High School memories...

What a funny feeling..

I was on my way to the office this morning i think at about 7ish...while i was driving then i saw a bunch of student...ermmm training or maybe its their Pendidikan Jasmani punye subject or they're preparing for their school sports day who knows kan...Jogging early in the morning and there are bunch of student far in front, i guess they are the fit type, then there are average type right in the middle and last but not least there this one student right at the back left far behind...with his teacher next to him on bike pushing him to ran and ran to catch with others....hahaha guess what i was like that before hahahha...

Iam not a runner and i can barely run long distance before....adehhh its juz make me smile...then my high school memories came flashing back to me....i was kind of a bit nerdy with no social life nor sense of humor...and not a high achiever as well....not even in the spotlight..average student with one or two friends in my list...barely hang out with them also...which i dont really remebers my school years...that was before the PMR exams laa...

Then sat for PMR got the result...yikes reality strike...mine was so average and the only friends that i have was then able to proceed their form four so do me...but they are accepted into science stream and i was left behind and proceeded to art stream....well biasa la bila masuk science normally all of them a smart student and all the spotlight was on them..

I was a bit depressed back then, when my friends started to ignore me and hang out with their smart bunch of frens...then i do make frens in the art stream but we're not that close....so i started to change...i spent most of the time studying and studying...barely hang out with anyone....sampai time SPM still was not in the spotlight at all, best student were predicted to either be one of the science stream students...but me being me i wanted to prove sumthing to them tho...we sat for SPM and i can't wait for the result...then finally...i got not all A's but at least i do have 8 of them and i beat all the smart one's and all the best student in the science streams...hahahaha....teachers were so surprise and so do my so-called friends before...but what saddened is that one of them even have the gut to approach and told me that if he were in the art stream he can do better than i am....huh...but what the hecks all are history....now...then i met my best friend now..whenever balik Mukah definitely we will hang out...

But everything turn 360 when iam in the University...i have a lot of frens...i really miss my life in UiTM tho...life was fun and i met whole new bunch of people who are less discriminative towards me...they even want to be my friends..they want to hang out with me, (p.s U know who u are)...definitely guys we need to have a reunion..

I want friends....sob sob sob......

I really missed my friends...*sigh*...ayooo...nie la dia bila dah everyday lepak sorg2 and spending hours at home alone sambil mendengar radio n....

membaca buku cerita...tanpa television which i cant afford yet at the moment because tak dapat gaji lagi...*sigh* again....

I dont have any frens at all here..spent most of the time alone..people seems to be avoiding me or maybe iam anti-social....*sigh*....or maybe they juz afraid of..only god knows why...*sigh*...

p.s. This post will be about me mengeluh and mengeluh memanjang nie *sigh* again...

i went for a jog and swimming but still i didnt make any friends..i lost that skill maybe...i tried to become friendly but still...none..nobody....*sigh*...

I dont miss the light and the life in KL but i do missed my friends..being alone most of the time its killing me...back in kuching takpe la ada la jugak kawan but tak macam kat KL laa...i am so used of hanging out with frens and melepak with friends...now iam totally alone...*sigh*....

I used to so looking forward for weekend, but now no more..iam looking forward nak pergi ke office and travelling...cuz i dont like weekend..mesti bosan cuz iam alone at home...*sigh*...its juz so depressing...*sigh*....u guys might say that why not go and look for a girlfren and get married instead...well its still not a solution for me yet at the moment..when the right time comes will do so....*sigh*.....

Kan best kalau kawan2 bleh pilih kat katalog jer....waaaaa......sob sob sob.......

..so here goes...

Wahida tagged me..so terpakse la buat hehehe ..here goes..:-

Rules: The rules are simple. Use Google Image to search the answers to the questions below. Then you must choose a picture in the first page of the results, and post it as your answer. After that tag 6 people.

I am








jovial and friendly person....hehehe

I really want to go to

InsyaAllah.......

My favourite place...whenever i went or go for holidays would be...jeng jeng....

My favourite thing is

I lost mine kene curi di airport....definitely need to save some money to get a new one...

and
My favourite drink is

Especially at Pegaga Stall Section 2 shah alam...should try it..best wooo....

My favourite food is

Sarawakian style laaa....baru besh....

My favourite colour is definitely

Green is the new in colour huhu.....pernah dulu every year baju raya kaler green hahahah....

I live in

Now Sri Aman Sarawak...Land of the Tidal Bore and Lagendary Bujang Senang...guarded by ferocious man eating crocs....

I was born in

Mukah Sarawak...Peace and Calm Coastal Town....with the longest coastline in sarawak...

I attended

SMK Three Rivers for secondary education....

and
My favourite story is

One of my favourite tho...banyak lagi hahaha.....

This is my hobby

Jungle Trekking...dah lama tak buat masa di KL..now back in sarawak sure will continue...banyak Taman Negara nearby for me to explore the beauty of nature.....

And I definitely wish for

Kerahmatan, keberkatan dan keampunan dari segala dosa dari Nya......Aminnn...

Whattt a long weekend.....

its been a long weekend for me as well...as for everybody jugak...friday until tuesday phew....nothing much tho...

O yaa my family came over to sri aman during the weekend...soronok gile....but as i told them my home still empty lagi..unfurnished tho...no tv even...what a dull and quiet life without TV...*sigh*....can u imagine how magical that box is...it is kannn...it seems to be a must for each household to have one at least, even tho iam gonna spent most of the weeks travelling and end up tido kat hotel but yet i still need one...

My niece was so well grown up..she's is sooo talkative macam pakcik nya jugak...and oo yaaa another good news for my family...my second sister is also expecting...sooo nanti ada sorg lagi anak buah yeehaaa....hehehe all of us are so happy for her..so is my little niece she really wants a younger brother/sister...even though literally they will be cousin tho...hehehhe...

As for my house i do have few things in mind of how iam gonna decorate my place...i am juz gonna get a nice L shape sofa set..then TV, coffee table, dining table..and yeah a simple 4 piece bedroom set..well it gonna cost me alot then but what the heck...i do need those stuff anyway...but one at each time..kalau beli selepuk sekaligus..adehhh makin botak aku nanti....cant wait tho hahaha..now my house memang empty sgt...and iam dead bored without a TV and Astro hahaha...

Sri Aman is famous for its tidal bore phenomena, but until now i havent got a chance to see it..last sunday me, my father and my brother and sister in law waited for almost an hour for it....but arghhhhhh nothing happens...well only then i was told that..it wont happens everyday...only when the king tide reach 6.0m and above...A tidal bore is a tidal phenomenon in which the leading edge of the incoming tide forms a wave (or waves) of water that travel up a river or narrow bay against the direction of the current. The wave created will cause the water level rose i juz a split second...well walaupun Batang Lupar is were known for it ferocious man eating crocs..but some people thrill seekers doesnt seems to bother tho..they waited for the tidal bore everyday juz to surf or challenge the tidal wave...huh berani yang sungguh...iam impressed...hahahah...

Ok over the weekend i also got to know some weird details bout my family history as well...well i got to do something bout it tho..before its too late...*sigh*...i do feel the effect now but it wasnt that bad yet...the worse will come soon..but its still not too late tho....*sigh*...

thats all for now...Salam peeps...

Powerless……

Have u ever felt powerless before..when your not in control of something...when the thing u want just slip between your fingers and the fact that u can't do anything to stop it..

I always envy at people who are in control of their life and their future. I do know some people whom able to do so *sigh* I wish I can do that oso...

How to solve this problem?????..became a control freak?????is that a solution or juz became bossy??????or is that a solution either…or am i the only one who face this problem...i dunno...the worst meltdown i had was in 2008, everything juz fell into pieces...i felt that i lost control of everything...my job, my life, financially and personal life as well...i lost my best friends and problem came on top of each other, like debris piling at each time tornado passes...worst than tsunami, faster than hurricane katrina and twisted everything at F5 level of tornado....the end result tadaaaa...everything fell apart...but being an optimist i was then given another chance to turn a new leaf (*ayat standard mitigation in sarawak hahaha*) and to start afresh...dont get me wrong iam wasn't running or deviating from my problem, i was just given another chance patching back the pieces..now masih di gear satu, nak masuk gear dua hehehehe.......i guess after a lot of challenges in 2008 i deserved a break kannnnn....

Heheheh melalut plak...adehhh..actually bukan ape guys...i've been staying in this hotel for 2 nite already...biasa laa kat Betong swak nie...hotel cikai jer....the inspiration to write about this topic bukan apa...

argghhhh aku tensen..hampehhhh tol, iam not in control of this situation at all...aku tak dapat control channel kat TV grrrrrrr....hotel murah so kaunter depan decide for us what channel kat astro yang diorg nak tgk, not me me me..aku tak dapat pegang remote...semalam diorg pasang star sport the whole night, then espn plak...chettt tgk tennis 24hrs nak muntah aku..paling tension smlm while i was watchcing "No Reservation" kat HBO they switch the channel...*dush* "&&%$*@**%@~".. nasib baik today i requested for HBO and Star Movies...hahahah...me being a control freak..bukan gile kuasa ok...iam juz trying to get control of my life hahahaha...its good for my psychology...

...wish uollsss a great long weekend peeps...happy CNY gong xi fa ca chai, xin yi xuai ler...to alll my chinese friends....and to ya all selamat bercuti dan jaga diri..to those whom going on long journey..berhati-hati this world ur frens and family still need to alive..not dead ok...tata....

Circuit seating...and mobile court

Pheww...ive been on the road the whole weeks...well maybe iam new to this system but yet its a bit taxing tho...altho iam only covering four main areas compared to some other magistrates but yet its a bit tiring...but iam enjoying it tho....hahahha iam not complaining either...

Well the good thing about my job which i started to love so much is that, i got to wake up almost every morning at different places except for weekend laa...iam not static at one station, a bit mobile tho...oo ok another thing is that i was scheduled to go for a mobile court maybe sumtime in February...which iam really looking forward to...i was told that the journey by long boat to remote places in sarawak gonna be at least one our or more..its some sort of a community service for us as well...because the problem here in sarawak especially the remotes areas none or the number of people registered with the JPN are really low or not registered at all...majority of them are still holder of red or green IC...eventho they're locals but with no IC/ID nor birth certs..they are deprive of a lot of facilities offered to citizens...so there is where we came in...helps them to take oath and to register as citizen and no longer as PR....then there children can become citizens as well

well its opens my eyes to lots of problems faced by people...syukur dilahirkan di kawasan yg eventho its not that develop dulu...but the chances of going to school and proper education ada...Alhamdulillah...

Well i do miss my life in KL g karocks semua and shopping kat MV, KLCC, Pavilion and Curve...memang best...but i wanted a change and try new thing...emmmm yela kat sri aman nak shopping pun takdek..ada departmental store jer wakakakaka...selamat duit aku....

Yea CNY is tak lama lagi...and tomorrow my parent and siblings are coming over to sri aman..haha as i told them my house is empty..ada freezer, bumbung, dinding and pagar jer hahahhaha...welll tilam pun only for me...so mengangkut laa diorg esok..kui kui kui...TV pun takde tauuu...iam so left over with what happens in the world now...so forgive me if iam so left behind ok....tak lama lagi bila dah stable dan dapat gaji..definitely i will catch up with the world..as for nowmy mode of information hanya la internet...ok la kes nak start nak sambung hearing.....chow chin chowww.....


Daaaaa.....

....Sri Aman....

here i am at last....

on9 from my hotel room di sri aman...and its raining kat luar, so i decided juz to lepak kat hotel...

O yaaa...it is a peaceful little town pun, sesuai dengan namanya..well this place was known as Simanggang before, it was the fortress bagi communist back in those days...ok enuf bout sme history lessons...still havent move into my house...so jadi nomads sekejap...well while i was chatting with a fren juz now whom used to live in sri aman...i bagitau laa the name of the hotel i stayed...she was like.."zul that an old one, it was oledi there 10yrs ago"...well i said...mane ada otel lain yg ok lagi dahh...yes it is old but quite comfy tho...but what surprise me more is that..jeng jeng diorg ada wifi OK....hotel kat KL pun banyak yg takde WIFI FREE tauuuuu....

Blue Wave the so called 5 stars tu pun ada WIFI yg amat mahal bayarannya...hampesss....surprisingly Sri Aman ada banyak wifi free here and there...hebats kann...it was a surprise to me as well...Sarawak is doveloping really rapidly nowadays...even in Miri pun i was informed that satu city ada Wifi free....impressed i am...KL pun tak lagi...kat Mukah pun banyak Wifi free...even the courts pun guna online systems yang amat canggih which i have yet got the pword and the ID..bila la aku nak dpt nie...adehhhh....

Yea benar Sri Aman takde Star Bucks, Takde Coffee Been, Takde Soping Komplek and so on and so fort..but yet me being nature lover...dapat rasakan iam gonna have a wonderful time here...banyak Taman Negara yang bakal ku redah and sungai bakal menjadi tempat aku memancing hahahaha....no more shopping spree hahaha...o yea tadi on the way back from Lubok Antu i saw a resort...Hilton Batang Ai Longhouse Resort....well ia bakal menjadi my fisrt destination for holiday here..i was told tempat tu facing batang ai hydro..makin laa aku looking forward to go there...bleh memancing hehehe....

Nanti akan banyak lagi posting bout me adventure here...yang nie baru permulaan hehehehe....

Chowwww.....

He lived to find beauty. He killed to possess it.

Obsession can cause the unthinkable....(best plak tag line dia nie) hahahah

Perfume is set in the colourful backdrop of 18th century France centering on the life of an unfortunate boy, Jean Baptiste, born in the slums of a Paris fish market. Left for dead amongst rotting fish guts, he inhales the plethora of scents around him. He is rescued by some passers by and is subsequently placed in an orphanage. He is an odd child and a social outcast. Possibly as a result of his traumatic birth, he is blessed with outstanding olfactory senses: from early childhood he displays an uncanny ability for discerning the individual smells of everything around him. The twists and turns of his early life are one continuous tragic story. His quest is to learn the art of perfume making and, once taught, Jean Baptise desires to make the ultimate perfume. His skilfully crafted perfumes have the ability to provoke unexpected reactions in both the wearer and the recipient. During his apprenticeship, he discovers he has no personal smell and is initially devastated. On his journey to create olfactory perfection, he seeks alternative ingredients to his perfumes and, in doing so, leaves a grisly trail...(synopsis nie courtesy of abang Wiki)...

I was drawn to watch this move...yea yea memang laa movie nie dah lama..i think it was in 2006 or 2007..tapi baru tengok hahahha...i did saw the ads di Mid Valley before but the thought of watching it never came accross my mind...tapi i was drawn to watch masa tgh bosan tahap gaban dan doraemon...from one channel to another tapi this movie di channel 411 really caught my attention....

Best plak cite nie...better go and watch laa..cari DVD...

Hari penulisan karangan dalam bahasa melayu hehehhe....

ape yang sangat menarik berkenaan filem ini adalah garapan pengarah berkenaan jalan cerita...benar plot filem ini amat ringkas mudah untuk difahami...akan tetapi pengajaran disebalik filem ini amat mendalam...benar ia berkenaan pembunuhan, filem "thriller" akan tetapi apa yang amat menarik, dan lantas membuatkan saya ingin menulis berkenaan filem ini adalah seperti berikut....

1. Kesungguhan Jean Baptiste (watak utama) untuk belajar...

2. Fokus dan keazaman beliau untuk mendalami ilmu...

3. Sifat ingin tahu yang mendalam...

Ia membuat saya sangat tertarik dan amat berminat akan filem tersebut...saya terus terfikir bahawa....mengapa sesetangah individu sentiasa berkata bahawa..."otak aku dah tepu", "aku dah tak boleh terima ilmu" dan "dah tak larat nak belajar lagi"..mengapa?????????Bagi saya ia adalah kemalasan semata-mata...

Bagi saya, saya sentiasa cemburu (positif) akan sesiapa yang telah memiliki Ijazah Sarjana ataupun PHD...saya sangat teringin untuk melanjutkan pelajaran ke tahap Ijazah Sarjana dan PHD akan tetapi peluang masih belum ada..dan saya pasti akan...

Saya sentiasa berpendapat bahawa manusia dikurniakan dengan Otak yang amat indah ciptaanNya...kapasiti yang tidak terbatas, dan dilengkapi dengan pelbagai perisian yang maju dan mampu melangkaui kemampuan kita sendiri sekiranya dipraktikkan sepenuhnya..akan tetapi manusia turut penuh dengan alasan demi alasan...apa yang membataskan kemampuan kita adalah diri kita sendiri...kita membataskan diri kita dengan sentiasa memberikan alasan...kemudian ia menjadi kebiasaan, akhirnya kita menjadi sebati dengan keadaan tersebut...

Manusia tetap manusia, Allah tidak akan mengubah nasib kita sekiranya kita tidak berusaha untuk berubah...

di tahun 2009 ini bersama-samalah kita berubah kearah Positif dan tingkat produktiviti elakkan kontroversi..layaannnnnn/zasssss...hahahhaha mcm melodi plak..ape yang aku mengarut nie hahahaha....

my princess....

This is my princess..the only budak-budak in my family.....this year she's started attending her pre-school...her name is Ell Ezra binti Tazrin...she's almost 4 years old this year...but look she does look older..taller than any of the kid her age....cucu abah...cuz she's really attached to my dad...























My dad told me she's so excited bout the idea of going to school..ye la cuz all this while she's surounded by adults takde rakan sebaya langsung, so now everytime she came back from school she's so happy dapat kawan ramai...her age hehehhe....



She went to the same pre-school i did before and surprisingly the same teacher who taught me and my sisters and brothers now taught her pulak...wahhhhh...the same generation went to the same pre-school...hahaha but she's not at all like us...she's soo briliant and she can sang lagu jepun and english as well (pengaruh kartun jepun di animax) adehhh...she can read plak tu...yela anak cikgu la katakan....



But we love her sooo muchhh....she's the princess of the family and she rules hahahaha....but thanks god the fact that she got all the spot lights, she's not spoiled at all...

like i told before she's nothing like us in the sense that...

1. not camera shy at all...

2. she's good with gadgets..(budak zaman sekarang kan)..

3. suka berposing maut...hehehe

4. very well mannered cuz when i was her age...sgt lasak hehehehe....and tak dengar cakap...

well we share the same gene but...she's half sabahan though...at times she so proud of it...hehehe being half sino dusun (kalau tak silap) and half melanau.....

Well whatever it is we all love her..

gambar perasan nak jadi model hehehhe....

but i do love this pics....she looks sooo cute an pretty kannnn...

Eventhough she's not that close with me, but what the heck...ive been away for so long...so now since iam back in sarawak...lots of catch up to do hehehee.....

Munajat Cinta....

Munajat Cinta

The Rock feat. Ahmad Dani

Malam ini ku sendiri

Tak ada yang menemani

Seperti malam-malam

Yang sudah-sudah

Hati ini selalu sepi

Tak ada yang menghiasi

Seperti cinta ini

Yang s’lalu pupus

Tuhan kirimkanlah aku

Kekasih yang baik hati

Yang mencintai aku

Apa adanya…

Mawar ini semakin layu

Tak ada yang memiliki

Seperti aku ini

Semakin pupus

I was on my way back to kuching when i listened to this song by The Rock feat. Ahmad Dani kalau tak silap la or Dewa to be exact....

Well i've listened to it before but suddenly today, i felt like writing about it..i've known the existence of this song since early last year...well as far as i know its was not known by anyone yet back then....i got to know bout this song when it was dedicated to me by someone (hahahaha)....and i fell in love with this song til now...

The lyrics are very simple and brief kan yet thats the beauty of it..opens to thousand of interpretations....for me Indonesians artist sgt creative...eventhough this song can be classified as Pop Rock song and sang by a rock band but yet the element of dakwah was incorporated and arrange beautifuly and the lyrics as well....bukan nak puji Indonesians song writer, we do have in Malaysia as well tapi they are still learning...for example KRU laaa..they did composed song for Rabbani the fact that before this mereka grup rap kann....tetapi indonesian writer so far did that beatufilly...nidji and ungu also have some dakwah song and it is good as well....

bukanlah lagu cinta memnjangkan, mcm certain band...our soul and our ears need to be feed with this kind of song as well...knowing me heheeh bukan selalu sgt dengar lagu nasyid kontemporari nie....selalu hanyut dgn lagu-lagu lagha (eh betul ke nie hahaha)....

well for me dalam apa-jua keadaan situasi, kesusahan,kegembiraan, jodoh etc. etc kita sebagai hamba yang Maha Esa hendaklah..pasrah akan ketentuanNya...we can pray and work hard for it but yet the then end result is up to Him...

Aminnn semoga Allah s.a.w merahmati kita semua dan mengakhiri penderitaan rakyat-rakyat Palestine dan melaknati Israel yang durjana.....Aminnn....

its Friday...

Yet its gonna be another long weekend for me tho...house hunting...adehh...

T0morrow i will be going to sri aman tho...need to look for a house..a small yet peaceful town...its about 2 and a half hour drive from kuching...the place where i might be residing for the next one year or so...biasa la keje gomen kene tendang sana sini tu biasa...so i have to got use to it as well..nomadic life...heheheh

Population mainly Iban, some malays as well...what surprise me the most is that , in sri aman they have almost all branches of banks, juz name it local or international..except for jeng jeng en. Harimau...all this while en. Harimau can be seen anywhere..surprisingly not in Sri Aman hahahaha....

Well wish me luck guys...harap2 dapat jumpe rumah yang walking distance je to the court..ya laa as of now i have yet to get myself a car...chinese new year nanti baru ada...for the time being kene menapak dulu huhu...

Chow Chin Chau....

Ergghhhh...tensen, tensen tensennya.....

Aku tensen..aku tensen...arghhhhhhh

..this people really test my patient...nasib baik laa aku baru lagi kat sini....i was juz informed by my staff in sri aman today that quarters takde, ada baru hari ni nak bagitau...i had already told them almost a month ago untuk cuba settlekan my accomodation, tapi last minit baru nak bagitau....nasib baik aku tak tengking tadi...ape diaorg nak suruh aku merempat...huh...memang la banyak protokol tapi bende-bende ni seminggu dah boleh setel...tapi why nowwwww baru nak terhegeh-hegeh buat dan baru nak bagitau aku..kalau gomen nak bayau hotel untuk aku dok sekejap takpe aaaa, nie dapat claim tambang jer....hampeh tol...

Bukan ape, if takde quarters boleh je they inform me beberapa minggu yang lepas so that i can go to sri aman cari rumah sewa, bukanla last minute macam ni....i juz dunno la this people..they had given me a really bad impression of their work ethics....now aku dah takde umah and minggu depan dah kene pindah sri aman..kalau aku tak sibuk tanye buat follow up sampai ke sudah aku tak tau yang aku bakal tido tepi jalan....hampehhh betollll...laaaaa

Nak menyesal dah terlambat...huh..my saving dah la running low..bakal mengisytiharkan diri muflis buat sementara...masalah ni plak timbul...aiiii...kene sabar banyak-banyak ni...eeee mcm nak menengking org je tadiiii...aduhhhhhh....saja nak menyusahkan hidup aku di awal2 tahun baru nie....harap-harap tahun 2009 bukan lah tahun yang mencabar seperti tahun 2008.....aminnn

Hujan oh Hujan kenapa engkau turun.....:o(

OMG, i read the weather forecast for sarawak in the website tadi...ermmm their forescast (so far seems to be true) that its gonna rain until sunday...adehhh i know hujan adalah rahmat tapi its comes together with a price la kan...baju ku tak kering, cannot go jogging and swimming, kasut ku sentiasa basah and selesema...achuuuummmm...(bersin dengan laungan yg kuat hhehe)...

Then takleh nak jogging...swimming pun takleh takut kene kilat cuz they only have outdoor swimming pool yg open air takde yg indoor...yea we being human...we loves to complains..hujan komplen...panas komplen..suam suam kuku komplen..dan bla bla bla....huhu...

Ermmm nak g gym tak tau katne...ada yg ckp kat Kementerian Belia dan Sukan ada gym..but i was told its really hot there cuz they dont have any aircond..yela public gym kan...here iam again complaining hahahha...

Well dah tu i need to keep myself fit...i havent work out for 2 days..badan dah sengal sengal nie...so hopefully petang kang tak hujan so i can go swimming...then malam g joging...yeahaaaa....

....mistakes....

"Mistakes are a part of being human. Appreciate your mistakes for what they are: precious life lessons that can only be learned the hard way. Unless it's a fatal mistake, which, at least, others can learn from."-Al Franken

I came across this quotes while browsing thru the net..i love the part which he says that

"Mistakes are a part of being human..."

hehehe being a so called optimist i also drawn to the phrase which he says that

"appreciate your mistakes for what they are: precious life lessons lthat can only be learned the hard way.."

Its reminds me of a note written by a dear friend few days back in Facebook titled "delete, delete, delete...well crux of her notes which i can summarise here is that..she wish that we can delete the memories or mistakes that we made and can only recall the part of memories that we want...sedikit sebanyak ape yang aku paham la dari penulisan dia...wahai tuan punye note kalau aku tersilap paham sori ekkk....

Well thats her opinion...for me, i would not erase anything or any pengalaman yang aku tempuhi...for its make me a better person...well aku bukanlah perfect tapi i cherish every memories that i had and all the experience ive been thru....i do have a long list of mistakes that ive did before...some of it do kind of foolish so be it la kan...hehehe

But there are always room for apologies and rectification kan...i do admit that i did made some fatal mistakes before but well its all in the past...i would not opt to erase it if i could, i rather have the memories of that mistake to prevent me from repeating it again...being human we remembers bitter memories better kannn....

All in all we are still human...the most important thing is that we learn from our mistakes and jangan la buat the same mistakes again..kalau buat gak tu bebal namanye hahahahah...

(posting ini ditulis ketika aku tgh kebosanan tahap melampau and tak ada idea pun nak menulis tapi menulis gak...well forgive me kalau menggunakan bahasa rojak huahuahua...)

Chowwww....

...Dunia Baru....

Macam tajuk cerita dunia baru akan tetapi ia adalah berbeza...drama tersebut mengisahkan berkenaan kehidupan remaja-remaja kolej yang agak menarik....telah diadaptasi menjadi Filem kemudiannya...

Akan tetapi posting ini bukanlah ulasan berkenaan drama atau filem dunia baru akan tetapi berkenaan pengalaman-pengalaman lepas...hehehe memandangkan teman-teman rapat saya mahupun kurang rapat pasti tahu saya telah bertukar-tukar kerja beberapa kali.....Posting ini adalah berkenaan kerja-kerja tersebut....sengaja saya memulakan penulisn blog ini dalam bahasa Melayu memandangkan telah agak lama saya tinggalkan penulisan karangan dalam bahasa Melayu...harap dimaafkan sekiranya terdapat tatabahasa mahupun nahu yang tersilap...

1. Tetuan K.C.Wan & Co.
2. Tetuan Harjinder & Associates
3. Tetuan Lim Kian Leong & Co.
4. Tetuan Md. Tajuddin & Co.
5. Kerajaan Negara Malaysia...

Well to be honest few of my frens did told me before that, "..zul ur resume gonna look bad...see u had job hopping all this while from one firm to another..." well i do agree some employees might think that its not worth hiring me but i have my own reasons to do so...

I had from the1st year of my practicing world involve in general litigation....when i was in KC Wan & Harjinder & Assoc most of the cases involves construction disputes, some family matters as well and personal disputes cases, corporate matter as well. I do get the hang of some criminal cases once in a while kan...i did some conveyancing matters...good to learn those stuff...but i feel that i need to learn more...so i resign...then i join Lim Kian Leong...

when i was in Lim Kian Leong..i was then exposed to new branch of law which is defamation, corporate dispute, LAD, Bankruptcy matters, even few high profiles case...which most of it i had never did before...but i was not in good terms with my boss so i stayed there only for a year...

I chose to relax for a while, take a short break..then i got a call from a dear fren of my...he said his father was looking for a litigation lawyer...well i said what the heck..iam unemployed anyway...the i joined Md. Tajuddin & Co..in...then again i got to learn new stuff..i dont have any basic in banking litigation works before, even worst my profiles was islamic finance...which i was an alien to it hahaha...but i wanted to learn, i want try it so i was accepted...learning sumthing which we donthave any basic or even knowledge at all was so much fun to me...everyday i eager to learn...and i did research on my own...text books, notes and even submissions by other lawyers and lawyer before me as well...apart from banking litigation i also did some LA application, accident matters and general litigation as well...

Moving from one firm to another for me..from my own experience is always something exciting which it is always a"Dunia Baru" for me..new people, new faces and new experience...well i did learn new stuff from each and every firm ive work with before...which for me its work i can demand more since i have more to offer...tapi thats my opinion laaa

Now tahun 2009...i entered a new world altogether...new place, new colleague, different job scope and totally different experience...me being me eager to learn..craving for more hehehhe....

Wish me luck...

To alll

Me being an optimist..always kept in my mind that the best changes often start as a single, simple thought. I like to think big, and discover the ways to make my dreams real...

Well i guess you should do to...always be an optimist..

(tgh break kejap)....

....yay its a sunny day....

...welll since ive move back to swak...woke up at 6.00 is my daily routine rite now...well being here its cerah already hehehe...so by the time iam ready to go to work its bright morning sunshine...today the weather was awesome...bright sunshine....hopefully tak ujan...everyday selalu gloomy....

I had my breaksfast with some senior officer this morning and was juz informed that the opening for Borneo Legal Year is coming soon...either on 16 or 19...this year the Legal Year opening will be held in KK Sabah...yeahaaaa...Sabah we're coming...but the bad news was that, i was supposed to report duty at my new station on the 15th...and my diary was cramped...but Legal Year is amust for all officer junior or senior..might have to adjourned all the trials and hearing huh...

Well what the heck..have to go anyway...tak pegi kang...kita nie mentimun org kat atas tu durian...kene lenyek...kapusss habis la I hehehhe....

hehehehhe

Palestine....

.....war crimes...........

I might not be the right person to talk about this topic but juz to express my own opinion of the topic tho....

Its an unfair fight right from the very beginning....Machetes, stone and home made mortars against state to the art militaries equiptment, tank and fighter jets....for sure the Palestinians obviously overpowered by the Jewish (Israeli's)..

..Up until today thousands of Palestinians were killed by the Israeli's...but out powerful self proclaimed world police still condoned the act of this massacre....pelik sgt kalau mat salleh nie kalau anjing kene dera they will sent the person or the doer masuk jail...but its seems that the human life i.e Muslims are just not valuable at all...less than their pets...Palestinians are shot
like an animal but still nothing being done....

Women, senior citizen, children and men which are all civilians being shot and killed mercilessly by the israeli's...

What can we do..as a muslims we should help our brothers and sisters...

..my new babies....wahahahaha

.....i adopt a kitten....wahahahaha

OMG ....seriously...myself cant believe it but its true....

I adopt 2 kittens i name it Rona andRoni hahahah....cute gile...so adorable....

I bought i nice cage for them, shampoo and foods as well which costs me alot...welll thats what it costs to ensure that they grow up healthy and cute...but really cute...jadi macam really tak sabar wanna go back home and feed them and play with the kittens...i will post their pictures soon...hehehe

my new job...

well ermmm

at first i was a bit sceptical of this new "job" altho yeah it come with a lot of responsibility and power as well hehehe...

but now after almost a month..kind got a hang of it...but still when it comes to sentencing pheww ...i always asked myself "dude ur deciding on sumone future...think...think..think....

I always hope that i made a good decision tho...but well people have to pay for the mistake that they made and we try to...not to punish but to deter the same thing from happening again...that what i always bear in mind...

...new year...

...my first posting ever...
never thought that iam gonna be one of the bloggers but what the heck...having an on9 diary is another new thing which to my mind...surely be something new to start a fresh new year...

....2008...

phewwww...what a challenging year ive been thru....lots of thing happens to me in 2008...lots of great, sad, heartbreaking, eye opening and sweet memories as well...

but here i am..i live and strive trhu it...well in another way its make me wiser in many kind of way:-

1. Friendships...
2. Job
3. Thinking
4. Maturity (i think so hik hik)

Well.. what can i say...i was given by Allah s.a.w a chance to start a fresh...got a new job...when the world economy was predicted to face an economic downturn..i chose to get a job tho...the pay is less than what i get before but the stability is there....well money is not everything..sadly almost everything is money....*sigh*.....

But being able to experience a different experience and new beginning in new year...was the best thing ever chould happens to and i wish no more but to make things rite this time....

Happy new year to my future readers if any hahaha...