dulu-dulu....

lately its seems to be trend or something especially in the FB where most of *yesterdays* pictures were uploaded and its seems that we're back to the future once again....

if you were given chances to go back to any dates in the past would you ever change any of it...re-write the history again.....would you??????

at first i do want to go back to certain dates and erase and reverse anything that i can....re-write or edit my past....certain stuff i believe but what will happened then..i might do the said thing again in any blocks of my much written future.....it would be chaotic....everything happened for a reason, by making those mistakes in the past they very much part of the so called learning process and to improve yourself...

looking at the pictures when we're still student and very much lawyer wannabe hahaha....really have lots of sweet memories back then and let alone our stupidity and immaturity, which now i can i laugh at it....kiddies...but thats the sweetest thing of all, now all are grown up and having family on their own and became parents to the most cute and wonderful kids...

how time flies, soooo fast which i'am so afraid that i'am might be get left behind....pray for the best in life...

i wish i could became kids again live life to the fullest, less problems, simple life and care less about the world and the future....*sigh*....

*sigh*...

*ermmm.....terasa penat yang amat..jadual sgt padat...perlu habiskan kes sebelum end of year...iam not a robot but iam pushing my self to the limit......iam tired cant wait to take a long break by the end of the year...christmas and until year end....nak bawak my parent holidaying and visiting family di sana sini...*..

life must go on....:p

what a week for me...its been a hard week and its getting worse when lots of thing to be dealt with in a very minimal time....

i was waiting for an answer from someone...its hard when hopes were given at the very beginning and yet you dont know where the relationship heading to...after weeks of waiting for the answer i cant wait for it anymore...after very much arguments at last a burden was lifted from my shoulder...i felt like a mountain was removed...feel free at last...at this age i'am not the person who like to beat around the bushes...

At last an ultimatum was given..remains as friends and life goes on...

People, never ever gave hopes if u think u cant fulfill it...at least i fell from the 2nd step of the ladder...not from the 14th floor so its just a spraint ankle...imagine if i fell from 14th floor...either iam dead or paralysed..cacat seumur hidup...hehehe...

well my second attempt and yet i failed...well what the heck..this is the end and i guess...i do not know what life have in store for me....we're crossing path at the wrong time in our life...most people would say "only if we met earlier"...well that's life...i cant change anything well the best i can do is just to wish them happiness in whatever...

arah tujuan...

dah lama tol aku tak apdate blog nie....kali nie aku malas nak guna proper ayat...just ayat simple untuk post yang ni...

sebenarnya aku serabut gak aku skrg...mmg aa semua ok tapi lahiriah, tapi kengkadang terpikir gak arah tujuan aku nie..kemana aku pergi dalam hidup nie...i always have things planned..tapi skrg aku rasa semua plan aku dah jadi tunggang langgang...dah diluar kawalan...bila nak kawen, then bila nak buat master lagi nak amik PHd lagi...pening gak kengkadang...aku nak semua tu tapi sempat ke...

aku takmo setakat pemegang izajah je...dah ramai skrg nie..aku nak lebih, bukan untuk menunjuk tapi untuk kepuasa diri...harap2 dapat...bila lah agaknye...plan nak kawin asyik kena postpon...mak ayah mmg tak tanye, tapi dah selalu dapat hint takkan tak paham2 kan..

tgk aa..aku kena plan lagi perjalanan hidup aku nie....memang laa semua ditentukan oleh Allah s.w.t tapi tak salah untuk kita merancang dan berusaha ke arah tersebut...InsyaAllah...

baby AlEiSyA

the latest addition tothe family...Aleisya.. born on the 11.09.09....exactly at 12.00am....she's so adorable....

La la la Kerjalah

La La La La La Laaa…
La La La La La Laaa…
La La La La La Laaa…
La La La La La Laaa…
La La La La La Laaa…
La Laaa… La Laaa…

oh.. Pening kepala
Memikirkan tak ada kerja
Tanam Anggur
Sijil.. diploma
Ah! Gantung didinding saja

Ooh! Lega rasanya
Jawat kerja pegawai pemasaran
Di Pertama
Rupa.. oh! Rupanya
Kerja am sajaaa!

La La La Laaa… La, hari-hari kerja!
La La La Laaa… Bosan dengan kerja, haha!
La La La Laaa… La, hidup harus kerja.. kerja!
La La La Laaa… La, hari-hari kerja!
La La La Laaa… Bosan dengan kerja, haha!
La La La Laaa… La, hidup harus kerja, kerja!

Ooh! Terpinga-pinga
Tak puas lagi beradu, mengantuk
Subuh hingga senja
Ah! Hari-hari sama saja

Ah! Nak bancuh kopi
Tapi gulanya tiada, minum saja
Kerja bagai nak gila
Ah! Tak juga kayaaa…..

La La La Laaa.. La, hari-hari kerja!
La La La Laaa.. Bosan dengan kerja, haha!
La La La Laaa.. La, hidup harus kerja.. kerja!
La La La Laaa.. La, hari-hari kerja!
La La La Laaa.. Bosan dengan kerja, haha!
La La La Laaa.. La, hidup harus kerja, kerja!

Gelisah, kugelisah
Mengenangkan masa depan
Kuharus kerja
Oh! Mesti kerja
Tiada apa yang percuma
Realiti tika tiada kerja
Oh! Papa kedanaaa!

La La La Laaa… La, hari-hari kerja!
La La La Laaa… Bosan dengan kerja… haha!
La La La Laaa… La, hidup harus kerja, kerja!
La La La Laaa… Hari-hari kerja!
La La La Laaa… Bosan dengan kerja, haha!
La La La Laaa… La, hidup harus kerja, kerja!

La La La Laaa La La..
La La La Laaa La La..
La La La Laa La La..

ermmm ok...lirik lagu kat atas takde laa tepat sgt ngan what happen skang nie...bukan ape tapi penat aaahhh kerja....been very busy this past few weeks and next week gak...before off for hari raya break akan travel for the whole week next week...adehhhh...

cabaran yang amat hebat bulan puasa ini bila kena travel and drive sendiri everywhere.....mmg sgt penat...tapi tu laa dah keja kannn...tak pergi circuit seating kang kes pending....tapi tu aa macam2 yang aku buat...semua mende and sibuk tu takyah cakap aaaa...atas meja tak penah clear...lepas satu, satu datang...memanjang ada mende nak kene buat...minggu depan ni plak ada ruling untuk beberapa kes kena buat...memang aa sonok dapat dispose byk kes...tapi tu aaa penat banget dehhh...dah laa lepas nie ape2 meeting takleh wat time opis hours, kena wat pas keje atau during the weekend... *sigh*....ikut je laaa....slogan skrg adalah...

*SAYA YANG MENURUT PERINTAH*

pening kann...there goes my weekend and lunch hours after this....tapi nak wat cane kita mentimun yang bagi arahan tu durian...dia gelek aku mampus hahah...habis kene lenyek....

but all in all aku suka keje nie..penat mmg penat...kalu dulu masa praktis jadi loyer bila nengok judges kat atas tu...mesti ingat senang nye keje diorg duduk and tak penat pun...tapi sebenarnya amat penat...sangattttt...bukan senang duduk and control je kat atas tu and semua ,mende nak kena tahu...then lawyer sorg2 appear depan kita, kita kat atas dok berjam2...bahu sakit, punggung sakit, leher sakit...hati sakit jiwa sakit..semua sakit...hahaha...

tak senang kannn...aku lagi aa selalunya kalu circuit seating....pergi mahkamah litar....pagi2 dah gerak...drive sendiri lak tu..then trus dengar kes sampai petang....mula2 hari tu demam gakk aa after 1st week, penat yang amat...tapi skrg dah ok aa...dah biasa...hahah..

ok aa dah ptg and waktu berbuka pun dah dekat...ok chow for now...signing off...

stress...

OMG i really missed my home and my bed and clean water for bath and so on and so fort....OMG....how terrible its make me feel actually..when your stripped off all the luxuries and comfort that you took for granted everyday...now after 4 days of without all those luxuries i really missed...the worst was today when we dont have any clean water for bath even to brush lour teeths...the heavy rain caused the river to be very murky and very dirty....i have to wait for several hours just to take a bath and brush my teeth...i can survive without electricity but without water "clean" water to be exact, i dont know how many hours i can last...

Tomorrow gonna be my second last day of this mobile court visit, and to my surprise i cant wait for it to end...huhu...sounds very spoiled aite...i found it very hard to endure this situation because i am still down with fever....hari nie ok sket...dah kurang....the worst was last sunday and monday....my body temp was sky rocking....nasib baik demam dah kebah...i cant wait for fasting month and berpuasa di rumah...yippeeee...

any way to all my muslim friends "selamat berpuasa"...