah...habis kene lenyek....

but all in all aku suka keje nie..penat mmg penat...kalu dulu masa praktis jadi loyer bila nengok judges kat atas tu...mesti ingat senang nye keje diorg duduk and tak penat pun...tapi sebenarnya amat penat...sangattttt...bukan senang duduk and control je kat atas tu and semua ,mende nak kena tahu...then lawyer sorg2 appear depan kita, kita kat atas dok berjam2...bahu sakit, punggung sakit, leher sakit...hati sakit jiwa sakit..semua sakit...hahaha...

tak senang kannn...aku lagi aa selalunya kalu circuit seating....pergi mahkamah litar....pagi2 dah gerak...drive sendiri lak tu..then trus dengar kes sampai petang....mula2 hari tu demam gakk aa after 1st week, penat yang amat...tapi skrg dah ok aa...dah biasa...hahah..

ok aa dah ptg and waktu berbuka pun dah dekat...ok chow for now...signing off...

stress...

OMG i really missed my home and my bed and clean water for bath and so on and so fort....OMG....how terrible its make me feel actually..when your stripped off all the luxuries and comfort that you took for granted everyday...now after 4 days of without all those luxuries i really missed...the worst was today when we dont have any clean water for bath even to brush lour teeths...the heavy rain caused the river to be very murky and very dirty....i have to wait for several hours just to take a bath and brush my teeth...i can survive without electricity but without water "clean" water to be exact, i dont know how many hours i can last...

Tomorrow gonna be my second last day of this mobile court visit, and to my surprise i cant wait for it to end...huhu...sounds very spoiled aite...i found it very hard to endure this situation because i am still down with fever....hari nie ok sket...dah kurang....the worst was last sunday and monday....my body temp was sky rocking....nasib baik demam dah kebah...i cant wait for fasting month and berpuasa di rumah...yippeeee...

any way to all my muslim friends "selamat berpuasa"...

office politics..

i am so happy i was posted at a small station..i hate office politics..all the fighting backstabbing and masam muka towards each others and tak bertegur...how to work in such an environment...maybe sometime i sound naive but yet..i like to have positive impression towards others..i always presume that everyhting is ok and wonderful...but the fact that memang macam hampeh...semua sebab office politics and sikap berpuak-puak...semua ada favourite boss memasing...penat laa ini macam...ayo yo...

i ve been there before, i live through one and wish not to go through another..penat dowh...bosan nak layan and malas nak face all the backstabbing and bad mouthing each others...any way hope that i will not be posted anywhere...i love where i am stationed rite now...huhu...

why whyyyy....

last night i went for a dinner with a friend of mine...she's in the same line as i am but with more extra workloads...i haven't seen her for quite sometime, ermm i think for almost 5 months and we're in the same batch when we joined service...

she was when the first time i met her a very sweet, bubbly and jovial person..she's very humorous and lovely, her smile can light up a room and her laugh will just cheer you up...she's perfect the way she is..but the person i met last night was mile away from who she used to be before...

she change a lot....she still smile but less, she still laugh but less and little jokes from her...all i can see was totally different person...she opens up and we talk about whats going on...its the stress of works and the office politics...which really take a toll on her...i really miss the "old" her who she used to be....funny, jovial and someone with millions of beautiful personality in her....i totally understand what she's goin through right now because i was there before but the most important don't let it get inside you, be in control....we really miss the person who you used to be.....

ekspedisi naik gunung...

ok target aku ngan my new friends adalah intuk menawan semua puncak gunung di borneo...dan permulaannya adalah hujung minggu nie..nak mula ngan gunung santubong...heh...macam larat kan..tapi takpe permulaan la katakan...so i am excited...dah lama tak wat outdoor activities nie...dah work out kat gym bagai nak rak...so wish me luck guys, with my new mission nie...

sape yang jahat skrg...

this is a true story yang berlaku di sempadan malaysia and indon...di lubok antu punya area bahagian sri aman...what happens is that, ia melibatkan isu undang2 antarabangsa dan integriti tahap profesionalisme penguatkuasa undang-undang kedua-dua buah negara...kita asyik disogokkan dengan cerita pendatang tanpa izin keluar masuk malaysia, amah indon kena dera yada yada yada....

pernahkan kita tahu pasal keta kita kena curi, then org mereka peras ugut semata-mata nak dapatkan duit...tak pernah kann...

this is what happen at the border...untuk pengetahuan semua lubok antu di bahagian sri aman adalah terletak di border malaysia dan indon...kat situ takde pagar ataupun kaunter imigresen mcm kat padang besar ke, tebedu ke, atau brunei ke mahupun singapore...kat situ hanya ada batu penanda yang mengatakan border indon...kalau org tak tahu mmg terlajak sampai indon...

kat border tu jugak banyak hutan dan ladang kelapa sawit...kalau selalu org panggil JALAN TIKUS kann...ala lorong2 kecik tu...tapi kat situ bukan JALAN TIKUS..tapi layak dipanggil jalan gajah, ikan paus berenang pun lepas tau takkk...

enough with the rambling...ape yang berlaku sebenarnya adalah amat membuat kita menyampah dan sakit hati...ni kisah di sempadan lah...undang-undang mereka dan kita berbeza..meskipun di malaysia duit mmg memainkan peranan dan mempunyai kuasa yang agak besar tetapi ia masih dapat dibendung...meskipun rasuah atau money politics memang wujud kann...tapi kat sana duit adalah raja...

apa yang berlaku adalah kita diperlekehkan oleh jiran kita tersebut...kereta kita dicuri terus bawak masuk border...bila dah masuk indon polis kita takde kuasa...siap tayang dan susun cantik2 tuh..plet number malaysia yang paling tak tahan...polis kita pergi sana mintak kerjasama polis indon..tapi macam haram...buat tak layan..unless kalau bagi duit...bila buat kerjasama ngan polis indon masuklah gie indon kann....tu dia keta malaysia banyak giler...yang dilaporkan dicuri tak yah cakap aaaa...bersepah...tapi kalau tak bagi duit diorg akan buat dekk..je..macam sial kann...

kalau org ,indon kena pukul ke kena belasah ke kat malaysia, polis kita akan buat siasatan beria, bukak IP segala, siap dakwa kat mahkamah...kalau org kita kena kat sana, layanan macam harammm...kalau tak bagi duit kerja tak jalann..apa tak dapat gaji ke ape...mmg menyakitkan hati...

ada satu kes, org kita terlajak termasuk border diorg, terus kena tahan...tak bincang panjang..kalau nak lepas bayar duit dulu...baru boleh lepas...untuk makluman org indon berniaga di malaysia menggunakan border pass everyday...dan bukan semua yang ada border pass...tapi imigresen malaysia benarkan...sebab kita tahu mereka tak dok lama dan hanya mencari rezeki...siap kalau kkat pasar tamu kat lubok antu tu...60%-70% yang berniaga org indon....

satu lagi kes, sorg mamat ni..dia punya moto kena curik...berenti kejap nak makan kat border, kat dalam area malaysia aa nie...then letak moto kat luar kedai...datang mamat indon ni, tolak moto dia masuk border indon...maklumla kan takde pagar,jaraj 10-20 meter je..mamat nie tak sempat nak tahan, dah lepas kat indon...org indon tu mintak RM300 kalau nak moto dia balik...siap bargain lagi tuh...boleh ekk dah laa mencurik, pastu peras ugut..macam sial..

tapi semua nie kisah benar...nie hanya sikit...banyak lagik kisah2 yang membuat kita menyampah...setakat yang menipu nak jadi warganegara tu takyah cakap laa...memang macam haram...

kita memang bertuah menjadi warganegara Malaysia...memang laa kadang2 tu timbul ketidakpuasa hati ke ape ke...tapi toleransi sgt penting...org luar nak jadi warganegara tapi sesetangah warganegara nak porak peranda kan negara..apa kes kann...

ok setakat itu saja bebelan untuk hari ini...tapi perkara ini perlu dihentikan...sampai bila kita nak kena buli macam nie kan....diorg kat sana galak mengutuk kita..kita kat malaysia kutuk diorg pun tak...macam sial...

my second baby...si QBA7890

locally manufactured car....but i like the number baru je pilih...QBA7890...jap lagi nak pergi jumpa...

holiday...

tak sabar plak aku rasa, next week nak g panjat gunung santubong...yeah this is very spontaneous plan, that i have planned with my newly known friends...all of them are teachers except for me hahaha...yet we have the same wavelenght ok la kan...kira compatible la bleh lepak skali...

then selepas gunung santubong punye trip i am planning to go to sematan area....i was told they have a really nice beaches....so cant wait...but setakat yang aku survey semua the resort and chalet are too expensivo...mahal nak mampus...need to save some money la kalu macam tuh....*sigh*...then lepas tu my journey into the wilderness again..Mobile Court....kali nie lagi jauh ke pedalaman for one week....seriously this the trip that i've been waiting for so far....5 hours journey vide 4WD and logging roads...what an adventure....equipped with my camera yeah man i am ready for it...lepas tuh relax kejap cuz dah bulan puasa...

orite after raya plak pergi Sabah bercuti with some friends..yang tu pun macam seronok gak cant wait for it as well....tu aa aku ni kalau cuti2 aku suka hehehe....ehh i did promise my dear friend nak pergi Perhentian tapi nampak macam tak sempat la this year...dont worry my dear friend definitely we will go next year...ok...

oo yaa nanti nak upload all the pictures that i took last weekend masa kat santubong...tapi tgh malas nak resize kan all the pictures....

new toys...yeah baby...

dah lama tak update this online diary..erkkk yea been busy with stuff...cant wait for my new car and yes yesterday i bought a new camera..Nikon D70 only laa (tu saja termampu)...i was so excited, i am learning to use it function the whole night long....walla here i am look like a zombie...hahaha..i know its nothing compared to some more advance camera with who knows what function they have, but its enuf for me tho...

biasa when u got new toy, excitement will rush at the first time..lama2 nanti tak la dah..hua hua...but i always wanted that camera cuz i love taking pictures...lots of beautiful things and scenery to capture with my journey and stuff...worth the price that i paid for this new baby of mine tho...well, soon i will post some of the pictures that i took with that new baby of mine...starting with my short weekend escapades this week which is tomorrow...hehehe and my expedition up mount santubong next month...hell yeah...new stuff new challenge and new experience awaits....roger and out...

Mobile Court

i went for my mobile court visit from 28.07.2009 until 03.07.2009....my destination was Ulu Lemanak and Nanga Kesit...Ulu Lemanak can only be reach via 2hrs boat ride and nanga kesit can be reach by road...

Me being an adrenaline junkie..i love challenge and wilderness and this trip was really an eye opener for me....i love environment and i love being part and blend with it even....the journey was even more gruelling cuz of the dry seasons...at some rapid i have to jump off the boat and push the boat just to get through the rapid..but it was such a fun experience...

Actually Ulu Lemanak was'nt that remote, according to scale its a P2 area (Pedalaman 2)....my next journey will be to the place classified as P3 which it will be a 5 hrs journey viA logging road and 3 hours journey by boats...

Being a so called self proclaimed environmentalist, the destruction caused by the logging activities almost get me into tears...the plight of the people affected by it as well..most of the jungle was destroyed and trees were cut down...let alone the dangers and effect cause by it...

according to the locals...most of them collects goods from the jungle and catch fishes in the river..they dont even bother before this to register and get themselves and ID or Birth Certificate because they dont really needs helps from the government....but due to logging and other commercial farming activities their livelihood had been affected tremendously....

less jungle means less goods can be collected...rivers are so murky less fishes to catch....less food and life became a challenge and survival was the only thing in their mind...move out from the jungle was the last thing on their mind...no education no certificate and whatsoever...they have nothing...they use to roam freely in the jungle live life with less problems and no technology and whatsoever but they love it and thats what they do best....but now everything gone...i wish i can do something to help them...the least i can do is that help them get registered obtained and ID and Birth Certificate so that they can get some helps from the government...

i wish that there are NGO's out there who can help to protect out jungle...i wish to join them land become an active member...

"SELAMATKANLAH HUTAN KITA"

Penangguhan kes dan sikap...

Dah beberapa bulan aku keje nie aku tak paham kenapa selama nie org asyik ckp mahkamah suka adjourn kes...so far apa yang aku nampak loyer ngan PO yang suka adjourn kes...

ada loyer yang tamak sgt, semua kes nak bolot....dah tu jadual pack mula lah nak menipu aku...mmg aku hangin..PO plak asyik saksi tak datang and IP kat SFC...aku hanya akan adjourn kes kalau aku pergi kursus...tu sahaja...setiap kali aku fix for trial aku akan anggap kes tersebut jalan...3 kali penangguhan Struck out @ DNAA @ proceed tanpa kehadiran lawyer....sound strict tapi thats my style...unnecessary delays menyusahkan banyak pihak and prejudice lots of parties...mmg dah jadi target aku for civil cases waiting period for trial paling lama 6 bulan after close of pleadings manakala for criminal cases paling lama 3 bulan untuk start trial dan close prosecution case at least pada bulan ke-enam...

So far berjaya, harap-harap semua target sampai...settle semua kes dalam tempoh 12 bulan dari tarikh pendaftaran...tak kuasa nak marah2 kalau tak jalan after banyak adjournment lawyer atau PO dah paham dah apa akan terjadi hahaha...

Pantang aku kalau kes sivil asyik cakap dokumen tak proses lagi kat Mahkamah...lawyer yang suka mislead aku mmg nahas....aku sentiasa sign and monitor pemprosesan dokumen atau permohonan yang difailkan setiap hari di mahkamah...paling lama dokumen itu hendaklah dihantar semula kepada org yang filing tu either on the same day atau hari ketiga...so lawyer2 yang selalu appear tu jgn nak menipu ok...i caught a few and hope they take it as a lesson...putar belit sampai nak shift the burden kepada mahkamah nak buat kerja diorg...jangan harap and dont ever think that i am stupid...

Mahkamah pun aku dah tukar style macam kat law firm hahahaha...aku terlalu suka dengan cara private firm bekerja and i can never get use to the attitude yang dulu aku suka kutuk and i don't wanna be....punctuality and service yang bagus ada kunci for success...people start to notice if i say 9.00am its 9.00am not 9.05am not 9.30am....kalau jemput saya pukul 10.00am i'll come at 10.00 kalau by 10.15am VIP tak sampai aku blah...stress memikirkan masa yang terbuang yang takkan dapat diulang...masa adalah komoditi yang tersangat berharga bila hilang you can never recover it back....every single minute untuk aku sgt berharga...

Drifting away...

work work and work everything and anything is all about work...i got a phone call from my sister and it was like a smack on the head...a call which suddenly make me realize i've been working too hard..sacrificing everything for work and drifting away even almost got drifted further away from my family...

i tend to get carried away..i will always gave 150% on everything that i worked on..now i am preoccupied with my work and tend to neglect my family again...i did called them occasionally but yet its not enough...now since i am back home, i will try to get connected and become closer to my family again..but from time to time i hope they understand my position..with an over demanding boss and my family to please...cant get tougher than this...where is then my social and personal life...might have to throw it into a bucket or lock it far away at the moment..*sigh*...

saja...

i felt it been ages since the last post that i wrote...takde mende pun sebenarnya...iam writing for the sake of updating...

the idea came but when i switch on the laptop...*poof*...hilang..hampeh tol...so menulis je la ape yang terlintas kat kepala nie..

1. Attachment student..

one UM student was attached to my court for 3 weeks...mcm biasa laa budak attachment pun aku buat mcm budak chambering...i want to make sure that he knows the procedures and also basic ethics as a lawyer, legal/judicial officer and so on and so fort..

kesian budak tu kena org yang banyak ckp mcm aku..kadang-kadang i can see the blur and clueless expression kat muka dia...tapi bak kata azwan ali kann "ada aku kesah" hahaha...

i am just doing my job which is to teach him..at least bits of the practical side of being a lawyer or as a judicial/legal officer...being attached to court doesnt mean that u learn nak buat filing atau system kat mahkamah...semua tu mengarut..i want him to know a bit about

procedures (civil/criminal) and also laws and rules, masa trial tgk what sort of question to be asked and not to be asked, how to evaluate and also evaluate your evidence, those things laaa...when and how to apply it...hope he thinks his lucky or he might think otherwise..hahaha

i hope that he will learnt something...

2. Statistics = pro's and con's

as much like courts in peninsular malaysia...officers in Sabah and Sarawak are under tremendous pressure to perform and being force to their limits...cry for the cases to be disposed within the shortest time available does have the pro's and con's...what about the so called "justice"...focused being so much on the statistics and disposal of cases...but the fact the main reasons for the existence of the courts itself being left behind and push aside...like i said there are pro's and con's to the madness...figure out urself..

i pity my staff sangat..sometime i have to kacau their holiday just to complete the data on the statistics..minggu lepas one day before gawai i have to ask my staff to dtg office just to complete the statistics requested by our bossess...just make me feel really bad...

*sigh*..

3. New place...

Soon i'll be moving in to a new federal quarters...yayyyy...takyah bayar sewa rumah...safer i guess...cant wait...but still i'll be staying alone macam biasa...fully furnished lagik...i am still waiting for the furnitures to be fit in...*yeayy*...

4. Gym

OMG i just couldnt stop goin...i think iam addicted...some muscle did appears hahaha...six pack ermmmmm lambat lagi aaa tapi shape dah ada...yeayyyy...hahaha...i never did weight training before so its a new thing for me...normally i will focus on cardio exercise...now weight training seems to be a fun and addictive thing to do..i've been doin weight training for 2 months now and already i can feel the difference...hahaha...cool...

new experience..

ermm dah lama betul tak update ruangan maya nie...oraite nothing much happens in my life lately except work and work and work.....broke up and end up being single again...yet i tried to max all my time with work trying hard to deviate my feelings from thinking of the sad ending..

the fact that i dont have anyone to pur my heart to whenever i angry or clouded with problems...yet the fact of being alone again really freaks me off...ermm guess i meant to be alone kut...now focus and focus thats the main thing..work comes first since i am alone in sri aman..my family are hundred of KM away...

but me being me, since i was little i dont really share any of my problems with anyone..especially personal problems..i am a sceptic its hard for me to trust someone in a split second it even took year for me to do so...certain problem which is not that personal for me i might share it but only to certain people tho...

enuf about that, last tuesday i was appointed as the chairman of the Federal Building board for Sri Aman division...another responsibility which i have to handle in the midst of other thousand of other thing to be finished and done...despite having a very demanding bossess which dont tolerate incompetencies...yet i was given another out of work repsonsibility...*sigh*...first thing first clean all the mess created..sigh...baik aku jadi cleaner macam..mana2 aku pergi asyik nak clean after someone else's mess je ni...*sigh* again...

my first thought ever of being a magistrate and joint as a civil servant....more time to myself and more time to take of my health and my family as well...and yet i spent most of the time in the office but better than before i guess...

being the youngest among most of senior civil servant..urghh it is challenging...they keep stressing the fact that they are more senior...and ur not...but please listen if its wrong and still wrong...i am here to correct whats wrong...well yes you have 10 or 20 years experience of doing the said thing, but bear in mind the law keep changing and developing...and your experience based on something which is wrong from the very beginning and do you expect that i will keep quiet about it...hell no...if you wanna drag lme into puddle of shit hell i wont, i dont want to drag into legal mess later on...

yet all of this are new experience for me...slogan keramat *BUAT KERJA* hahahaha...

teruskanlah....

this song was aired at the right moment and at the right time last saturday....reflects juz how i felt...

Pernahkah kau bicara

Tapi tak di dengar

Tak di anggap Sama sekali..

Pernahkan kau tak salah

Tapi disalahkan

Tak di beri Kesempatan

Reff :

Kuhidup dengan siapa

Ku tak tau kau siapa

Kau kekasihku tapi

Orang lain bagiku

Kau dengan dirimu saja

Kau dengan duniamu saja

Teruskan lah..

Teruskan lah

Kau begitu

Kau tak butuh diriku

Aku patung bagimu

Cinta buta Kebutuhan mu

Back to reff.

Hoo.. Hooo

Kau dengan dirimu saja

Kau dengan duniamu saja

Teruskan lah..

Teruskan lah

Kau.. kau begitu

to whom it may concern if you still read my blog...wish u all the best and may this separate ways that we chose was the best for both of us...

R.A.H.M.A.N - PELIK TAPI BENAR

Semua tahu bukan Tunku Abdul Rahman adalah Prime Minister pertama malaysia and our bapa kemerdekaan laa...aku tak tau la either u guys tahu atau tak..iwas told by my staff kat sini bahawa cikgu sejarah diorg dahulu penah berkata bahawa nama our first prime minister iaitu setiap abjad i.e R, A, H, M, A, N itu adalah nama2 prime minister yang bakal memerintah Malaysia...

Creepy but its true laa...ni dia...

R - Rahman (1st Prime Minister)

A - Abdul Razak (2nd Prime Minister)

H - Hussein Onn (3rd Prime Minister)

M -Mahathir (4th Prime Minister)

A - Abdullah (5th Prime Minister)

N - Najib (6th Prime Minister)

Yang coincidence ke atau betuL, aku pun tak tahu..but actually aku pun tak tahu sebelum nie hih hik...kalau korang dah tau nampak nya masa kelas sejarah dulu aku tertidur kut hahaha...

anyway thats the fact..and so far semua nama-nama itulah our prime ministers..

Macam-macam....

Hehehe bunyi tajuk nie mcm poyo kann..hahah tapi itulah sebenarnya apa yang sejang saya lakukan skrg...nak harap YB erm no comment laa...so nak tak nak saya kene buat sendiri laaa...sebenarnya posting ini adalah untuk saya meluahkan rasa ketidakpuasan hati dan karenah birokrasi di dalam jabatan-jabatan kerajaan...

kisah dia bermula semenjak saya pergi gym ni lahh...gym nie khas untuk kakitangan kerajaan dan turut untuk kegunaan orang ramai...maka saya pun pergilah, turut dimaklumkan bahawa terdapat jugak laa gym-gym yang lain yang berbayar but still untuk saya gym-gym yang lain tu sangat murah dan masih mampu untuk saya pergi jugak laaa...akan tetapi suasana di gym ni sangat seronok sebab semua orang sangat peramah dan bertegur sapa antara satu sama lain...

Ok, suasana mmg bes laa tapi apa yang menyedihkan adalah peralatan dan kemudahan lain di gym ini sangat kurang dan tidak di selia dengan sebaik mungkin....ermmmm PELIKKKKKK??????????

setahu saya kami bayar setiap hari untuk masuk walau pun RM1 seorang tidak cukupkah...setiap hari purata pengunjung adalah seramai 15-20 orang....ok takpa kemudian kerajaan turut memberi peruntukan untuk penyeliaan dan penjagaan peralatan....ermmm lagi pelik...kemanakah wang-wang tersebut?????????????

Ok disebabkan sifat ingin tahu yang amat mendalam saya pun menjadi *joyah* menyibuk sana-sini, korek punya korek, gali punya gali macam-macam cerita yang keluar..hanky panky sana sini....ni la bila dah lama sama buat kerja tak berfaedah orang-orang ini akan ingat semua orang tak tahu dan tak ada orang ambil peduli la...skrg saya masih dalam proses menyiasat dan membuat panggilan kesana sini...

Ingatlah pegawai-pegawai yang terlibat, kita nie kakitangan awam..kita bekerja dan berbakti setiap hari untuk orang awam..pasai apa kita nak khianat orang awam...sepandai-pandai tupai melompat akan jatuh kedalam lubang tahi jugak...ada paham...

kalau peruntukan disalurkan, salurkanlah kepada piak2 yang berhak...bukan takde orang guna kemudahan tersebut, ada ramai lagi....tapi mereka tak berani nak bersuara...bila orang kepoh macam aku ni guna of course aku akan bertanya dan terfikir...KENAPA DAN MENGAPA...sekarang baru la sibuk, risau dan tak tidur lena....takpa kita tunggu dan lihat...wahahahahahaha (gelak jahat)....

here, there and everywhere.....

Jong's Crocodile Farm....

beautiful white crocs...

This is what they claimed to be the skull of the mighty Bujang Senang...ermm which i doubt...according to the locals its still roam freely in Batang Lupar River...


Waterfront di Kuching...

ini lah kesan "kesangapan melampau"....aku pun merayau dan melepak di waterfront seorang diri..ahaks...

Damai Beach...my room view....cantik kannnn

My Precious kittens....

Jadi jaga bergaji kan makanan....suka melepak depan pintu....

New addition to my canine family...Oogey...persian+tabby.....i love his marble pattern...cute kann...

My gal....my cute persian...Gracie

Gracie and Me...

Gracie tengah mengada-ngada...chettt



Fishing at Batang Ai Dam...

ni gambar from my hp, other pics will be posted later malas nak donlod lagik hahaha..leceh cuz have to resize....

so calm and serene...airnya MasyaAllah sgt jernih we can see the fishies swimming kat dalam....

view from where i sat and habiskan buku cerita....

Kononnya memancing wakakaka......

the side of the dam yang jadi my fishing port for the day...

My Brother trying his fishing skills which end up dapat Ikan Kaloi je yang banyak....

ni je lah keje aku...wakakakka....

best sgt this place very peaceful...i will definitely arrange another trip soon which i will charter a boat...SERIOUS FISHING.....ni main2 je...test power hahahaha....

Cats..saja letak gamba diorg...hehehehe

Oogey punye gamba paspot...nak hanto g indon...jadi buruh...mata sepet...hahaha


My Cats day out...rare privilege for them...hahaha

Gracie saw something...i dont know what...laaa


Sleepy head.....chett tido ini macam kaa kuching....

Oogey and Fat Louie...

jaga pintu...macam reflection pun ada....

crossing paths...

"hey thats my way, noooo its mine...move ur big *&%*"

Owh its thursday and tomorrow is a public holiday "Good Friday"....me and my brother planned a get away trip...which we plan to go fishing at "Batang Ai" dam....well what the heck i have nothing to do anyway...its can be considered a long weekend and fast forward to next week...OMG its an extremely hectic week i'll be on travelling from Monday to Friday...

Ok back to the topic....being in a small town we bump into very familiar face everyday, same person same people and yet we went to the same departmental store and pharmacy even clinics hahaha...well being a "M*&^%#$E my scope of work allows me to meet lots of people on daily basis and its the most challenging when u live in a very small town and covering few places which is a small town as well...

Gosh just imagine yesterday i bump into an accused at the same coffee shop and he smile at me....its like a "hint" urghhh...the uneasyness streams into my blood and the whole organ of my body felt the uncomfinesss.....but thats the challenges that we have to face on daily basis...

Oooo yeaaa another case quite interesting i guess which clashes between two powerful family in my court....both of them have the strongest connection with some big politician in "Sarawak" lagi tuh....my court will become a circus if it was their case...the whole Rumah Panjang and their supporter as well as family members will come....i have to call for Traffic Police and more Police Officer juz to prevent chaos....well people can get emotional easily right...both of the family are not in talking terms at the moment...

Thats life is...we might cross into each other path once in a while...i never imagine in my freakiest imagination that iam gonna cross into many people path...and i even help in colouring it...semua dengan izin Allah s.w.t....

And that how we met (sesiapa yang baca post ini) we cross each other path and we become friends...hehehe and may it last forever...

Manusia-manusia

ilham untuk menulis topik nie tiba setelah ber "chit chatting" kat YM with my friend...she reminds me of an email yang i received years back...tapi aku dah lupa laa bila cuz dah delete...but vaguely i still remember the content of it...sebab its funny but yet thats the reality and its bite...hahahha..serba sedikit yang aku ingat laaa..its a comparison senang cerita laaa...some modification made...tapi roughly idea dia mcm tu laaaa....mesej yang nak disampaikan:-

1. Kalau orang cantik/hensem buat silap...

Orang akan berkata nasib baik dia cun/hensem takpe takpe lain kali jangan buat lagi k..

2. Kalau orang kurang cantik/hodoh buat silap..

Oraang akan berkata dah la huduh bodoh plak tu, dah dah pergi jauh2 hampehhh tolll...

3. Kalau orang cantik/hensem tersadung dan jatuh..

Kesiannya...jatuh terduduk masih cun..kesian dia meh tolong dia mehhh...

4.Kalau orang kurang cantik/hodoh tersadung dan jatuh..

wakakaka padan muka, mata letak kat lutut ape...berangan cantik la tuu...

5. Kalau orang cantik/hensem mintak tolong..*contoh kat kaunter laaa*

org kat kaunter akan ternganga jap cantiknya/hensemnyaaa...kemudian dengan penuh senyuman akan membantu walaupun lama...

6. Kalau orang kurang cantik/hodoh mintak tolong "contoh sama di kaunter laaa*

hampeh dia nie ke datang kat kaunter aku ke...aduhh lama lagi ker....kalau buleh tunduk tak tgk org tu pun...

Cukup2 laa tu aku pun pening dah....tapi roughly mcm tu laa reality manusia, siapa kita nak judge org tu hodoh ke cantik ke...semua tu ciptaan Allah kann...kita sama mcm menghina ciptaanNya...

Tapi mmg double standard ti berlaku di mana2....nak nak kalau kita ni nobody...memang teruk laa kita jadi mangsa...i experienced it since dari sekolah until now...but yet i survive...tapi untuk menukar pemikiran dan mentaliti sebegini memang payah dan *mission immpossible*... lain la kalau duit kita berkepuk kat dalam poket seratus keturunan pun makan tak habis...only then org akan pandang kita dengan sepulug bijik mata wakakakaka...

MANUSIA MANUSIA...

exhausted and tired...

This past few weeks had been the most challenging weeks for me and the most hectic as i may recall...

meetings, conference and circuit seating without miss nor fail...from one state to another, from district to another and from one court to another...i was deprive of my sleep especially during the conference....more and more statistics and number of disposal of cases of cases in my courts and so on and so fort...we call stresstistic as well hahaha

we as judicial officers to be specific in Sarawak were expected to disposed more cases than our counterparts in Peninsular, time frame given for waiting period for disposal of each and every cases given are shorter..for Civil and Criminal case waiting period are only within 6-9 months...

More and more circular are circulating and direction to be followed...iam not whining nor complaining...i love my job hehehe...most of the time i juz cant wait to go back to the office and do what i was supposed to do...

well more pressure for us but yes thats life is...unless you are your own boss..then the pressure are only on yourself...

as for now iam still enjoying and and hoprefully for the years to come...InsyaAllah...

this also shows that we do practice what we preach which is "BUAT KERJA" hehehe

as government servant we are efficient.....

Manusia yang wajib dipanggil "BINATANG"

As i was browsing thru the channel kat Astro, so macam biasa laa my favourite channel of course the "Animal Planet" and "Nat Geo"...and i trus mcm melekat nak tgk this one documentary i can't remember what the title of it tapi its about the plight of women kat Pakistan, penah disiarkan dulu i cant remember when but i do remember watching it before...

Pakistan as we all know its a Muslim country and the fact that this happens in Muslim Country saddened me even more...memang i heartbroken trus cuz the degree of treatment to women in Pakistan sangat teruk, women are treated the same level as goat to be exact...not as human but as an object possessed by men...this is superbly male dominated society...the worse fact is that they practice "HONOUR KILLING" which they said it is allowed in Islam...iam no scholar in Islam but i know Islam are all against violence let alone killing another human being...

Women are burnt to death, dipukul, battenend to death, cut their throat anything...tortured to the extreme even their body is beyond recognizable...sangat menyedihkan..i almost cried bila tgk their suffering...but yet money menjadi instrument yang sgt hebat and powerful...most of the victim are from poor family, the doer will definitely bribe the family of the victim either not to report the said crime or to withdraw the report lodge by the family of the victim...

One case yang mendapat perhatian dan membuka mata dunia adalah case of a lady named "Zahida" she was a beautiful lady married to a man and she have 2 sons kalau tak silap...her husband accused her of adultery and yet he have no proof actually, when the incident happens Zahida was pregnant and yet without mercy her husband:-

a. Cut her nose,

b. Cut her ear,

c. Hang her upside down and beat her without mercy, and she broke her ribs,

d. both her eyes pun dicungkil oleh her husband...

Luckily she was not miscarriage....just of being accused without evidence, she was sentence without trial and the punishment given are beyond our own imagination..juz imagine betapa menderita and the pain she suffered...she report the said incident and after naik turun bas 4 kali tukar bas pulak tu and after couple of years this is like one in a million success strory where the husband was found guilty and he was then sentence to 15 years imprisonment....but yet when they interviewed the husband, he shows no remorse nor guilt but instead seems to be proud of what he had done and because of honour of doing it...when i saw the face of the husband dengan kopiah dan janggut yang panjang, the only i can see is that he is an animal rather than human being....

Even the government themselves didn't do anything to restraint or to catch the culprit....cuba bayangkan there was one case where the women was raped, she lodge a report and yet she failed to prove the said crime she was can be sentenced either to an imprisonment for at least 15 yrs or death sentence for adultery....cube bayangkan she is the victim and yet she is the one who have to face the gallow...logik akal kah itu....and yet religion dijadikan reason behind all the killings...they even says that sangat susah untuk mencari suami atau lelaki yang tidak penah membunuh daripada yang pernah membunuh wanita di Pakistan...is it true...its seems to happens in every household if that so...sungguh menjelikkan...

The problems occur due to poverty and also illiteracy...disebabkan ramai sgt yang illiterate, they start to intertprate the Holly Qur'an on their own...for sure the interpretation by these illiterate people menyongsang dan menjadi amalan salah akan tetapi tetap di ikut oleh semua org...sebab itulah Islam menggalakkan umatnya untuk menuntut ilmu biar sampai ke negara China supaya tak menjadi macam nie....

They do have activist who try to protect the victims but yet the activist pun ramai yang diugut untuk even dibunuh and their kids will be raped and kill and so on and so fort..pelik sgt why do their government did not try to curb this practice...is it about funding ke???? well the whole world know that Pakistan is one of the few country equipped with Nuclear Plants...i think they prefer to channel all the funding untuk military srength rather than try to solve their domestic problems within the country itself...

The fact that disgust me the most is that, mengapa Agama sering dijadikan alasan untuk mengahalalkan sesuatu perbuatan yang salah, yang terang-terangan against the teaching of Islam...

Tapi u guys should watch the documentary ia sangat membuka mata dan minda kita...dan untuk menghargai apa yang ada di sekeliling kita, keamanan yang kita kecapi dan harus kita pertahankan....for all the ladies out there bersyukur lah anda dilahirkan di bumi bertuah ini, yang mengamalkan prinsip keadilan dan saksama tanpa mengira jantina..

..tapi bagi saya personally when it come sale kat shopping mall kaum lelaki amat dianaktirikan dan diskriminasi yang jelas amat berlaku...barang untuk perempuan murah giler dowh tapi baju untuk lelaki ciput jer...sale pun sikit...pompuan 70% ada ke patut lelaki 20% je, dahla jarang2 sale plak tu, ape diorg ingat lelaki nie tak pakai baju ke ape...hehehehe....

Post kepada to whom it may concern....saja nak lepas gerammm..tak habis habis nak kacau idup aku....

relentless people...

this kind of people they will stop at nothing to achieve their target or to get what they want...pelik kan tapi this type of people with this traits do exist...ive came across ramai org mcm nie...mostly are lauyers laaaa, they do it softly or harshly....

Ok post nie bukan nak mengutuk lauyers or whatsoever, aku dulu pun lauyer gaks....nie pasal bekas kawan2 lama aku yang bukan dari uni laaa....which they use to claim that they are my best buddy, mcm2 buddy laa senang cite...ok cite dia mcm drama sket tapi aku mcm malas nak re-cap so aku trus jump into the conclusion cuz aku rasa mende tu dah setel.aku dah lupa pun and aku slalu treat them nicely....

But then ia menjadi masalah lagik bila diorg nie rupe nye masih mengumpat and "relentlessly"trying to not directly mengganggu hidupku but indirectly..they wrote kat wall FB sesame diorg or wrote a note commenting about hal2 yang lampau dan cube menyalahkan saya as one of the culprit yang menyebabkan perpecahan di dalam gengsi tersebut...aku malas nak layan...but from time to time again and again they still kept doing it...

Aduhh masa aku kat KL dulu aku tegur, aku buat baik ngan diorg, tapi apa aku dapat muka masam, hangin dan marah kat aku..aku kene serang beramai2 DUA KALI di PELITA hahaha...SEKALI PELITA SUBANG sekali lagi PELITA BANGSAR...suwey betul RESTORAN PELITA buatku...hahahha but to think about it again time tu mmg la malu, tapi skrg aku tergelak sorg bila teringat hal tuh...bila aku borak ngan kawan2 yang penah serang aku tu ktorg pun nak tergelak malu dowh perangai cambudak down sindrom hahahha...ktorg ok jer makin rapat...tapi yang pelik org yang tak terlibat tu yang terover acting..adehhh aku konpius..aku kene serang ke atau diorg yang kene serang...

...tapi aku ok jer hahaha...buat muka tebal..aku baik jer ngan org2 yang galak bersuara itu...dan memandangkan kami kawan2 lama kami sanggup mengkaji permasalahan tersebut dan berdamai...tindakan tersebut membuat kan kami lebih mengenali nilai dan erti persahabatan...menguatkan lagi persahabatan antara kami...sekarang persahabatan tersebut ok jer macam biasa..malah lebih rapat dari dahulu...thats how for frienship survive...friendship yang sangat kuat dan mampun menghadapi berbagai dugaan....

tapi untuk sekumpulan manusia ini..aku tak paham laaaa.....diorg macam cuba untuk menjadi sahabat dan berlakon innocent tapi penuh kepura-puraan....canang sana sini yang diorg sahabat terbaik, tapi kenapa berperangai macam org kena rasuk...sindir sana sindir sini....mende kecik jadikan masalah besau..betul-betul macam kena sampuk pun ada..dah dah laa tuuu...kalau betul korg nak berbaik dan berdamai...as i believe what u guys said u all miss the friendship that we have before, kenapa skrg baru sedar...korg tak penah try nak berbaik atau berdamai...aku tegur korg buat muke macam taik..macam aku teruk sangat...walhal kesilapan aku cuma yang aku ingat korg marah sgt sebab aku g tengok kelip-kelip kat kuala selangor tanpa korg...then u guys treat me as if aku dah buat salah besar and mengkhianati geng plak tu....come on laaaa.....grow up..semua dah tua2 bangka...tak payah berperangai macam budak2 sekolah rendah..KL kuala selangor tu sekentut jer dah sampai...bak kata org dulu sebatang rokok jer jarak perjalanan dia...tgk yang korg nak marah sgt kat aku pasal tu nape...nie aku dah tak jadi geng korg pergi la tgk kelip2 tu puas2 bawak balik umah letak dalam bilik korg..kalau tak pun pegi dok kat kuala selangor tu terus habih cite...macam budak sekolah rendah marah merajuk sebab tak bawak g tgk kelip2...macam la aku kat KL dulu ada keta nak bawak korg g sana...korg yang ada keta..kalau korg g tgk aku tak kesah pun...then aku ajak korg g teman aku lak ape susah....pelik pelik org2 tua nie...semua dah sesuai jadi calon mak bapak..tapi aku tak tau la subur ke tak hehehhe.....

...bagi si batu api yang takde kerja asyik menyabung org...ingat kami nie bukan ayam sabung, kami nie manusia..sebelum ko bertobat ingat dulu ko dah mintak maaf lom kat org2 yang ko laga-lagkan tu...dah dah la tu...bibir tu dah makin tebal dah tuuu asyik melaga org....dulu konon org panggil klon sape chris brown...hahahah...udah udah la yer...tak yah nak pretend yang you are sooo innocent and ala2 umat yang paling solehhh gtewwwww innocent la katakan.....

untuk ada yang sedar diri and, saling memaafkan dan ikhlas dalam bersahat amatlah penting and thats how friendship grew stronger...bukan dengan tanpa henti menyindir dan mengutuk org lain dibelakang...pelik sungguh....pelik bin ajaib binti weird ak freak..setelah lebih setahun perkara tersebut terjadi aku ingat dah habis rupanya makin menjadi2 adehhhh...diorg nie mmg relentless enemy....laaaa

What to do..buat sajalah...

wish that there were 8 days in a week and 25hrs in day...i believe one extra day and one extra hour per day would be enuf but yet human being human if we were given such a luxury surely we would asked for more and more and more...nothing cxan satisfy humans...heheh

Bukan ape..tiba-tiba this week and for the next two weeks iam gonna be bz, extremely bz so baru la rasa macam nak all those extra hours and days hahaha....i super bz sampai dah lama tak apdet blog nie..time tak bz malas llak nak apdet tapi bila time bz mengada-ngada nak apdet hahaha.

i havent got the time to post pics yang aku balik kampung hari tu pun...then now tengah demam pilihanraya since batang ai tu dekat ngan sri aman so the demam pun terasa sampai sri aman...all the police getting busier day by day and and from what i heard most of the hotels pun dah fully booked, paty leaders pun dah mula nak datang since lots of invitation dah sampai on my desk...lots of it more to campaign laa...bagi bantuan tu lah bagi bantuan ni lahh....as for being one of the government servant and head of department iam left with less choice with hidden rules which kalau ikutkan aku malas nak g this kind of program but what to do being in a very small community and semua department knows of ur existence...kenalah tunjuk muka....

So yesterday ada invites, later tonite pun ada and malam esok pun ada invites...

ok court dah ready nak kene berkhidmat kepada bangsa dan negara....wahaha POYO siut...

Balik kampung trip....bes sangat......

Last weekend which started on friday for laa....i went balik kampung....approx about 6 hrs journey laa kononnya....cuz the distance ia about 350-400km laa sri aman-mukah...but the road condition paham-paham la kann...thats why it took almost 6 hrs journey..

So i started my journey at about 12.20 friday noon....skip friday prayer jdi musafir jap....then i drove alone back to mukah which the road biasa la lubang sana sini 2 ways federal road sri aman to sibu is about 250-270km plus and another 170plus km from sibu to mukah...

The journey to my first stop sibu was ok eventho its rains heavily but i reach sibu at about 3.45 and some quick shopping beli ape yang patut at four i embark on my way back to mukah....hell began...aduhhhhhh...the jalan sgt teruk to the extend i can only reach max speed of 20km per hour....the first half was ok bile tinggal baki another 86km OMG 20km per hour juz imagine i spent almost 2 hours for 86km...jalan berlubang ada yang sebesar keta kancil and some roads sangat teruk jalan berturap semua pecah and sangat bahaya untuk dilalui...cuz of the cosntructions works and lombong arang batu serta estate kelapa sawit...lethal combinatin of all the giants trucks telah menghancurkan the only main ground roads to Mukah...adehhh harap-harap dibaiki dengan segera....

The road are actually under construction and they are building a new road which they estimate untuk siap in 2010...memang the road condition now sangat teruk yang amat....mane tak my journey jadi 7 1/2 hours baru laa sampai....

Actually jarak from one place to another takde laa jauh sgt tapi due to the terrible road condition even jalan ok pun max speed i can go hanye 110km...dulu mmg bawak slow tapi skrg asyik kejar masa aku dah jadi macam rally driver plak.....leh aa join rally dakar hahahaha....

Ok aku sampai umah at 7.00pm laa last friday...so aku lepak-lepak and trus lena bila sampai umah...

Yang besnya skrg mukah tengah musim ikan...OMG all my feveret fish ada...aku everyday makan macam2 ikan dan aku belasah udang gak...aduhhh udang galah and lobster pun banyak...udang laut yang org mukah panggil "payak" yang sangat fresh dan isinya sangat manis pun amatlah banyak which to the extend diorg jual RM1 sekilo...aduhh heavens sangat...i did tok some pics tapi takleh nak transfer masuk dalam laptop lak...nanti bila dah masuk dalam laptop aku post kan all the pics...

Then last weekend i went to my secondary school saja nak melawat lawat....terlalu banyak perubahan but less maintenance...tapi still Three Rivers Dihatiku hehehhe.....then after 2 years tak jumpe lepak with my best frens Wee Beng Heng yang bakal kawin next year...tahniah and gud luck to him as well...

Then i went jalan-jalan here and there jumpe family sana sini...macam-macam laaa....my kucing pun ikut balik kampung which my niece love my cats so much terutama gracie cuz dia takut pada rona and roni yang berperangai macam kucing hutan..tensen gua....she cried hari dia ingatkan Gracie hilang..i ask her to keep an eye on Gracie cuz aku nak kuar jap...then dia ingat Gracie hilang so she cried...she and my dad turun naik cari Gracie...rupa-rupanya si Gracie tido bawah bantal next to my niece hehehe..kesian dia panik sampa menangis-nangis....

i was supposed to balik sri aman on tuesday...but my car buat perangani overheated plak...check punye check dia punye termostat jammed and i did some repair works laaa...tadaaa its works smoothly now heheheh....alhamdulillah....biasa laa keta lama memang macam tu dan dah terlalu banyak jasa kenderaan tersebut pada me and my family.....sangat tahan lasak hahaha....

So i have to postpone my journey balik sri aman kepada hari ni...which pagi tadi i depart from mukan at approx 4.45am tengah hujan lebat and sampai di sri aman at exacty 12.30 dua kali berhenti cuz aku sorg yang drive...penat wooo......

Alhamdulillah aku selamat sampai akan tetapi aku tetap masuk opis sebab aku tak cuti hari nie..kes pospone ke petang dan aku amat penat skrg nie....

Nanti when i can transfer the pics tu ke laptop aku post la gambar-gambar balik kampungku...best wooo seafood heaven hahahha.......umai

JANGAN GUNA ABX EXPRESS.....SERVICE SGT TERUK...HUH

Its thursday and my mood dah hancur jatuh luluh kedalam parit...

Tensen ni...a document was sent to me by my brother via courier lagi "ABX EXPRESS"...as promised by them i was supposed to receive the said documents on the 02.03.2009 kurier la katakan kan...cepat la konon....i waited and waited for the documents yet until today i still didnt receive it...i call the customer service but OMG they were so rude towards me..at first they promise yang aku akan terima the said documents yesterday since i told them its an important "SANGAT IMPORTANT" documents which ada deadline nye...but i dont know diorg ni bodoh alang ke sengal be atau sasau ke tak paham maksud "SANGAT PENTING" and "URGENT" documents at all....



Aku jadi cool terus mengking nengking because i lost my cool and my temper already...dah la smlm loyer clueless ni membuat aku nyaris nak mengamuk, today this stupid courier service membuat aku hilang my cool...



Kesian gak aa minah kat customer service tu aku tengking tapi aku dah hilang sabar, the documents is very important documents....mmg manusia jenis tak paham...



Then i call customer service head office di KL lagi laa membuatkan aku hangin...diorg ni bodoh ke ape sikit2 forward kat mail box sikit sikit forward kat Mailbox...kalau mailbox tu ada otak takpe gak....hampehhhh...service dari semua aspek mmg teruk laa...lagi bagus gune pos laju..expectation pun tak laa mcm guna kurier....

so JANGAN GUNA ABX EXPRESS LAGI.....pengajaran.....

At last....

Hai peeps...

Lama juga tak menulis disini...after a long and tiring week finally iam back to the comfort of my small office yet the experience hari memang menyeronokkan..

I went to KK last week for thursday until sunday...well its for the opening of 2009 Legal Year..we march form Hyatt KK to the court i think its about half a KM, them sang national anthem di tengah panas terik at KK High Court..Then the official opening ceremony begins...petang we have meeting with all the judicial officers from sabah and sarawak as well...then rush back to the office tukar baju for dinner at Le Meridien which finishes at 12am...semua dah lunyai penat dah...then the next morning conference the whole day....sunday back to Kuching...really pack..no time to go jalan2 at all...tapi takpe nanti i'll definitely plan another trip to KK for jalan2 plak...

...i dont have the pictures masa the opening of the legal year since i am cameraless at the moment but i was tagged in some of the pics kat FB...soon more pictures will be tagged as well since i manage to menyelit into some of the other officers punye camera hahaha..

Anyway the opening was really packed with activities pagi sampai kemalam..and the first time ever i join this kind of event and involve dalam persembahan plak tu which turns out to be a disaster...well what the heck like i care haha...buat muka tebal and selamba jer....like nothing happens...talks after talks and meeting and so on and so fort...no breaks at all except for lunch and tea....i was totally exhausted because of it...

The journey back to sri aman was really taxing as well cuz i have to drove alone altho its only 2 1/2 hour journey..but still bosan dowh....well maybe because iam too tired already...

Ehh satu lagi...finally my precious kittens are home with me..kesian two of my siamese kittens Rona & Roni kurus sangat...thank god they still remembers me hahaha...here are some of their pictures....My persian yang comel tu nama dia Gracie...in memoriam of my cat dulu...so i named her gracie laaa.....

Gambar Siamese cat ni Rona and Roni....

Susah nak amik gambar cuz both sgt energetic..running sana sini

Gambar Persian kat bawah ni plak Gracie....

Cute and sgt adorable...very manja....she came when i call her name....

Gracie tgh cuba untuk merosakkan my sofa...cess....

2009.....Baby Boom

What a year it is....Sememangnya kita telah dikejutkan dengan pemergian our fellow unimates and a friend of mine as well pada weekend yang lepas, takziah saya ucapkan kepada ahli keluarga beliau..Al-Fatihah kita sedekahkan kepada Allahyarham..Semoga beliau ditempatkan dikalangan org2 yang beriman..Aminnn...



Ok this year mmg tahun yang amat produktif to most of my friends...well ape tidaknya *baby Boom* here and there hehe...

1. Saya akan dpt anak buah baru hehe....InsyaAllah in august or september...my sister pregnant we're so happy for her...paling best aku dah ada kat sarawak hehe...leh g tengok dia selalu nanti...

2. My best frens yang dah saya anggap mcm adik beradik saya pun expecting baby gak iaitu Hazri and Huzaimi...Alhamdulillah...so technically since aku declara diorg mcm my blood brother so aku pun nak perasan jadi bakal pakcik to their future anak jugak hahahaha....

3. Kak Sheeda a dear friend of mine pun bakal due in May InsyaAllah...

4. Kak L pun expecting gak..juz got to know that as well..lil cub akan ada adik....Lil Cub sgt comel melampau hehehe...

5. Kalau tak silap my dear friend Zulus and Linda pun expecting jugak...tahniah guys...

Well kat atas tu yang aku ingat...tapi rasa mcm ada lagi...ermmm sape yea...tapi takpe yang penting nanti anak-anak diorg akan sebaya baik anto kat sekolah yg sama pastu suwuh jadi loyer and jadi generasi kedua untuk kita semua hahahaha.....

To all future father and mother..i wish u guys all the best...didiklah anak2 anda menjadi insan yang berguna dan agar menjadi anak-anak yang soleh dan solehah dan taat kepada perintah Allah s.w.t, it is a tough indeed and the most challenging task that u will ever face, but i know u guys can do it....InsyaAllah.....