arah tujuan...

dah lama tol aku tak apdate blog nie....kali nie aku malas nak guna proper ayat...just ayat simple untuk post yang ni...

sebenarnya aku serabut gak aku skrg...mmg aa semua ok tapi lahiriah, tapi kengkadang terpikir gak arah tujuan aku nie..kemana aku pergi dalam hidup nie...i always have things planned..tapi skrg aku rasa semua plan aku dah jadi tunggang langgang...dah diluar kawalan...bila nak kawen, then bila nak buat master lagi nak amik PHd lagi...pening gak kengkadang...aku nak semua tu tapi sempat ke...

aku takmo setakat pemegang izajah je...dah ramai skrg nie..aku nak lebih, bukan untuk menunjuk tapi untuk kepuasa diri...harap2 dapat...bila lah agaknye...plan nak kawin asyik kena postpon...mak ayah mmg tak tanye, tapi dah selalu dapat hint takkan tak paham2 kan..

tgk aa..aku kena plan lagi perjalanan hidup aku nie....memang laa semua ditentukan oleh Allah s.w.t tapi tak salah untuk kita merancang dan berusaha ke arah tersebut...InsyaAllah...

baby AlEiSyA

the latest addition tothe family...Aleisya.. born on the 11.09.09....exactly at 12.00am....she's so adorable....

La la la Kerjalah

La La La La La Laaa…
La La La La La Laaa…
La La La La La Laaa…
La La La La La Laaa…
La La La La La Laaa…
La Laaa… La Laaa…

oh.. Pening kepala
Memikirkan tak ada kerja
Tanam Anggur
Sijil.. diploma
Ah! Gantung didinding saja

Ooh! Lega rasanya
Jawat kerja pegawai pemasaran
Di Pertama
Rupa.. oh! Rupanya
Kerja am sajaaa!

La La La Laaa… La, hari-hari kerja!
La La La Laaa… Bosan dengan kerja, haha!
La La La Laaa… La, hidup harus kerja.. kerja!
La La La Laaa… La, hari-hari kerja!
La La La Laaa… Bosan dengan kerja, haha!
La La La Laaa… La, hidup harus kerja, kerja!

Ooh! Terpinga-pinga
Tak puas lagi beradu, mengantuk
Subuh hingga senja
Ah! Hari-hari sama saja

Ah! Nak bancuh kopi
Tapi gulanya tiada, minum saja
Kerja bagai nak gila
Ah! Tak juga kayaaa…..

La La La Laaa.. La, hari-hari kerja!
La La La Laaa.. Bosan dengan kerja, haha!
La La La Laaa.. La, hidup harus kerja.. kerja!
La La La Laaa.. La, hari-hari kerja!
La La La Laaa.. Bosan dengan kerja, haha!
La La La Laaa.. La, hidup harus kerja, kerja!

Gelisah, kugelisah
Mengenangkan masa depan
Kuharus kerja
Oh! Mesti kerja
Tiada apa yang percuma
Realiti tika tiada kerja
Oh! Papa kedanaaa!

La La La Laaa… La, hari-hari kerja!
La La La Laaa… Bosan dengan kerja… haha!
La La La Laaa… La, hidup harus kerja, kerja!
La La La Laaa… Hari-hari kerja!
La La La Laaa… Bosan dengan kerja, haha!
La La La Laaa… La, hidup harus kerja, kerja!

La La La Laaa La La..
La La La Laaa La La..
La La La Laa La La..

ermmm ok...lirik lagu kat atas takde laa tepat sgt ngan what happen skang nie...bukan ape tapi penat aaahhh kerja....been very busy this past few weeks and next week gak...before off for hari raya break akan travel for the whole week next week...adehhhh...

cabaran yang amat hebat bulan puasa ini bila kena travel and drive sendiri everywhere.....mmg sgt penat...tapi tu laa dah keja kannn...tak pergi circuit seating kang kes pending....tapi tu aa macam2 yang aku buat...semua mende and sibuk tu takyah cakap aaaa...atas meja tak penah clear...lepas satu, satu datang...memanjang ada mende nak kene buat...minggu depan ni plak ada ruling untuk beberapa kes kena buat...memang aa sonok dapat dispose byk kes...tapi tu aaa penat banget dehhh...dah laa lepas nie ape2 meeting takleh wat time opis hours, kena wat pas keje atau during the weekend... *sigh*....ikut je laaa....slogan skrg adalah...

*SAYA YANG MENURUT PERINTAH*

pening kann...there goes my weekend and lunch hours after this....tapi nak wat cane kita mentimun yang bagi arahan tu durian...dia gelek aku mampus hahah...habis kene lenyek....

but all in all aku suka keje nie..penat mmg penat...kalu dulu masa praktis jadi loyer bila nengok judges kat atas tu...mesti ingat senang nye keje diorg duduk and tak penat pun...tapi sebenarnya amat penat...sangattttt...bukan senang duduk and control je kat atas tu and semua ,mende nak kena tahu...then lawyer sorg2 appear depan kita, kita kat atas dok berjam2...bahu sakit, punggung sakit, leher sakit...hati sakit jiwa sakit..semua sakit...hahaha...

tak senang kannn...aku lagi aa selalunya kalu circuit seating....pergi mahkamah litar....pagi2 dah gerak...drive sendiri lak tu..then trus dengar kes sampai petang....mula2 hari tu demam gakk aa after 1st week, penat yang amat...tapi skrg dah ok aa...dah biasa...hahah..

ok aa dah ptg and waktu berbuka pun dah dekat...ok chow for now...signing off...

stress...

OMG i really missed my home and my bed and clean water for bath and so on and so fort....OMG....how terrible its make me feel actually..when your stripped off all the luxuries and comfort that you took for granted everyday...now after 4 days of without all those luxuries i really missed...the worst was today when we dont have any clean water for bath even to brush lour teeths...the heavy rain caused the river to be very murky and very dirty....i have to wait for several hours just to take a bath and brush my teeth...i can survive without electricity but without water "clean" water to be exact, i dont know how many hours i can last...

Tomorrow gonna be my second last day of this mobile court visit, and to my surprise i cant wait for it to end...huhu...sounds very spoiled aite...i found it very hard to endure this situation because i am still down with fever....hari nie ok sket...dah kurang....the worst was last sunday and monday....my body temp was sky rocking....nasib baik demam dah kebah...i cant wait for fasting month and berpuasa di rumah...yippeeee...

any way to all my muslim friends "selamat berpuasa"...

office politics..

i am so happy i was posted at a small station..i hate office politics..all the fighting backstabbing and masam muka towards each others and tak bertegur...how to work in such an environment...maybe sometime i sound naive but yet..i like to have positive impression towards others..i always presume that everyhting is ok and wonderful...but the fact that memang macam hampeh...semua sebab office politics and sikap berpuak-puak...semua ada favourite boss memasing...penat laa ini macam...ayo yo...

i ve been there before, i live through one and wish not to go through another..penat dowh...bosan nak layan and malas nak face all the backstabbing and bad mouthing each others...any way hope that i will not be posted anywhere...i love where i am stationed rite now...huhu...

why whyyyy....

last night i went for a dinner with a friend of mine...she's in the same line as i am but with more extra workloads...i haven't seen her for quite sometime, ermm i think for almost 5 months and we're in the same batch when we joined service...

she was when the first time i met her a very sweet, bubbly and jovial person..she's very humorous and lovely, her smile can light up a room and her laugh will just cheer you up...she's perfect the way she is..but the person i met last night was mile away from who she used to be before...

she change a lot....she still smile but less, she still laugh but less and little jokes from her...all i can see was totally different person...she opens up and we talk about whats going on...its the stress of works and the office politics...which really take a toll on her...i really miss the "old" her who she used to be....funny, jovial and someone with millions of beautiful personality in her....i totally understand what she's goin through right now because i was there before but the most important don't let it get inside you, be in control....we really miss the person who you used to be.....

ekspedisi naik gunung...

ok target aku ngan my new friends adalah intuk menawan semua puncak gunung di borneo...dan permulaannya adalah hujung minggu nie..nak mula ngan gunung santubong...heh...macam larat kan..tapi takpe permulaan la katakan...so i am excited...dah lama tak wat outdoor activities nie...dah work out kat gym bagai nak rak...so wish me luck guys, with my new mission nie...