new toys...yeah baby...

dah lama tak update this online diary..erkkk yea been busy with stuff...cant wait for my new car and yes yesterday i bought a new camera..Nikon D70 only laa (tu saja termampu)...i was so excited, i am learning to use it function the whole night long....walla here i am look like a zombie...hahaha..i know its nothing compared to some more advance camera with who knows what function they have, but its enuf for me tho...

biasa when u got new toy, excitement will rush at the first time..lama2 nanti tak la dah..hua hua...but i always wanted that camera cuz i love taking pictures...lots of beautiful things and scenery to capture with my journey and stuff...worth the price that i paid for this new baby of mine tho...well, soon i will post some of the pictures that i took with that new baby of mine...starting with my short weekend escapades this week which is tomorrow...hehehe and my expedition up mount santubong next month...hell yeah...new stuff new challenge and new experience awaits....roger and out...

Mobile Court

i went for my mobile court visit from 28.07.2009 until 03.07.2009....my destination was Ulu Lemanak and Nanga Kesit...Ulu Lemanak can only be reach via 2hrs boat ride and nanga kesit can be reach by road...

Me being an adrenaline junkie..i love challenge and wilderness and this trip was really an eye opener for me....i love environment and i love being part and blend with it even....the journey was even more gruelling cuz of the dry seasons...at some rapid i have to jump off the boat and push the boat just to get through the rapid..but it was such a fun experience...

Actually Ulu Lemanak was'nt that remote, according to scale its a P2 area (Pedalaman 2)....my next journey will be to the place classified as P3 which it will be a 5 hrs journey viA logging road and 3 hours journey by boats...

Being a so called self proclaimed environmentalist, the destruction caused by the logging activities almost get me into tears...the plight of the people affected by it as well..most of the jungle was destroyed and trees were cut down...let alone the dangers and effect cause by it...

according to the locals...most of them collects goods from the jungle and catch fishes in the river..they dont even bother before this to register and get themselves and ID or Birth Certificate because they dont really needs helps from the government....but due to logging and other commercial farming activities their livelihood had been affected tremendously....

less jungle means less goods can be collected...rivers are so murky less fishes to catch....less food and life became a challenge and survival was the only thing in their mind...move out from the jungle was the last thing on their mind...no education no certificate and whatsoever...they have nothing...they use to roam freely in the jungle live life with less problems and no technology and whatsoever but they love it and thats what they do best....but now everything gone...i wish i can do something to help them...the least i can do is that help them get registered obtained and ID and Birth Certificate so that they can get some helps from the government...

i wish that there are NGO's out there who can help to protect out jungle...i wish to join them land become an active member...

"SELAMATKANLAH HUTAN KITA"

Penangguhan kes dan sikap...

Dah beberapa bulan aku keje nie aku tak paham kenapa selama nie org asyik ckp mahkamah suka adjourn kes...so far apa yang aku nampak loyer ngan PO yang suka adjourn kes...

ada loyer yang tamak sgt, semua kes nak bolot....dah tu jadual pack mula lah nak menipu aku...mmg aku hangin..PO plak asyik saksi tak datang and IP kat SFC...aku hanya akan adjourn kes kalau aku pergi kursus...tu sahaja...setiap kali aku fix for trial aku akan anggap kes tersebut jalan...3 kali penangguhan Struck out @ DNAA @ proceed tanpa kehadiran lawyer....sound strict tapi thats my style...unnecessary delays menyusahkan banyak pihak and prejudice lots of parties...mmg dah jadi target aku for civil cases waiting period for trial paling lama 6 bulan after close of pleadings manakala for criminal cases paling lama 3 bulan untuk start trial dan close prosecution case at least pada bulan ke-enam...

So far berjaya, harap-harap semua target sampai...settle semua kes dalam tempoh 12 bulan dari tarikh pendaftaran...tak kuasa nak marah2 kalau tak jalan after banyak adjournment lawyer atau PO dah paham dah apa akan terjadi hahaha...

Pantang aku kalau kes sivil asyik cakap dokumen tak proses lagi kat Mahkamah...lawyer yang suka mislead aku mmg nahas....aku sentiasa sign and monitor pemprosesan dokumen atau permohonan yang difailkan setiap hari di mahkamah...paling lama dokumen itu hendaklah dihantar semula kepada org yang filing tu either on the same day atau hari ketiga...so lawyer2 yang selalu appear tu jgn nak menipu ok...i caught a few and hope they take it as a lesson...putar belit sampai nak shift the burden kepada mahkamah nak buat kerja diorg...jangan harap and dont ever think that i am stupid...

Mahkamah pun aku dah tukar style macam kat law firm hahahaha...aku terlalu suka dengan cara private firm bekerja and i can never get use to the attitude yang dulu aku suka kutuk and i don't wanna be....punctuality and service yang bagus ada kunci for success...people start to notice if i say 9.00am its 9.00am not 9.05am not 9.30am....kalau jemput saya pukul 10.00am i'll come at 10.00 kalau by 10.15am VIP tak sampai aku blah...stress memikirkan masa yang terbuang yang takkan dapat diulang...masa adalah komoditi yang tersangat berharga bila hilang you can never recover it back....every single minute untuk aku sgt berharga...

Drifting away...

work work and work everything and anything is all about work...i got a phone call from my sister and it was like a smack on the head...a call which suddenly make me realize i've been working too hard..sacrificing everything for work and drifting away even almost got drifted further away from my family...

i tend to get carried away..i will always gave 150% on everything that i worked on..now i am preoccupied with my work and tend to neglect my family again...i did called them occasionally but yet its not enough...now since i am back home, i will try to get connected and become closer to my family again..but from time to time i hope they understand my position..with an over demanding boss and my family to please...cant get tougher than this...where is then my social and personal life...might have to throw it into a bucket or lock it far away at the moment..*sigh*...

saja...

i felt it been ages since the last post that i wrote...takde mende pun sebenarnya...iam writing for the sake of updating...

the idea came but when i switch on the laptop...*poof*...hilang..hampeh tol...so menulis je la ape yang terlintas kat kepala nie..

1. Attachment student..

one UM student was attached to my court for 3 weeks...mcm biasa laa budak attachment pun aku buat mcm budak chambering...i want to make sure that he knows the procedures and also basic ethics as a lawyer, legal/judicial officer and so on and so fort..

kesian budak tu kena org yang banyak ckp mcm aku..kadang-kadang i can see the blur and clueless expression kat muka dia...tapi bak kata azwan ali kann "ada aku kesah" hahaha...

i am just doing my job which is to teach him..at least bits of the practical side of being a lawyer or as a judicial/legal officer...being attached to court doesnt mean that u learn nak buat filing atau system kat mahkamah...semua tu mengarut..i want him to know a bit about

procedures (civil/criminal) and also laws and rules, masa trial tgk what sort of question to be asked and not to be asked, how to evaluate and also evaluate your evidence, those things laaa...when and how to apply it...hope he thinks his lucky or he might think otherwise..hahaha

i hope that he will learnt something...

2. Statistics = pro's and con's

as much like courts in peninsular malaysia...officers in Sabah and Sarawak are under tremendous pressure to perform and being force to their limits...cry for the cases to be disposed within the shortest time available does have the pro's and con's...what about the so called "justice"...focused being so much on the statistics and disposal of cases...but the fact the main reasons for the existence of the courts itself being left behind and push aside...like i said there are pro's and con's to the madness...figure out urself..

i pity my staff sangat..sometime i have to kacau their holiday just to complete the data on the statistics..minggu lepas one day before gawai i have to ask my staff to dtg office just to complete the statistics requested by our bossess...just make me feel really bad...

*sigh*..

3. New place...

Soon i'll be moving in to a new federal quarters...yayyyy...takyah bayar sewa rumah...safer i guess...cant wait...but still i'll be staying alone macam biasa...fully furnished lagik...i am still waiting for the furnitures to be fit in...*yeayy*...

4. Gym

OMG i just couldnt stop goin...i think iam addicted...some muscle did appears hahaha...six pack ermmmmm lambat lagi aaa tapi shape dah ada...yeayyyy...hahaha...i never did weight training before so its a new thing for me...normally i will focus on cardio exercise...now weight training seems to be a fun and addictive thing to do..i've been doin weight training for 2 months now and already i can feel the difference...hahaha...cool...

new experience..

ermm dah lama betul tak update ruangan maya nie...oraite nothing much happens in my life lately except work and work and work.....broke up and end up being single again...yet i tried to max all my time with work trying hard to deviate my feelings from thinking of the sad ending..

the fact that i dont have anyone to pur my heart to whenever i angry or clouded with problems...yet the fact of being alone again really freaks me off...ermm guess i meant to be alone kut...now focus and focus thats the main thing..work comes first since i am alone in sri aman..my family are hundred of KM away...

but me being me, since i was little i dont really share any of my problems with anyone..especially personal problems..i am a sceptic its hard for me to trust someone in a split second it even took year for me to do so...certain problem which is not that personal for me i might share it but only to certain people tho...

enuf about that, last tuesday i was appointed as the chairman of the Federal Building board for Sri Aman division...another responsibility which i have to handle in the midst of other thousand of other thing to be finished and done...despite having a very demanding bossess which dont tolerate incompetencies...yet i was given another out of work repsonsibility...*sigh*...first thing first clean all the mess created..sigh...baik aku jadi cleaner macam..mana2 aku pergi asyik nak clean after someone else's mess je ni...*sigh* again...

my first thought ever of being a magistrate and joint as a civil servant....more time to myself and more time to take of my health and my family as well...and yet i spent most of the time in the office but better than before i guess...

being the youngest among most of senior civil servant..urghh it is challenging...they keep stressing the fact that they are more senior...and ur not...but please listen if its wrong and still wrong...i am here to correct whats wrong...well yes you have 10 or 20 years experience of doing the said thing, but bear in mind the law keep changing and developing...and your experience based on something which is wrong from the very beginning and do you expect that i will keep quiet about it...hell no...if you wanna drag lme into puddle of shit hell i wont, i dont want to drag into legal mess later on...

yet all of this are new experience for me...slogan keramat *BUAT KERJA* hahahaha...

teruskanlah....

this song was aired at the right moment and at the right time last saturday....reflects juz how i felt...

Pernahkah kau bicara

Tapi tak di dengar

Tak di anggap Sama sekali..

Pernahkan kau tak salah

Tapi disalahkan

Tak di beri Kesempatan

Reff :

Kuhidup dengan siapa

Ku tak tau kau siapa

Kau kekasihku tapi

Orang lain bagiku

Kau dengan dirimu saja

Kau dengan duniamu saja

Teruskan lah..

Teruskan lah

Kau begitu

Kau tak butuh diriku

Aku patung bagimu

Cinta buta Kebutuhan mu

Back to reff.

Hoo.. Hooo

Kau dengan dirimu saja

Kau dengan duniamu saja

Teruskan lah..

Teruskan lah

Kau.. kau begitu

to whom it may concern if you still read my blog...wish u all the best and may this separate ways that we chose was the best for both of us...